Chapter 6: Dine out
We've been meeting with clients for the past few weeks and it was so exhausting because aside from being his assistant, I became his secretary. The original secretary is in a month-long vacation because she's got married, the timing isn't?
The whole month was a busy month for me. Juggling my review at home and review center, and sometimes even in office if ever I got spare time. The board exam is fast approaching and I learned a lot with my field work. I didn't know I'd be able to experience this soon. This seems like an internship.
My social life has been cut off big time. I'm seeing none of my friends. I realized that my adulthood had really start. The night life we used to have despite our busy schedules is now completely gone. Although they see each other once in a while but me. They are only focusing on their review. I also don't understand why did I work. But the experience here helps a lot to retain information. Practicing what you have studied is the best review.
I'm also planning to cut off whatever string Kein and I have because lately, he's been clingy. I never imagined myself being in a relationship with Kein. He's not bad to be honest. But he doesn't feel right for me and I only choose what's best for me, what I feel right for me. The feelings I supposed to have with Kein with the time we spent together, I can't find them.
A lot of things are going on in my life despite my busy schedule and it exhaust me. I want to take a break after my board exam. I even might resign after that. I always choose myself and I spoiled myself. I always do what I think is good for me. That makes it hard for me to be dependent or to be with a man. It's so hard for me to enter into a commitment not because I just don't want to but due to conflict of interest and it's so hard. I also wanted to be spoiled by my man like the other girls but whenever I think of that, it suddenly pops on my mind that I can spoil myself. It's so difficult when you are having a battle with yourself because no one wants to lose. And the only person that makes me lose is Alistair.
The whole month, it felt like I surrendered half of me to him. A lot of things have really happened in that short period of time. I hate to admit it but I'm being vulnerable whenever I'm with him. It's so hard to resist him. It feels like a sin to avoid and disregard him. He never made a bold move ever since. Actually, both of us have been pushing each other away but somehow, like a metal and magnet, we keep on coming back together. A small poke can bring us together and it scares me. It scares me that I might fall. I don't think I'm ready for that.
"Should we dine in?" He asked, so my gaze went from my mirror to him.
"Kayla asked me to dinner together with my colleagues before. It's actually an invitation weeks ago. I'm sorry?" answered with a scrunch smile on my face.
He gave me a slight nod before putting down his pen. "No worries and in that case, I'll drive you in there."
I shook my head abruptly with his answer because I have my car and probably someone will be riding with me. I don't want to bother him when everything is so hectic. I know he has to work even beyond working hours. After all, he's the owner of the firm.
"And I need to go now. Take care!"
I walked out on my heels clicking on the floor without bothering to wait for his answer but still, I heard it.
"Alright, take care." Sounds like a no choice.
One shot came after another and it went forth. Everyone is having fun like there's no tomorrow. It's no wonder because we are currently on audit by the Bureau. One wrong move and we are doomed. I guess everyone is taking this time to destress.
The night went by in a flash. One moment we've just arrived and exchanged pleasantries, eat, and then the next moment I'm already wasted.
My family matters added to the heaviness of what I've been carrying. It's not easy to juggle two things at a time all the more three. I was never burdened by a romantic relationship but family. It's indeed hard to be in a broken family but knowing I have my dad is enough but sometimes it's too much bear when my dad keeps on pushing me to my mother.
My phone started to vibrate and even with my hazy head, I managed to check it. Kein's name is on my screen and without having any thought, I answered it.
"Hey," I answered in my most drunk voice.
"You're drunk. I'll pick you up." He said immediately. Following that, I heard keys.
"Hmm... XXX RestoBar." I muttered just loud enough for him to hear then hung up the call.
I closed my eyes and ready to drift away although I'm aware that Kayla and others are trying to still talk to me. They are not better than me but I drunk heavier drinks than them. I guess none of us is sober at this moment. I can still think clearly but it seems I've already lost all the energy and strength on my body. I just wish Kein will arrive sooner.
Others have been trying to wake me up but I refuse to open my eyes. I'm trying to rest without having to fall asleep. I'll skip the next time.
I guess after all, I drifted because the next thing I'm conscious of what happened is someone's tapping my cheek. I slowly opened my eyes and in blur I can see Kein's face inches away from mine.
"Let's go home." He said,
I just nod my head without saying anything. Slowly picked up my phone and bag before he snaked his arm around my waist to hold me tight and help me get up. I'm more sober now but I'm still a bit dizzy and still have no energy.
"Next time, tell me before hand if you are going to drink. I don't like seeing you drunk around people. You don't know what might happen." He said calmly but firmly while fixing me on the passenger seat.
"I'm sorry" I whispered,
"Rest now," he replied before shutting the door.
I woke up with my churning tummy. I quickly tap Kein who's driving and without having to make any sentence nor gestures he stopped the car on the side.
I quickly got off and I kept on vomiting like there's no tomorrow. On the other hand, Kein quickly got my side and gathered every string of my hair while supporting me.
"Just how much did you drink?" He hissed.
I didn't answer him and continue to throw up. This feels like my insides is about to come out also.
"Does it feel really bad?" Worry's etched to his voice.
I nod a little to answer him. That went for about a minute or so. After, he made me sat on the car and I couldn't help but to lean on the door frame. I think I'm done yet.
He gave me a bottle of water and I chugged it down. That made me feel a little bit better but I think I'm still going to throw up.
"So, this is how it always go?"
I raised my eyes to see his face and it clearly shows he doesn't like what he's seeing. His brows are furrowed and both of his hands are on his sides.
I answered nonchalantly, "No, just when I drink too much."
"Do you think you can make it home? It's better for us to get home so you'll be more comfortable."
I replied with a tiny nod. So, he tucked me again on my seat then, we went on our travel.
I was startled with a cold temperature that made me woke up. I am now soaked with water and found myself on a tub. I'm naked that made me panic but still held my composure. My head bobbed on the side and there Kein is standing unbuttoning his shirt. I slightly calmed down but what the heck? I scanned him and saw that he's still in his office attire. I realized that I still went to slumber after all the vomiting. I must have drank tons of liquor to make me go like this.
"Did you undress me?!" I asked raising my tone while pointing at my whole self.
It made me less embarrassed with all the bubbles covering the bath tub. I would've flipped out if there no bubble at all. But the fact that he undressed me is mind-blowing. I mean, we've been around but we never really did that thing yet.
"Who else? It's just the two of us here." He said coldly.
He started unbuttoning his slacks that made me panic again and uncomfortable.
"What are you doing?!" I said not knowing if I should turn my back on or close my eyes.
Instead, he turned his back. So I look ahead of me and then felt his touch on my shoulder and gently pushed me up front. I scooped in light headed.
He soaked himself in the tub and let me leaned on him. Everything is still shocking me. This is the very first time we are doing this. What's changed?
He started massaging my temple silently completely knowing my headache. My body relaxed and let him do whatever he is doing.
I stared at him appreciating whatever he have. He's gorgeous that sometimes makes jealous of his features.
"I'm sorry for troubling you." I said softly feeling really sorry for all the trouble I caused him tonight.
"Just don't do it again. It's not the same as when we are going out together. You don't know predators out there, Kanalaa. Don't make your dad worry about you." He lectured like I'm a little kid.
It's hypocritical of me for saying I will cut off our string when just staring at him is like pulling me into abyss.
"I know. I'll be extra careful next time."
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