Chapter 10: Let me give in
Ayuna never felt the slightest fear of getting all her wishes.
"Hiii my dear ... good morning .... oops! Why does your face look so ugly?! Ha ha ha ha ha ..... lacking in vitamins yaa ... or because you are breaking up in love ... ha ha ha ha ha ha ... what a pity this my little sister is ... ha ha ha ha ha ha ...! "
While laughing out loud and satisfied, Ayuna began to say mockingly and humiliated me, she looked at me with a very cynical gaze and she was always dissatisfied if she saw myself not shedding tears in front of her. Ayuna has very sexy lips but those lips are her weapons to injure myself every day.
The smell of the perfume used by Ayuna is really very fragrant, even for a distance of 500 meters you can still smell the fragrance, it is true that Ayuna is a high class girl, very different from myself who only wears Splash Cologne, it feels very happy. .
If it can be said honestly, this mind feels very jealous of Ayuna, because I feel that Papa is now starting to be unfair between me and Ayuna, everything is starting to be seen from the problem of pocket money that was given to me and Ayuna, indeed Ayuna's pocket money That's higher than me, that's because Mom always gives Ayuna extra pocket money, and now Papa is giving Ayuna an allowance of Rp.10,000, - whereas for me, Papa only gave me an allowance of Rp.5,000. It can be used for everything, I have to be able to pay class cash, snacks or pay for impromptu test papers, with Rp. 5000, - all of that I have to be able to share, very different from Ayuna's pocket money which is not shared with other school needs.
Maybe this is already the line of my life that I have to live, what can I do? Even though I feel hurt or so much jealousy in my heart, I still can't do anything except just accept all the circumstances that are currently like this. .
"Ayuni, you look pale ?? ... if you feel sick don't have to go to school .. I'll let Ayuna tell your homeroom teacher if you can't enter today!"
Papa's voice sounded worried after seeing my face which may indeed look very pale right now, in fact I can't carry this body anymore, this pain in my heart has made my mind messed up and this life feels pressured by my own thoughts, body tired maybe I can still handle it but tired of this thought I can't take it anymore.
Maybe I should try to say to Papa, that I don't want to live in the same room with Ayuna anymore, I better give in, just let me sleep in the guest room, because if this goes on then I can definitely die young slowly because of Ayuna.
Without thinking, I walked over to Papa and tried to express what was in my heart ...
"Pa ... Ayuni, can I have something? Ayuni's request is not of any kind! All of this is for Ayuni's recovery too, Ayuni wants to be able to rest in peace.
Ayuni wants to go back to how it used to be! Ayuni wants to have her own room again Pa, because Ayuni has been sleeping alone, so Ayuni hasn't been able to share a room with Ayuna, so let Ayuni currently move rooms to the guest room, Dad ..., let Ayuna live in the room above. ! Ayuni doesn't mind that, Ayuni just wants to be Ayuni's self again, that's all Pa ... Ayuni beg Papa, don't be angry with Ayuni huh ... "
It can be seen from the look on Papa's face, who was so shocked when he heard this request from me, because from my words,
Papa could know that between me and Ayuna was not what he imagined, there was competition and incompatibility between myself and Ayuna.
I know Papa must be very disappointed with my attitude, but I want Papa to see with open eyes that this is what really happened between me and Ayuna.
"Ayuni my younger sister who is sweet and take careful ... if that's your request, fine, I'll give in .... Paa ...! Let Ayuna sleep in this guest room ... Indeed, from the beginning, Ayuna's room actually didn't really like it, the place was too shabby. In Ayuna's opinion ..! "
Ayuna looked at me with a look that was very angry and filled with hatred towards me, I understood and understood that in her mind she thought that I was the one who had started a war with her.
I don't care about it, now I feel no longer afraid of him because I want to get my rights equal to him, so it's too stupid to think that this time I will give in to him, and maybe all this will apply to Jimmy too. .
"Ayuna ... I'm sorry, if I actually object to your presence in my room, because I feel like sleeping with a thief who every night crept while I was asleep."
Now without any doubt I can reply to Ayuna's words, I don't care for Papa to hear and see my attitude like this to Ayuna, because even Ayuna in front of Papa has never hesitated to mock me or insult me, now I no longer want to play and no longer want to play word for word in front of Papa about who Ayuna is.
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