Chapter 5: Chapter5
*Abuse language ahead if you are not comfortable then do not read...
I remembered Roshan's words
A strong person
is not the one who doesn't cry.
A strong person
is the one who cries
and shed tears for a moment then get-ups and fights again.
I wiped my tears and looked at his parents. I decided to live for his parents and want to take care of them as my parents They accepted our love with a whole heart. I want to be their daughter instead of their daughter-in-law.
Pragati stayed with us for one month but she is also a girl who has to take care of her own family. After she left us, I started taking care of my uncle and aunty. Some of their relatives started pointing that I had some problems with stars( astrology) that is the reason Roshan's death happened.
My nights became sleepless with their words. Slowly, aunty stopped talking with me. But my uncle is a big support to me. I hide all my pain behind my eyes.
After one month, my parents came to my house to meet me. I was astonished to see them. My mother hugged me started crying for my fate.
I become very furious with her behavior.
I pushed her away, " why are you crying, mom? You said that I will not be happy. See your blessing is fulfilled. My Roshan left me" I yelled at her.
" We are very sorry dear" my dad apologized with teary eyes.
" Come with us. Start a new life again" my dad suggested to me.
" I promised my Roshan that I will take care of their parents as my own. This is my house and my last breath, I will stay with them. Now they are my parents" I answered.
" You are so young and you have a bright future dear. You cannot stay alone whole life" my mom advised.
" My Roshan memories are in my heart to lead my life. Mainly the path he showed me will make me live. " I answered.
" Your husband is dead. Why dont you understand..." My mom said louder.
" Never say he is dead. He is alive in my heart. He is alive in every heart of the citizen who loves our nation. If you again repeat these words. I have to show what an army man's wife can do. Just leave my place " I blurted my anger.
" Dear... Please...once listen to us" my dad pleaded with me.
" Never come here. From today my in-laws are parents" I joined both hands above my head and asked to leave.
They stood for some time in front of my house. My uncle asked me to think about my parent's advice but I locked my room and sobbed for hours.
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I searched job as Jr. Lecturer in a nearby town. My parents tried to meet me many times. First I was very angry but later I forgive them because I am their blood but I dont want to leave my in-laws.
It had been two years, aunty changed completely. She started accusing me of small matters but my dad(FIL) is my great support. He supported me evat every point of my struggles.
Now, this is my family...
Flashback ends.....
I opened my eyes and checked the time. The time was the morning at 7 am. I am getting late for college. I did my morning business and opened the door. My mom(MIL) is preparing tea and dad is reading the newspaper.
" Good morning, dad" I greeted him.
" Good morning, dear. Are you okay" he asked worriedly.
" Yes dad," I said with a smile.
" Can you drop me at college?" I asked him.
" what about breakfast?" Dad asked me.
" I will eat at the canteen" I answered.
" Then who will eat this food. Dont you know wasting the food is sin?" Mom questioned seriously.
" Sorry mom, I was getting late. So I thought food is not prepared" I apologized to her.
" come and pack your food. I am not your servant" she said seriously and left her room.
I quickly packed my food and filled water in the bottle. My dad dropped me at college as my bike got repaired yesterday. I have only three classes on the day so I went to our staff room. Everyone working in this college is almost 40 years, I am the only person younger. Most of them treat like her sister or daughter. But recently I am facing a new problem with the new faculty, Mr. Harshit Sharma who joined three months back in our college. He tries to talk with me unnecessarily and finds the opportunity to touch me. I am trying my best to avoid him but always find a way to spend time with me.
A few days back, our college declared fest. Principal madam gave Mr.Sharma and me to look after the arrangements. From that day, he was behaving more disgustingly with me.
As soon as I entered the staff room, Mr. Sharma greeted me and asked about my leave before the day.
" I had urgent work" I replied dryly and went to my desk to sit.
" We have to discuss the arrangements in the evening after college time," he asked standing in front of my desk.
" After college time?" I asked confusingly.
"Yes madam, only we have two days and you were absent yesterday. So we hardly have less. Moreover, I have no leisure to discuss at college time. I am busy. So...." He informed me.
" Okay...." I said.
He left the staff room and I went to meet the principal to thank her.
I waited outside as peon informed me that madam is talking with someone in her cabin. After few minutes, peon said madam informed to go inside. I entered her cabin and she asked me to take the seat with a pleasant smile.
I didn't notice the person sitting beside me.
" Thanks for everything " I thanked her.
"It's okay..." She replied.
" He is my elder son, Sooraj. He is a cardiologist. He lives in the USA. I think you saw him the previous day" she introduced him.
" Hi... Glad to meet you" he extended his hand.
I joined both hands and greeted namaste because I hate the people who studied here and serve another country.
" I heard good things about you. My mom likes you " he said.
Then I looked at his face. He was looking at me with a bright smile. He looks fair and handsome.
" It's not good in me but it's your mother's kind heart who treats every staff as their family" I answered.
" Good... I like your simplicity" he said.
" Okay madam, I will leave now" I stood up.
"What about the arrangements of the fest?" Madam asked me.
"I was on leave yesterday. I will talk with Mr.Sharma and let you" I informed and went to my class hearing bell.
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I was waiting for Mr.Sharma in the staff whereas the other left to their home. I didn't find him so I thought to leave my house. When I am packing my things, I got a call from Mr. Sharma.
"Madam, I am waiting on the ground floor. I can't climb the stairs as my legs sprained this afternoon. Can you come to meet there?" He asked over the phone.
Without a second thought, I went to meet him at that place but I didn't find him. I called his name but there is no response. It was getting dark early due to the rainy season. So I wanted to leave that place.
"Miss. Hasanthi" I heard his voice.
" Where are you going? Come here" he said.
" Tell me what you want to discuss with me? Finish it fast. Have to go to my home" I said seriously.
" Come on baby, not so soon. Still, now, I didn't start anything. You are asking to take leave." He said pulling me closer touching my arms.
I slapped his cheeks as my blood boiled touching me appropriately.
" How dare you slap me?" He yelled at me and dragged me to the storeroom on the ground floor.
I screamed for help but nobody can hear my cry because everyone left.
" Today, I will teach you how to please a man with your touch. I will teach you how to moan my name. I will teach you the pleasure from me" he said removing his shirt.
I am scared of his behavior and tried to run from that place. But he pulled me holding my hair in your hand.
" please leave me. I am not that kind of person" I cried.
"I know it's all-new for you. I also know you are a young widow. Just enjoy the pleasure, we will have fun. Don't waste the time" he holds the hem of the saree and pulled forcefully.
I shouted for help while begging him to leave.
He laughed wickedly and said that there is no escape from this place till I satisfy his need.
I was crying helplessly. He slapped my cheeks to stop crying and pulled my pallu. He looked hungrily at my exposed upper part and pulled closer to him. I placed my both hands between us and managed to push him. My strength was not enough to push me. He started kissing on my neck. Instantly I want to die as he placed his dirty hands on me.
Finally, I gathered all my strength in my body and pushed him.
" You bitch. I am handling you gently means that I allow you to push me away. You provoke the animal inside me" saying he pushed on the old table and hovered on me.
She was scared of seeing his lustful desire in his eyes.
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