Chapter 11: Convincing heart
He also just thought of Alinea, who would definitely feel hurt by her decision. Abhimana closed his eyes, replay all the words that came out of his mouth a few minutes ago.
I don't know what happened to his mouth, which without him even realizing it he would say something like that. Maybe he was so panicked that Abimana made a decision without thinking about the consequences.
If he could go back in time the few minutes before the word came out, he will take back his words so they are not spoken. Or if he can't, Abhimana wants to cut his tongue who has been uncompromising speaking out loud is useless.
But what can you do, Abimana can't do anything now. He can't take his words back, thus making Abimana agree with Stevia's words with a heavy heart.
"I'm serious and I really want to marry you, as long as you stop your crazy intentions. I also realized that I already have a wife, but it's okay for me it's impossible to let someone just die without trying to help him. therefore I will help you by marrying you and taking responsibility for the baby. Even though I had to do it." Abimana said loudly.
Even though in Abimana's heart he doesn't want to do that, and he thinks that he is very mean to Alinea, but Abhimana is really helpless. He seemed to have fallen into a deep abyss, so he couldn't get out of the abyss easily.
Abimana thinks that this is a test for him when he is living his household with Alinea. But it is undeniable by Abimana that this is also a guide for himself and Alinea, because she will have a baby even though it's not her flesh and blood.
"I have promised to marry you, also responsible for the baby in your womb. Are you going to stop your intention to kill yourself?" I hope Abimana Stevia will appreciate his sacrifice this time.
"Yes, Mas Abi. I will not repeat it again. I promise. Thank you, Mas Abi. Thank you for letting me out of trouble. I don't know how to repay all your kindness, I feel indebted even I owe you my life. All I can say is thank you. I'm sorry!" Stevia sighed who suddenly ran to embrace Abimana's body.
The sharp object he was holding in his hand, he didn't stab it in the stomach. But don't forget that Stevia is still holding that thing, until when he hugs Abimana whichever her takes. Maybe so happy, makes Stevia forget that her hand is still holding the sharp object.
Stevia was even preoccupied in Abimana's arms, What he felt made her heart beat faster. Stevia increasingly felt the vibration of love, as if he was hypnotized by the aura of a man who in fact is a husband to another woman.
"When will you marry me? Don't be long, man! Afraid this baby will be born soon, when he didn't get the status of a father at his birth. I want you to have married me this week. Yes mas!" A request from Stevia made Abimana feel unable to escape anymore.
Abhimana is required to immediately marry Stevia, when the fetus in the womb has not yet been born into the world. How can that be, while Abimana hasn't talked about it to Alinea?
Abimana feels it will take time to talk to Alinea, when asking permission to marry Stevia. Because Abimana did not want him to destroy the feelings of the woman he loved.
"Erm…I…I will …!" Abimana's words had to stop because he saw that Stevia was still holding a sharp object in her hand. Until he was afraid that Stevia would act stupid again, if he refused Stevia's request.
"What will it be, mas?"
"I will marry you in these weeks, as you wish. Yes, I will." Abimana said while laughing with a rather strange attitude. He laughed so hard that it filled the room. However, it all seemed clear that the smile was very far-fetched.
Until Stevia realized it, and let go of her arms for a moment.
"Mas Abi! What's wrong?" Stevia asked in amazement.
"Well, I'm happy because soon we will get married. I laugh at it, it's a laugh of happiness." Abimana said while shrugging his shoulders when explaining his attitude to Stevia.
"Is it true, Mas Abi happy? But how come, it's a bit weird like that forced? Is his laugh like he's being made up? Am I wrong?" Stevia asked while frowning, feeling more surprised by Abimana's attitude.
Well, if you know then why keep trying to get Abhimana to marry you? Oh, how annoying she is!
"Oh, who said I had to? Nothing is forced. Didn't I already say, that I will do whatever you want if you stop that suicidal intent. And this is your wish. You want the wedding day to be rushed, don't you?" Abimana agreed to Stevia's request, although with great compulsion.
It was evident from his attitude, which was much different. From the start of his laughter, which is so far-fetched even though he really doesn't want to laugh. But Abimana forced himself to laugh in front of Stevia, even though his heart was very restless.
All he did was because Abimana knew that Stevia had not released the sharp object from his hand. Abhimana again tightened his arms on Stevia, to find a way when they want to take the object from Stevia. Abhimana slowly made his hand look for the whereabouts of the sharp object, all he knew was it was on his back.
He intended to grab the thing, and throw it far away from near Stevia. Abhimana is afraid that it will be reused by Stevia to hurt himself.
"But you look very depressed, Mas. If I think, better stop it and don't push yourself! I'm fine, if you don't want to. Don't do that, instead of having to make you suffer because you're not happy! I know you are very forced to do this marriage. I'm evil, I shouldn't exist in this world."
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