Sylvia and Jude love affair continued, and I was hurting the more and one figured it out. But to honestly say, thinking of the past scenerio of my life now, it was kinda an adventure.
On my way to the grocery, I decided to buy some provision in Jude's store(literally his aunt store). When I got there, I saw John and Jude saying "boys stuff 😑😑". As soon as the two boys noticed me, they gazed at me for a while and Jude said " oh, look who we have here" I replied him saying "How are you two doing ??" but John replied me this time "As you can see, we are doing good". I noticed some strange look in Jude's eyes but I shrugged off the feeling thinking the was just happy then I listed the stuffs I needed, when I was done, Jude packaged it for me and gave me a discount, all this while, John was just staring. "I want to get something, I would be back in a few minutes" John said and left, leaving Jude and I alone. "Oh my God, this is an awkward situation" I mumbled to myself. "hmm ??did you say something ??" Jude asked and I replied him "What ??...m...me ?? I didn't say anything. Did I ??" I stammered, feeling anxious. Jude didnt bother to reply me, he licked his lower lip and stared at me intently. I could feel and obviously hear my hear beating faster and louder, my hands was shaking."Jude, what with the look ??" I asked him but he didn't reply, instead he was moving close to me, every step he takes forward, my heart beat faster and I take a step backwards till I could feel the hard wall against my back but Jude was persistently moving forward till there wasn't any gap between us not even an inch. "Do you know how to kiss ??" Jude asked. My big round eyes widened, looking him straight in the eye, "why the hell would he ask me this question ??Am I in a trance or something ?? Is he kidding with me ??" o thought to myself, feeling confused. "No, I don't know how to kiss, why are you asking 🤷🤷??" I replied, but he still didn't answer my question and he said "Have you ever kissed anyone ??". "Seriously if this is a dream, it should stop🌝🌝" I screamed in my mind. "No" I replied. Before I knew it, in a flash, I felt Jude soft lips on mine😮, kissing me passionately and I was still like a statue, trying to process what happened, it was so quick and I didnt know this was coming my way
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I felt something in me spark, I felt something I had never felt, lot of things was running through my mind, lot of emotions, I felt my legs getting week and Jude held my waist immediately while still kidding me. I really didn't know that a kiss could really make someone feel this way, with the little strength I had, I pushed Jude away and our kiss broke. He had that look in eyes I would never forget. "what happened ?? didn't you like it ??" He said and smirked as I was just staring at him with no replies, trying to figure out if this was real. Jude spoke again"You didn't even move your lips or try to return my kiss huh ??".I finally realized that what just happened to me was real. I covered my lips with my hands feeling embarrassed. "Jude, you just kissed me without my permission, you stole my first kiss,this isn't done. At least you should have asked before kissing me" I said. "It was a surprise kiss, I know you liked it, didn't you ??"Jude asked. I shouldn't lie, it was a great kiss and I liked it but I didn't want my first kiss to be this way. I ignored his question and said "but you would have asked me and I don't know how to kiss, why did you kiss me in. the first place ??". " you shouldn't blame me dear, your lips was just too tempting and hard to resist", he replied and I was speechless. He continued" yeah, it true you don't know how to kiss, let me help you that, I will teach you" I wondered to myself what he meant, and yet again his lips slammed mine, he kissed me again but not this time I would allow it last for long and I tried to push him away but he held my waist tightly nd drew me close to him. He muffles his mouth in mine like a "wrapped gift". I bent myself backwards to resist myself from him, bending myself to half which was really exhausting for me but Jude was persistent, he didn't stop kissing me and I give up, he was really built and I was just weak, I couldn't wrestle with him I calmed down and decided to enjoy the kiss. when he figured out I wasn't struggling with him anymore he smiled while still kissing me because I could feel his lips curved upwards.
Minute after minute, but Jude was still kissing me, I felt really exhausted and out of breath them the unexpected happened, John came in and saw Jude and I kissing each other. Jude notice John and he broke the kiss...."Oh no oh no, why does it have to be me"o thought to myself. There was a deafening silence between we trio and I could feel John staring at me, I couldn't understand what was going through his mind but his stare felt as if a dagger was pierced through my chest, hitting my heart. Jude expression was normal and he show any regret, I guess he didn't care. I was really worried because Jude's friends knew Sylvia, my cousin sister as his girlfriend and John also knew." My God what have I don't wrong to be in this drastic situation ??why the hell did Jude had to kiss me and why did John had to see Jude and I kissing ??" Lot of thought going through my mind and I was in a dilemma.
John broke the silence which felt like a century and said "tell me what I just saw isn't real. Why are you all silent ??"He asked angrily with a hint of sadness. Jude replied "and how is it your business dude ?? hmm ?? why do you care if I kiss her or not??". Now I could see that John was really upset and he could pick up a fight anytime soon, I was really worried. John yelled "Jude!!!what you are doing is simply not right, you are dating her sister"...That when the reality dawned on me"Gosh!!!How could I forget that ?how could I have forgotten that Jude is dating my sister and kissed him, no!!!, what is wrong with me ?? I kissed my sister boyfriend. What have I done ?? "ccckrrraaa" I was drifted back to reality away from my thought. John had broken a glass our of anger. Jude made the situation worse by punching John on the nose, and a fight broke out within duo. I was worried because of the people nereby was beginning to wonder what was happening inside the store and I also didn't want either of them to get hurt. Honestly I didn't know who I cared for the most, WAS IT JOHN OR JUDE ??🤔🤦. I, who have been standing silently all this while with tears in my eyes yelled "stop please" but it was futile. I yelled again, this time more louder "Will you guys stop fighting please, you are making me scared"my voice cracking through the words. Magically, it worked and they stopped fighting. John expression was totally heart breaking, I could really see the hurt in his face plus the scars, I felt really guilty because I knew was sad because of me. "Lizzy, am sorry for making you see this, am really not like this, I don't know what came over me" John said to me in. an apologetic manner and he left without even hearing me out leave Jude and I alone. "Am also sorry, it really not my fault, I don't know why John couldn't out his butt of my business" Jude said using hand as demonstration. PS—(Jude didn't know that John had asked me out before but I denied his proposal). "Would you stop blaming him, its over now, just forget it and reconcile with him okay ??" I replied him. "So you are going to take his side now and not mine ??" Jude chuckled angrily. I neglected his question and said "JUDE, LOOK STRAIGHT TO MY EYES, JUST TELL ME WHY ??, JUST TELL ME THE HELL OF A REASON WHY YOU KISSED ME ?? YOU KNOW JOHN WAS RIGHT. YOU ARE ACTUALLY DATING MY SISTER AND YOU KISSED ME. I REALLY DON'T KNOW HOW TO FEEL, SHOULD I BE HAPPY OR SAD ?? TELL ME !!" I asked Jude fighting every tears trying to find it way out. Jude's face which he frowned changed and he was probably feeling sad. " I didn't mean to hurt you, I don't know what got over me, I just... I just....I don't understand, am sorry" Jude replied trying to figure out the reason for his action. I really can't believe he didn't knew why he kissed me. I looked at what I bought and picked it up, heading out when Jude blocked me with his well built body and said " Am sorry Lizzy". For some reasons those words melted my heart which made me to look up at him and smile which he smiled back and gave me space to head out
On my way home, I could still not believe what happened. My first kiss, John and Jude fight, Judy apologising to me for the first time ?? realising that John wasn't joking when he asked me out because the scenerio that happened earlier clearly proves it all. Then a frown settle on my face, where could John have gone ?? "I hope he doesn't hurt himself" I thought to myself. Sincerely, deep within me, I felt guilty, how could I face myself ??, how could I have kissed my sister's boyfriend ?? But if Jude kissed me, does that.mean he has feelings for me but if he has feelings for me then why is he in a relationship with my sister ??....Lot of thought flowing through my mind, I was starting to feel week then I shrugged it off
Wow, months ago, my life was peaceful and there was no problems. Now, it seems to be getting more complicated. Honestly is it my fault ??😑😑
Still my first story....am still learning
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