Is all hope lost?.can we still revive those moments?those memories?.
how I wish I could cherish them when I had the chance.stressed out is an understatement of how I feel.i don't know what to do.all the expectations set out for me ,I don't think I might be able to fulfill them even those looking up to me.im not perfect, I don't know everything.i don't Know what to feel,I don't know what to do, everything's just piled up in my mind .I don't know where to start neither do I know where to stop.
all these I've bottled and kept safe for year are now overpouring and it's a barrier to me ,what has happened to me?.what happened to the intelligent focused hardworking neat studios girl ?.shes no where to be found and now is being repaired by this new person beyond her control."ill be with you forever" .how I have longed to hear those words . how I have longed to find a friend that we share the slightest personalities.how I have longed to talk to you until I fall asleep.i would never get tired of talking to you.how I have longed to make you laugh at my cringy jokes how I have longed to make you forget your troubles but maybe one day just one and all this will become history.