Chapter 2: Fear the Walking Dead

Every sister and brother has a strong bond of love ,respect and care brother is like a bodyguard for sister.Sister is the one who takes Place of mother's and brother is like a father because their is some magic in their relationship they even give a kidney to each other on need but can't give a glass of water.My friend Serena had a brother who loves her after the death of his parents he take care of his sister more than his child they lived happily but one day his brother has a dispute With someone and they quarrel his brother has no intention to harm someone but by mistaken he killed someone and went to the jail ,Serena has no one to help her nor get a bail for his brother she is totally hopeless and disappointed because no one help her in this difficult time. The court declared him a murderer and judge give a order to hang him serena did all efforts to save his brother but don't . The night came before his brother will be hanged at next day ,their is only one night left to saw his brother.She cried loudly and become unconscious helpless her brother said I want to see you cry whole night for me that's the horrible and painful words for every sister ,serena was crying whole night but don't do something and at that moment life hurts her more then death. Then I think about my brother that I always quarrel with my brothers but love them so much. But one day every sister leave her brother and get married so my elder brother saw a boy in my family to engaged me with him he suddenly one day ask me that are you willing for this? I'm getting amazed and don't understand that what happens to me at that moment but literally I'm a girl and every girl shy to tell something to his brother but I really don't be shy and asked to my brother don't do this to me because I know how my relatives treat with my mom,and also having a bad behaviour with me but my brother have no idea about this he just said I have decided to engaged you with him . I accept it because I know that one day my brother see their original faces because a Person himself know others is better then someone tell him about them, After few months my in-laws gossip with others about my character and make my bad image in others eyes but I still thank God to give me courage and Power to give no reaction and ignore them because (God revenge is greater than your,s) my blood relations are here to disrespect and degrade me no one else need to be. But a Person told me a Golden words I never forget is that ( never degrade your self in front of others at any cost) these words give me courage to fight with evils so I Pretend my self from these type of relations and relatives but when my brother realized it's too late because in which society I live ,people say bad words about that girl whose engagement is broken without any reason it's a conservativeness of people for such societies,but when I thought about serena and his brothers incident then I forget all this and love my brother more than before I thought that everything we get in life again but don't get a brother again . When I was 12 I'm getting disappointed and degraded by every single Person without any reason not only at home but in school also i always Participate in a sports gala and get a first Position in race but teacher don't support me in fact she cheers another girl while we are racing that she win but I won the race that's my fault? I don't know why all the time this happens to me only I can't share even this with my mom because I'm Person having many secrets in my heart and only tell them to my father,s soul yah I know it's imaginary but I like that imagination. However I feel that I'm alone in this world full of People because once you betrayed or disappointed you never trust even sometimes on you also.sometimes People don't think and say some harsh words which kills others inside I'm suffering from that situation that many harsh words kill me inside but People have to live their life. At once, I decided to finish my life and wanted to die but I thought about my mother she is innocent how should I left her in this world to listen bad talks on my death I love her so much so I quit and changed my mind and decided to face everything. My dreams are become dreams only I never has a mind set to get married I always wish to be a army girl or a adventurous girl, I have dream to be a drifter. I saw a sparrow in my home she wants to make her nest here she collected some strips to made his nest with his Partner I also give him strips to build her trust on me,I'm getting excited about her nest then she made it ! After some months she knows that I'm her protector not her enemy I open door for her every day that she easily entered in my home with her Partner and give them feed she take it to the nest . She becomes my friend but you have no idea what destiny decides for you there is a summer season my mom was sitting under a fan the sparrow came into the house and cut with fan wings in that time it's hard to me to see her, I can't stop crying and can't go to see her and never forget and love her till death. After some days ago, her Partner bring another sparrow with him I fell bad that human are humans they betrayed but animals are also so I can't open the door next day for him . After 4 years ago a cat came to my home and I give her milk to feed then she constantly come to drink milk so our friendship become more than day by day she even eat rice from my hand I loved her innocence after 1 year she give a birth to kitten and I'm super excited about that I tell everyone about kitten the cat took his baby also to feed milk from my home now I have 2 the mother and a baby one day there is too much storm and raining and my cat died because of some illness or rain I'm again suffered from such Pain she left her kitten alone now two orphans are left to suffer in this world I feel really bad for kitten but I did all efforts to grow up this kitten now he is grew up I loved him so much I can't even think to leave him I also bring his Partner at home and I thought that animal love is much greater than humanity because human hurts and animals loves you makes you happy and never betray you but one fear I have in my mind is that I never want to lose them I wish I could die first from them I loved my cats and Parrots so much I can't even decide to live without them. Death is not the greatest loss in life , the greatest loss is what dies inside us while we live. Don't die before you're dead.