Chapter 21: Guilt of action
"No! I had it, mom! Once you are open, and suddenly you are turning your back against me!" I acted like a brat. Well, it's understandable as my hormones were at their peak.
Mom: "I am sorry, baby. I was afraid, if we continued this, we would end up like last night!"
Me: "My question was only if you liked it or not, not 'let's fuck?'"
Me: "I just told you that I liked to fuck you, it felt good, I was just honest, and the way you were with my cock inside you, I know you also enjoyed it!"
Me: "Tell me, mom! Am I right?"
Mom went silent again. She was about to cry. She loved it so much, but she wanted to keep her self-respect as a mother. She knew there was a nudist family out there. They were really open about sex like us now.
But fucking each other was taboo. What would the community say? What would her relatives think? She thought about everything and was about to answer
Me: "You are taking too long a time, mom. Once again, did you like it or not? I am not asking to fuck again."
Mom whispered something
Me: "What?"
Mom: "Yes"
Me: "Yes, what?"
Mom: "Yes, I liked it! Are you happy now!"
She started to cry. She covered her face with her hands. Her back was still facing me.
The sudden guilt passed through my body. I understood that I acted on impulse. I should have controlled my hormones.
I moved straight to her and hugged her from her back. "I'm sorry, mom! I don't want you to cry. I just… I just want you to forget everything. There are only two of us here. No one cares about us. Your relatives had given up on you when you married my dad. You are so busy with the business, and you don't even have any friends!"
I start to feel guilty again as I said that. She really did everything just for me. Even after last night, she didn't push me away.
Me: "You don't even want a second marriage because you want only me in your life. Now, where is your freedom? Where is your happiness? Don't you see that I want you to be happy? If something we did made you happy, I want to know about it!"
I was everything in her life. Maybe these thoughts made me take it for granted.
Me: "That's why I asked you, mom, but I see that this is giving you a hard time. This is the first time I'm seeing you cry after dad passed away. I don't like it at all. I will stop asking you this question. I will stop being open with you. I only thought you enjoyed it. That made me so happy. I'm sorry."
I didn't want her to feel sad. I wanted her to love me as I love her. I wanted her to enjoy every one of our act. I wanted to share all of my feelings with her. I wanted the same in return.
I hugged her tightly. She went silent for a moment. She really missed her husband. The open talk she had with her son reminded her of him. The time she spent with her son was like having her husband back.
If she had this relationship with someone else, she would have felt like cheating on her husband. But it was different with her son. She understood what her son was doing. She understood that he was only trying to make her happy.
She also finally understand that her son's feelings about her has turn into something more.
She understood that her son was trying hard to be her best friend, son, husband, and everything. She felt really bad to turn her back on him. This conversation, this thought made her mind relax a bit.
She felt her son hugging him from behind, his warmth, his strong arms around her. She felt protected. She forgot everything.
The only things in her mind were herself and her son. She understood that to have freedom and happiness, she had to let go of everything. She had to be happy herself to make her son happy.
"No, baby, don't feel sad anymore." She turned around and hugged him back.
Mom: "I never knew you felt this way about me, baby. You are making me cry with happiness! I'm so blessed to have a son that cares so much about his mother!"
Her huge milky boobs were pressing against my chest. I could feel her nipples pointing at my chest, with her soft boobs spreading around it.
My cock started to get hard, I cursed my hormones inside my head. I grabbed her around her waist, and pulled her closer to me. My hard cock stabbed her right over her pussy.
Mom: "Oh!"
She felt my cock stabbing her. She was a little surprised. She arranged herself a bit upward on the bed so that my cock could find a comfortable place. My cock was now right under her pussy. She lifted her left leg over me and placed it over my right leg. My cock went right between her thighs while rubbing her pussy.
Her pussy was dry from this serious conversation. But my cock felt the warmth and sweat that made my cock glide in between.
Me: "Love you mom, all I want is you to be free and happy!"
Mom: "Love you too, baby! I'm happy to have you in my life!"
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