Chapter 1: sneak peek

All I could feel was suffocation, dying like this wasn't really what I imagined not as if I really imagined my death. No one really tries to think about how they'll die maybe because we're too scared of death, but once you are driven to the very edge when you have no hope left then you no longer fear it in fact you might just want death to consume you, if you ever ask me if suicide is an option I'd say no but there's a difference between giving an advice and applying it myself with those thoughts everything went black , this is where everything ended, this is where my heartbreak ended, the starting wasn't this dark, you know it was like every other starting it was so lit all butterflies and lies...