Chapter 1: i am James Starlight ....a lone wolf
Let me introduce myself, i am James Starlight ....a lone wolf, a weird teenager...
You could call me a rogue but for 16 years i thought i was a human. I know for sure that my parents are humans.
I was found in woods when i was a baby and because no one knew my mother and no one report a missing child, i was put in the orphanage for adoption....i was 1 year old at that time.
I was a beautiful baby but not many families wanted me because i was a wild child ,i didnt like strong smells.....I didn't like some of the people's smell....i liked raw meat more than cooked meat,i was growling at cats....yes like a dog 😆....and i wasn't speaking. I was weird, violent, and wild. Because of this no one wanted me....until she came....my mother....
I still remember the first time i met her and my father or should i say smell her , the smell of warmth and vanilla and my father's smell of forest after rain.
They save me from that hellhole and they gave me a home.
With love and patience i've became a happy child, i forgot my wild ways and i live in a nice neighborhood .
When i started to open up to my parent they realise i was a really smart kid but i am too sensitive to smells and i was really frail so they choose homeschooling.
My parents are rich so I didn't need anything in my life,they spoiled me yet i wanted to prove my parents i was capable to earn my own money since i was little .
I've done like every job a teen can do...babysitting , cutting the grass, helping old ladies with groceries so i was a very active kid or so i though.
Did I mentioned how i look? No? Well i have long gray hair with white highlights , baby blue eyes,asian , kissable lips ,fair skin, athletic constitution (thin 😩) and i look like a girl...😒
i am sometimes mistaken for a girl and there is nothing i can do..i wish i could look like a stud but since I've hit puberty no amount of workout and training could buff my muscles.
I tried believe me...and that was the least of my problems.
While i was with my mother at a shopping mall i fallen in love for the first time at the age of 14 years and let me tell you it was a he not a she .
..yes i was gay and i will not hide it like other guys, so gay and proud.
The problem was that when i understood my feelings for him, i started to feel like he isn't the right person for me. Something is lacking
When i told my parents the news about me being gay they were happy ,my mother suspected something like this because she always said that "you are too beautiful to sit next to a girl,you need a real man to cherish you and to protect you, my baby".
And i am damn lucky to have great parents who support me and encourage me to love myself.
But at the age of 16 it happened....it was something out of fantasy books i always read online and it was extremely painful.
It was 14 February and my parents were out in town for a nice date to spark their love life and i was at home watching The Voice with a big hot pizza and a can of coca-cola , at beginning I thought it was because i didnt chew my food because it started with stomach pains ,after that i was hot and after 10 min i was stone cold. I had to go to bathroom because i felt nauseous. I was in the bathroom and because of the nausea i washed my face with cold water and i saw myself in the mirror....i was flushed ,my eyes were bright blue and my canines pierced my lip....and then a gruff voice in my head ...."hello my human half"...
After that second everything was just pain ....white blinding pain,i don't know how much time I spent on my bathroom floor but when the pain stoped I wasn't the same...I wasn't human anymore.
I tried o open the door but everything looked bigger and i saw...paws....i moved that paw....holly fuck ....paws and furr ....i tried to look at my hands and i saw white fur....
I needed to see myself but where? In my parents room... my mom has a big mirror ....oh God ,i was lucky i didnt close the bathroom door. So i tried to walk....fuck...is harder with four paws, i walk with baby steps until i learn again to walk ...one step at the time, one paw at a time.
It took me a lot of time to walk straight and not to fall or tripp but i got in my parents room and i saw .....ME?
Is that me? I was a beautiful white wolf ,my fur was soft looking and no spot ....and no clothes😬 great i am a fucking wolf and i worry about clothes.
" Dont worry about clothes ,it is natural to show our assets"
Who are you?
" I am you ,we are one,we are your wolf."
Where are you...oh dont tell me you are a voice in my head...im going mad
No. i am not just a voice in your head ,i am the wolf part of you,i was with you since the moment of our creation and i will be with you until death.it is just how the Goddess made us ,we are perfect like this.i will guide you to become a good wolf and we will make this journey together.Now lets find a nice forest and let me teach you how to run and to hunt some preyyy.
It took some time to get out of the house but i succeeded. I am lucky because the voice wanted a forest and close to my parents house its a big forest. After i manage to pass the neighbours and their dogs, we did it ...we run in the cold weather and snow ,he showed me how to sniff and hunt rabbits and every move we took it was in perfect sincron ,we were one and free. The next day we manage to find our way home at 5 in the morning,i was lucky my parents didnt come home last night and i crawled my body in bed after a full night of wonders.