Chapter 4: Breakdown and Dim futures
A Few moments after Peroroncino left the room
'I think I might a headache with all the thinking I've been doing but it's not like it's anything new. I might as well figure what the hell is going on with my head huh...New memories? or old ones? I'm genuinely am not sure. They feel so natural? is that how I should describe it.I need a coffee I suppose I should call.....I can't can I it's not like she's here is it' As one might of guessed if they knew what she was thinking she was panicking which shouldn't of even been possible in her incomplete state.
'I should clam down...FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK fuck fuck fuck..fuck.why? wasn't I doing good it's was a horrible situation but it was still salvageable but this what kind of sick joke is this?..wait why am I sad? am I sad? I killed myself no? this doesn't make sense am I me?... Yes I should calm down it's still o...' As the weight of the situation truly sunk it instilled an emotion she hadn't felt in a long time in both of her lives or I suppose a lack of emotion.. control. she hadn't felt this lack of control in years. Even in a war torn world when the entire world was closing in she felt at least some control or when her hate for such a stupid and corrupt world pushed her to suicide she atleast felt control.The control to fight back or atleast die trying but here she couldn't even breathe by her own will
###[Some Time later]###
'hmm what should I do? I mean what can I do? Haa I suppose all I can do is wait it's not like I'm starved for time or anything plus it isn't likely that fool would strip me of my will for very long he's too petty for that so all I can do is wait' Eventually she calmed down enough to think and the conclusion she came to wasn't even a logical conclusion but it was the best one she could come up based purely on that idiots feelings
"hahaha you freaking dumbass why would you do that?"She heard Peroroncino words from down the hall evidently they had finished whatever they where doing earlier
"It seemed like a good idea at the time how was I supposed to know it wasn't" She recognised that voice from earlier it was probably the skeleton
"I don't know maybe common freaking sense" A new voice she didn't recognise and it was beyond the door so she couldn't even match a face to it
"Anyways as fun as this has been and enlightening in some ways I gotta go I have work tomorrow I've gotta get up at 4 or il be late but call me if something important happens" Another voice she didn't recognise
"Oh ok see ya what time will you be on tomorrow of you are of course?" The skeleton again
"I don't know but il try to be on"
"Oh ok see you then" The skeleton yet again
"see ya" Peroroncino said
"I also have to go my wife will probably yell at me if I take too long so I'll see you guys tomorrow probably" The first new voiced said
"Momo I'm going to go work on my npc for a while your welcome to join" Peroroncino said to this momo most likely the skeleton from earlier
"Sure but this one isn't a loli right" The skeleton casually replied back
"Ha I'm sorry but it's definitely a loli both in age and body this time" Peroroncino responded seemingly amused that the skeleton would think that he wouldn't make a loli
"First shalltear and now this it's starting to look dim for your future I'm not going to lie to you" The skeleton responded talking about presumably a different npc
"Hahaha its funny you think my future wasn't already pitch black" Peroroncino replied laughing that his friend thought he had a future
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[ AUTHOR NOTE ]
I tried to add abit of emotion in although I don't really know about its effectiveness and I'm sorry about the short chapter I'm still new and I'm trying my best please comment any criticism you have as this would help me improve my writing in the future
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