Chapter 2: MISFORTUNE
CHAPTER 2
Life was continuing. The present is miserable though but what is making you suffer can be forgotten and that is what she keeps thinking of her PAST. Nights are now scary. At midnight hours she feels a weird anxiety. She took up from bed and starts roaming around making her felt she is now left so alone. What she had gone through is left behind. She has accepted the reality but it's a fact that one thing that happens in your life it stays for a lifetime whether u have left it behind but it may reappear as a nightmare or sometimes as a fear of happening again. Though back she had true feelings for the one she loved. But maybe somewhere that bond was not strong enough coz they adhered what fate has brought to them even though both in love had suffered.
Time passed. Life took a new turn. She fell for someone again. It seemed like a new beginning has taken place. It was not that easy to be in love again but that person provided her so much love and respect and love . She could not control her feelings. She fell for. Although she came from a trauma but this time these feelings were much stronger than one could even realize. The bond was so intimate. But as I say the past always remains. It doesn't mean the people stay but the lessons you have learned or the sufferings you go through it cant be forgotten. A fear always persists in her. Their relationship was so stronger that even the thought of her being separated from him makes him die to death. How one can love someone so deeply she many times asked this question from herself? She pray always to stay closer to him. To stay with him forever. But she is always frightened of the future. An unpredictable set of thoughts always reminds in her mind. But apart from that what meant even more and what she was gifted and blessed for this beautiful feeling of love.
Love is a blessing from GOD and those who are procured with this blessing could only know what it really means. It means forever binding yourself to the one you owe to give your everything. It really makes you more beautiful more sensible more caring more responsible and stronger. It means the one whom is loved is always surrounded by a support. And is not even alone coz there is someone who will always withstand with you every difficulty. You are more determined and passionate to be this much capable of your LOVE." You give your everything".
Will she be able to forever bind herself with him?. This is what fate decides. This is where her thinking stops. This is not good for her she has now started talking about what she thinks this and that about the future, her insecurity of losing her inner anxiety and more of all suspecting the love she has gained till now. And you know what is making her do all that is what that had happened a long time ago. She do not want the time to repeat itself. Because this time she could not adhere the loss. For her the life may end .She weeps and weeps all night and everyday. For now she could only relief herself when she cries. She has done so many mistakes. She has made decisions in hustle. She has this time gave her everything to someone but now she feels like at times empty and alone. So alone. She is extremely feared. She has so much love for him but her worth is now not that much considered. Her presence is ignored. The intense of love at the starting is now not that much she is gaining.
As it is said: All that glitters is not gold. You at point restrain your self from loving someone but you cant coz your soul is attached to them. You at point realize why you even loved them. They are not that worthy of. You are there doing everything for them but they are just trying after some time to run away from you. Your decision is now making you suffer but you cant detach yourself from them. All u can do is to cry every night and pray that all will be fine.
She is hurt. Every time she is hurt. Misfortune has knocked her door again.
She is still with the one she loves but that is now turning into an empty relationship with pain ever increasing. More than she had ever suffered because this time love was so deep.
Never lose your own worth . if u are giving all and in turn u lose your own importance than its better to give up.
She want to give up but she is resisting herself doing that giving every time a new chance to him. But how long will this continue?
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