Chapter 14: Hate
Yevon's heart suddenly skipped a beat. Her cheeks went red as her expression changed from one of joy to guilt and embarrassment.
"Sorry." She apologised softly as she averted her gaze.
"Forgive me." She added.
Ava stared at her with a stern glare, her face twisted in anger.
"How could you?!" She scowled angrily at Yevon.
"Do you know how I've waited to touch you, and how hard it's been to restrain myself?! Do you have any idea how much I hate men?" She growled loudly.
Yevon's eyes widened slightly in shock.
She swallowed nervously before speaking.
"I don't understand." Yevon muttered.
"What?" Ava asked curiously.
"I...don't understand." Yevon repeated, sounding confused.
Ava glared harshly at her, as if she wanted to punish her.
"What's there to understand?" She snapped, angry now.
"I hate men. Hate them. HATE THEM!" Ava exclaimed as her voice broke in anger.
She clenched her fists tightly, trying to keep herself calm and composed, but it was getting increasingly difficult to do so. She felt rage boiling inside of her, making everything inside her boil uncontrollably as her anger took hold of her.
She hated men so much that her chest was starting to feel tight, and she was having trouble breathing. It hurt so bad, she felt like she was going to suffocate, so badly, she wanted to scream and cry.
All these pent up frustrations built up within her finally erupted, it bursted out in her, causing her whole body to tense up in anger, her muscles tensed, clenching up and contracting violently.
Ava struggled to breathe through her tightening chest, her breathing became erratic. A feeling of intense pain filled her chest. Her throat felt sore and she found it difficult to speak, despite her efforts to breath deeply and control her own breathing, she ended up gasping for air desperately instead.
Her vision blurred and swam in front of her eyes.
"Are you ok?" Yevon whispered cautiously and quietly, worried.
Ava nodded weakly, her eyes were still clenched shut and her breaths were shaky as she gasped for air between her breaths.
Yevon furrowed her brows.
"You don't look alright..." She mumbled to herself worriedly.
"They're disgusting, horrible men. Men who are nothing more than lecherous beasts." Ava spat out furiously.
Yevon remained silent.
Ava let out an exasperated groan, throwing her hand across her forehead.
"Men are disgusting. Ugly, repulsive, disgusting people that I despise." She scoffed in disgust.
"Ugh! I loathe them. All of them." She spat out hatefully.
"But why is that?" Yevon asked curiously, staring at her intently.
"Because their hearts are filled with lust." Ava replied firmly, her brows knitted together as she continued to pant for breath.
"Lust, hatred, greed, and violence." She said slowly.
"That's what makes men so terrible. They're vile creatures that lust after women." She snorted in disdain.
"People even started a rumor that I own The White Flower, I only come here just for you." Ava let out a heavy sigh.
"N...not all men.." Yevon stammered nervously, trying to defend them.
"Some men have feelings..." She mumbled.
Ava stared at Yevon in shock, glaring daggers at her in surprise, and disbelief.
Ava shook her head, sighing tiredly.
"Love is love. Not hatred. Hate can be forgotten. But lust cannot." Ava said as she pointed towards her breasts.
"They belong to the gods, so they must be worshipped. But I despise them, I abhor them, I loath them." She sneered as her lips curled into a smirk.
"And that's how it should be, I should never admire the ugly ones nor worship them, because they don't deserve my love." Ava declared as her smirk turned into a bitter smile.
Yevon's lips twitched and she bit her lip anxiously. She stared at Ava in confusion, wondering if her words actually came from Ava's mouth. Was Ava really saying that men are ugly and unlikable? That men are monsters with desires to possess women that will do anything to achieve their desires?
What was going on? Why?
Why do you hate them? Why do you detest men?
"Just some..." She started speaking slowly.
"Enough!" Ava cut off.
Yevon fell silent and remained standing silently beside her in silence, after awhile, she mustered some courage and began to talk some sense into her.
"Lady Ava! It's because your extremely beautiful, your sexy body attracts men, it makes them want you. Your beauty and allure is too much for them, and that causes them to forget all about their own good and morality. It makes them succumb to their lust. It creates a desire, a longing for you. And when they realise it, it turns them insane, and they go mad." Yevon spat out vehemently.
"Their madness comes because they can only think of one thing. One thing only; they want your body! Because of that, their senses dull, they lose their mind, and they act completely against their better judgement. They become violent, they assault and ravage other women, because they are unable to resist their sexual urges anymore." Yevon uttered suddenly in an intense manner.
Ava blinked her eyes open, looking at Yevon strangely.
Ava chuckled softly, as she looked at Yevon curiously, her eyes sparkling with amusement, and her lips curled up into a soft smile. She raised her eyebrow at Yevon, as she tilted her head with amusement.
"Beauty, beauty, beauty." Ava murmured as her eyes sparkled.
Her laugh sounded so sweet, and so gentle, but yet, so piercing. Yevon gulped, as the sound seemed to stab right into her ears like needles, as if it pierced straight through her heart. And somehow, she shuddered involuntarily. Ava was smiling, and her laughter was beautiful, full of pure and innocent happiness and affection.
"So, you are calling my beauty, beautiful?" Ava questioned with raised eyebrows and a smile tugging on the corners of her lips, but it didn't reach her eyes.
"Yes, yes, you are very beautiful, Lady Ava, you are the most beautiful women I have ever seen." Yevon admitted proudly, blushing slightly as she spoke.
Ava's lips quirked as she looked at her with a smile on her face. Her gaze softened. She smiled warmly.
"No men is worthy of me, no men is deserving of me." Ava uttered with conviction as she lifted her eyes and looked straight into Yevon's eyes, as the colour of her eyes flickered with emotion, as if she were deep in thought.
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