I was happily preparing for the graduation celebration of Zaiah. Personally bake the cake, cooked her favorite foods and prepared the flowers while our maid help me to blow the balloons and the guards do the effort to put the banners around the house. Everything is so perfect, I make sure that there's no mistake. Can't wait to see her! Maybe all of you wondering why I said those words, actually we're leaving together and we're married but few people knew about it. She dont want me to public our relationship and said that I'm not allowed to touch her and see her in public. You don't know how much I wanted to announce that she is my wife, I want to kiss her infront of everyone co'z I want them to be jealous of her. I want to hold her hand as an assurance. But I can't, I respect her feelings and also she has a boyfriend. I married a woman whose inlove with someone else, her heart belongs to someone else. Maybe you think that I'm stupid right? well what can I do? I love this girl to the point that I will endure the pain just to see her happy. I'm willing to hide in the shadow just to make her feel free and safe, I will put aside my feelings for her sake. That's how stupid I am. I know it's my fault why she's furious every time she see me. What can I do? It's the only way I know.
I imagine her beautiful face smiling at me when she open the door and see everything right now.
I finish the last touch.
When I was at the company I finish my work in order to go home early. To add, I work overtime in past few days to make sure that I can celebrate with her. I'm looking forward to see her. If I'm not mistaken, she's on the way home. Instruct the maids and guards after they finish their job about the flow of the celebration. We we're waiting for her to arrived, everyone is so excited.
I quietly waiting in my room. I excitedly stare outside, expecting to see her car entering the gate but as time goes by no one arrive, the excitement within me fills with sadness and disappointment. I didn't expect that It will turn out like this, We we're waiting for no one. Suddenly I receive a message, its from my assistant Jian. I'm disappointed on what I saw, my lips smiled bitterly. This mix emotions I am feeling right now. I am happy to see her happy and sad at the same time. My chest hurt while looking at her picture celebrating with her love ones, I can't deny the fact that her eyes filled with happiness, her smile feel so unreal. Why It hurts to see them together? Damn! It feels like my heart was being squeeze with pain. I took courage before I come down and look at everyone and speak.
"Throw them all away or eat it all, do what you want to do with it!" referring to the foods, flowers and balloons that we prepared for her.
"And make sure that you leave no evidence on what happened tonight. Tell no one on what we did!" I said and sit down to the coach. I watched them removing the banner they put, picked the balloons around the house and put it in the plastic, put the flowers in the garbage nd remove the foods in the table. I don't care if they eat it as long as I don't see them co'z it will remind me about my excitement that turns into sadness. Fuck! why I expected too much? My efforts are in vain. My expectations dissappoint me. I thinked too much.
After they finish, I let them sleep early and don't mind me co'z I'm still sitting in the sofa while crossing my legs to wait for her to go home. Atleast I want to see her, only she can erase the sadness she cause. After an hour, I heard her car coming in. I remain the seriousness in my face and ready to welcome her. If only I can kiss and hug her.
She entered the house without making any noise and she open the lights which I turn-off while ago. She's like a thief in her looks, I laugh in my mind. She's so cute. She fixed herself as if nothing happened and face me with seriousness.
"Why are you late?" She look at me with her bored look
"It's none of you business" she answered, I stood and walk closer to her.
"Do you know what time is it? It's fucking 2 am! What did you do at that time?"
"You're with him right? What else did you do aside from eating" I held both of her hands and corner to the door
"Do you enjoy doing it with him? Did you have fun?" I wispered to her ear, she struggles with me.
"Did he kiss you like this?" I asked and slowly my lips meet hers and my tongue enter her mouth.
"or like this?" I added as I kiss her cheeks down to the ears until I reach the neck.
"What are you doing to me? Let me go pervert! Stop harassing me!" She added and force herself to let go from me. I stop kissing her and look at her eyes before slowly let go of her hands. As soon as her hands are free, she slapped me hard. My face feel numb from the slap she cause. You can see how furious she is from the force she give. I smirk and look at her.
" How dare you Schiniezel! You harass me twice and look at you, you dare to bully. Fuck! I really hate you. " it hurts when I see her tears falling from her beautiful eyes. Damn! What I did? I'm out of my mind. I make her mad at me. I watched her back until I longer see it.