Chapter 2: Is there still hope for me?
"You have to be strong dear" Mrs. Heni let go of her arms and held Annabela's shoulders. Mrs Heni looked at her daughter's face lovingly "look at mother, you are a very strong and independent woman. So don't make this problem to make you mentally weak" said Mrs Heni with a smile. He then wiped Annabela's tears.
"But mother...!" Mrs. Heni immediately put her index finger in the middle of Annabela's lips while shaking her head.
"You can't be weak, sweetheart," he said back.
Exactly one month Axton no news. Since that night, Annabela and Axton never communicated again. Because, until today, Axton's contacts cannot be contacted.
Annabela was still wondering in her heart, why did Axton have the heart to do all this? He had embarrassed Annabela in front of all her family.
Annabela had no idea that the man she trusted the most, the man she knew very well, the man she admired the most, would do all this.
Axton's attitude made Annabela's heart shattered into pieces. They had already spent ten years, a very long time.
It can be said that their relationship is not playing games. But who ever knows, having an old relationship doesn't guarantee someone will be together.
Annabela couldn't calm down, her mind was all over the place. He will not stay silent, Annabela continues to try to find out what really happened.
After all, Annabela had the right to ask Axton to explain their relationship.
Every time remembering his togetherness made Annabela weak, she missed Axton's figure, missed Axton's laughter, missed everything.
Annabela kept crying every time she remembered the beautiful moments they spent together. Annabela could only see Axton's face through a 2R photo that was still neatly stored.
Mrs. Heni saw Annabela sitting on a wooden chair that had begun to break. Because the chair has never been replaced until now.
Mrs. Heni was very sorry to see her poor daughter. He then approached his daughter and tried to make her joke.
But when Mrs. Heni was about to approach Annabela, her steps suddenly stopped. Mrs. Heni turned around, she wanted to leave Annabela alone first, until her heart was completely calm
Tomorrow.
The next day, Annabela ventured into the Axton House alone. Arriving there, Annabela found no one. The housekeeper said Axton went out of town with all his family. In fact, it was reported that Axton would not return to Jakarta. He said they would live there.
Annabela was getting hopeless, even Annabela didn't know the name of where Axton lived now. He also has never been outside the city, he only knows around the city center of Jakarta.
Annabela returned to her house with empty hopes. He was helpless anymore, Annabela wanted to go far away where no one knew her.
Annabela continued to walk with very slow footsteps. Annabela was almost hit by a car, because she was walking dreamily.
When the man she really loves leaves for no reason. Make Annabela's heart and feelings raging. He tried to fight everything, he was tired of fighting with himself.
How long would Annabela keep waiting for Axton? A man who has no conscience, a man who has the heart to make his life suffer.
Why must it disappear without certainty? if Axton really didn't love Annabela anymore, he could tell in a nice way.
In fact, Annabela has never demanded more during their relationship. In fact, Annabela has always been an encouragement to Axton. Annabela always gave positive feedback when Axton was down. But, it's all useless anymore.
Annabela was not strong anymore, she fell. Her gaze was blank, Annabela looked up at the sky with her eyes twinkling. The reflection of the sun's rays blinds his vision.
Not in accordance with what was felt in her heart, Annabela cried hysterically in the middle of the road while patting her chest because she felt tight. Annabela couldn't stand this fact.
Annabela kept crying, she didn't care about everyone who saw her. Annabela hated herself so much, she even blamed herself for trusting Axton so much.
"I'm a jinx!" Annabela muttered.
"Why, God.?! Why did all this happen to me? Do I not deserve to be happy God?" Annabela screamed hysterically blaming God.
He was like a madman, his hopes had been shattered. Since then, Annabela has been really traumatized by having a relationship with someone. He doesn't even believe in love anymore.
Because until now, the feeling of disappointment is still there. It was very difficult for Annabela to eliminate all of them. Because the wound will continue to imprint forever.
Remembering her mother's message, "You can't be weak." Those words always made Annabela get back up.
Now, he is focused on himself and for his mother. He never cared about other people. Even though whenever someone approached her, Annabela always politely refused.
Annabela is not that easy to fall in love with someone, she is not that easy to open her heart. He would rather refuse than give the person false hope.
Annabela went back to work, though she wasn't as cheerful as she used to be. However, Annabela needs a lot of money to sustain her life with her mother.
Sometimes Annabela felt bored, she even had time to think if her life was like this, how could she progress. Annabela kept thinking about how to change her life.
He wants to be rich, he wants to be famous. Annabela was tired of living poor. He wants to live a full life. He wants to have a good car, he doesn't have to walk everywhere.
It was all Annabela's dream, even she would take her revenge on Axton. He wanted Axton to pay for his pain.
Annabela decided to go Abroad for a few years. He wants to make his dream come true, he is very sure of himself. One day, he will become a respected and well-positioned person.
Annabela told her mother about her wish, but Mrs. Heni did not let her daughter go at all. Because he can't live alone.
Annabela kept trying to seduce her mother, she even persuaded her mother to let her go. Every day Annabela whined like a child.
Until right at night. Mrs. Heni entered Annabela's room, she had thought carefully about her daughter's wishes. Mrs Heni had no other choice, she then allowed her daughter to go.
Even though his heart felt heavy, he understood very well how his daughter was. Mrs Heni is a very understanding mother.
He hugged Annabela tightly. On the other hand, Annabela really loves Mrs. Heni. A mother who has fought for herself until now. A mother who has sacrificed many things for herself, so that she can become a child who grows up.
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