Chapter 2: During my teenage. .

We reside in a province of Cebu at Minglanilla and i still live here currently. This place is great because i have many cousins here and made a lot of friends. There is peace, fresh air and many beautiful places to go and travel. Money is just what lacks to do the traveling. 😅 I became an honor student in elementary and in high school too. I got a scholarship for a private school located near the City but my mother did not allow me to go and study there. She only enrolled me in a school nearby which is only for girls and she became even harder controlling my life. She doesn't want me to spend time along with my friends or cousins. It's like my life was so boring! Even when i became 18 years old it was her only decisions that must be followed. She even want me to meet and marry a foreigner online and made me wear sexy outfits. It was very disgusting to wear something like that! I never wear top cleavages and small shorts because i am not comfortable. I like wearing more boyish attires like t-shirts and pajamas. In the internet there were a lot of nude and rude men! My mother is always on my side when i am chatting and on cam. They were always asking me that why is my mother is always on my side. 😅 They wanted me to be alone and i already know why. 😏 I always saw them cam to cam with their penis and i was very angry that time because nobody wants serious relationship for a young girl like me. I was 14 that time and we all lied to them that i am 18. I spoke to my mother angrily, "I hate this anymore! You search yourself mother!" I walk out and was so mad at her because at my young age she already wanted me to meet and settle for a man that i don't love. She didn't even care for what i felt and pushed me over to do that kind of thing. But i still understand my mother why she was doing all of that to me. I know her past was also a mess and she's just worried about my future. She doesn't want me to experience what she had been though to be repeated on my own. I know my mother wouldn't like me to encounter the kind of difficulties she had with her past but still it did. It was at night when i heared my mother and father had a little conversation in their room about me. My mother said, "In times like this money is more important we need to be practical. No more love because it means nothing anymore. That's not so important." My father replied, "Don't force our daughter. Will she ever be happy if she could live with a rich man you want for her that she doesn't even love?" My mother then was in complete silence. I am so glad that my father understand and defend me that time. I noticed my mother never forced me anymore to seek a guy on the internet and it all had stopped.