Chapter 33: Okazaki Yuma(3/3)
[Okazaki Yuma]
With the sound of footsteps in the background being heard, I kept walking absentmindedly as I sank into my thoughts with a finger gently passing my lips as I remembered Ren-Kun's touch and kisses, which my mind kept reminding me of, while I could feel like my cheeks were beginning to heat up with the blush that appeared on my face at the memory of his touch.
"Okazaki-chan, are you feeling alright?"- Coming out of my thoughts upon hearing Takeda-Kun's worried tone, I turned my gaze towards him while smiling softly at his worried look managing to calm him down.
"Nn! He was reminiscing about our time at karaoke." Lying while looking at Takeda-kun, I promised myself that today we would move forward even a little in our relationship, as I felt guilty remembering the lewd things I did with Ren-kun.
"Yeah, it was fun going to karaoke with Fujiwara-kun and Mizushina-chan, even though it was just me and her singing."- Guilt rising in intensity as I looked at the happy look on Takeda-kun's face, I steeled myself and stood in front of him.
"Takeda-kun, although I'm shy and that's why we haven't advanced much in our relationship, I would like us to take a small step in that and kiss" - Remembering Ren's kiss when saying my last words, I shook my head slightly as a blush appeared on my face, and then I focused on Takeda-kun's surprised look.
"Are you sure Okazaki-chan? You don't need to put pressure on yourself, I can wait for the moment until I'm ready to move forward in our relationship, stop like this in the future, don't regret this." Looking at the sincere look and kind smile on Takeda-kun's face, my guilt got bigger.
"Okay, if it's just a kiss, I can allow it" - I smiled in his direction making him blush, slowly approaching our distance, and step by step, we were face to face. As Takeda-kun began to slowly lower his head in my direction.
Remembering Ren-kun's face while watching Takeda-kun's same move, the blush on my face grew stronger as well as the guilt I felt. Although remembering that I'm in love with Takeda-kun, the guilt became a little lighter, since Ren-kun's kisses and caresses affected me because he was the first man to do it and not because I liked him very much.
While those thoughts appeared in my mind looking for a justification or excuse to make Ren-kun's kisses and caress effective on me, the distance between Takeda-kun and me ended up shortening. Until after a few seconds our lips connected in a pure kiss just like Ren-kun.
Having our lips connected in a pure kiss demonstrating our affection, I couldn't help but be disappointed to see that the 'spark' that Ren-kun made me feel did not appear with Takeda-kun's kiss, much less the sensation of pleasure that Ren-kun caused me only with a kiss and his hands.
Hiding my look of disappointment as we parted from our brief kiss, I took a few steps away from Takeda-kun while smiling in his direction "It was a good kiss Takeda-kun"- 'Lie', I couldn't help but say in my mind, as I looked the look of excitement on Takeda-kun's face.
"Let's continue on our way until we part ways, Takeda-kun"- I started to walk while the guilt inside me slowly increased seeing that I enjoyed the kiss that Ren-kun gave me while I couldn't help feeling nothing but disappointment with Takeda-kun.
We continued on our way for a few minutes talking in low voices, until it was time to part ways, where Takeda-kun wanted me to kiss him goodbye, but I could only hug him. Ever since I thought about kissing him, the only thing I focused on was Ren-kun's kiss.
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Upon entering the apartment, I could see at a glance a note pasted on the door -"It must be Okaa-sama"- Grabbing the note as I began to read it, I headed towards the kitchen to see the dinner left by Okaa-sama.
"I'll eat it in a while"- Whispering those words to myself, I continued my way to my room, where once inside I put my backpack in its place. As I jumped on the bed on my back.
*¨Pla*
Sighing once my back touched the bed, I looked at the ceiling of the room as I remembered Ren-kun's kiss and compared it to Takeda-kun's. "Has my affection for Takeda-kun waned?"- I was wondering. while reviewing the kisses of the two, since I couldn't find another reason why Ren-kun's kisses were more exciting, while Takeda-kun's couldn't feel anything.
Running my finger across my lip gently as I remembered Ren-kun's kiss, my other hand slowly traveled in the direction of my private area. As my thoughts sank into Ren-kun's touch.
Touching above the panty fabric, I started a gentle movement in my vagina, while using my memories of Ren-kun to get stimulation. With the fabric of my panties getting wet as my thoughts were on Ren-kun, I snapped out of my trance upon hearing movement.
Observing the bag that fell. I shook my head as a strong blush appeared on my face, "Was he touching me thinking of Ren-kun?" Whispering to myself in a low tone, I quickly got up from the bed, heading towards the bathroom.
"The first time I touched myself and the only thing on my mind was someone other than my boyfriend." Letting out a sigh once I got into the tub after cleaning my body, I couldn't help but think of Ren-kun again.
*Splash*
Hitting the water to get out of those thoughts, I relaxed in the tub "I shouldn't stay here long." Getting out of the tub after a few minutes, I headed towards the balcony to refresh my thoughts.
Looking at the moon in the sky with the stars adorning it, I sank back into my thoughts "It's beautiful, isn't it?" Coming out of my thoughts upon hearing the male voice, I turned my gaze in his direction to find Ren-kun smiling fondly in my direction.
Blushing at the sight of him, I couldn't help but look at his lips again as memories invaded my mind non-stop - "Do you want to continue?" - Hearing his question, I couldn't help but deny mentally until a memory came to my mind and stayed in my mind without fading.
"Y-yes"-Stuttering when I see that he willingly accepts Ren-kun's kiss, I stayed still watching as he approached me.
"I like it when you're brave, Yuma" - Unable to process his words, I could only see Ren-kun's approach. Until the distance that separated us was closed in an instant, where I could instantly feel an addictive pleasure that ran through my lips, tongue, and body. As I unconsciously wrapped my arms around his neck, in an attempt to pull him closer to me.
Having my thoughts cloudy again as I felt the pleasure that Ren-kun's kisses gave me. I could slightly feel a liquid that ran through my legs, while my eyes began to cloud. at the same time, he lost the sense of time until suddenly the pleasure I felt disappeared.
"We should stop for today"- With my cloudy gaze fixed on Ren-kun, I could only see how Ren-kun walked away -"See you tomorrow, Yuma"- Seeing the smile on Ren-kun's face I could feel the heartbeat of my heart increased when I saw him.
*Clack*
Falling on the ground with my hands touching the ground. I could feel how the pleasure that Ren-kun's kisses gave me ran through my body - "Have I fallen in love with Ren-kun?" - With that thought running through my mind, I got up from the floor with difficulty and then lay down on the bed and fall asleep Once asleep I dreamed again, only this time it was different since the dreams where Takeda-kun appeared began to be changed and in his place, Ren-kun began to be the man who appeared in my dreams.
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