Chapter 4: Mysterious body
6 years have passed since I arrived at The Southern air temple and I'm now 10 years old. During this period I've almost wholly become an airbending master. I have mastered thirty tiers of airbending so far and I'm starting to create a new airbending technique.
So far, what I've been focusing on is mastering most of the techniques and occasionally visiting other nations to observe their culture and bending.
The spiritual side of being an air nomad has been a breeze to master. I've can go into the spirit world rather easily and interact with a few spirits. Even so, I still choose to remain within a specific area where I know that the spirits are neutral to humans.
During these 10 years in this new life, I have never been able to stop thinking about my last life. Every time I do something remotely fun I get reminded of my last life and feel a sense of guilt and shame. I don't deserve to have fun in this world while my family needs me in my previous world.
There's also a sense of grief overwhelming me since I have lost my entire family which introduces fear of starting a new one here. I often lie to myself saying that I'll be able to go back to them someday. I would repeat it so frequently that I am starting to believe my illusion.
Meditating has become something I've felt rather soothing since it often puts my mind in another place where I don't worry about everything.
Recently, the nomads have been teaching me about the 7 chakras that are locked within us. I had completely forgotten about them and now that I think about it. Unlocking them allowed Zaheer the ability to fly, and allowed Aang to master the avatar state. It would be pretty useful if I could unlock all of the chakras this early on in my life. Maybe it could help me get over my previous feelings.
The day after I started to prepare myself to meditate for a long period. For some reason am I able to meditate longer than most? I think that my body has gone through a sort of mutation, making it better at adapting to my environment hence why I was able to think more clearly and master airbending more easily. When I did the gate exercise it felt natural to do everything since I almost imagined myself being a leaf. It sounds weird but it also makes me require less food consumption regularly, allowing me to be able to sustain weeks without it.
The next day I start down at the meditation area and began to focus all my senses on the base of my spine, the earth chakra; I experienced flashing images of red along with my death of never being able to see my family again.
I needed to get over this fear of mine. Cleansing my thoughts I went ahead to confront my fear of my past and accept it, accept that I no longer live in my old world, at least accept the fear and overcome it.
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"How long has Neng been meditation for now?" A nomad asked
"Last time I saw him was 3 months ago to get more food."
"Yeah, I saw him meditating in the avatar quarters."
"Haven't he been meditating there for 2 years now?"
The Nomads were discussing the period that Neng has been meditating for. It is expected to meditate for a long period, but this is the first time the younger generation of nomads had seen someone meditate for this long with so few breaks.
"I wonder what he is trying so hard to meditate for."
"He might spend time in the spirit world. You know that he can reach it easily. If the Avatar wasn't supposed to be in the fire nation, I would believe that Neng is the Avatar."
"Yeah, maybe the fire nations avatar died?"
"Isn't he meditating to reach enlightenment?"
"Yeah probably."
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Get rid of all the illusions cast by the world and see the truth by seeking a deep understanding of the lies that I've told myself and see the four elements accurately for what they are. They are not separated, they are all connected.
Reaching a deeper understanding I saw the mix of blue and purple flashing lights start to fade. I could feel a huge difference in the state of my mind is in. I had opened 6 of 7 chakras and the last remaining one is the thought chakra. I must now let go of my earthly attachments. Before I thought that I would have to let off this world's attachments, the little contact that I have with the kids or the other air nomads, but after unlocking the other chakras I realized that I had to let go of my previous life, my previous world. It is something that I did not want to do before when I started unlocking my first few chakras. But for me to be free from my past once and for all I must find a new life here, and only then, can I unlock my last chakra
Since I know a lot of plot points in the stories of the Avatar world I think ill do fine.
Only a few problems though, the fire nation will attack, and I don't want to die so I have to go into hiding before they attack.
I can't go and get the airbending tattoos either because that would blow my cover once they attack.
I don't want to change the plot so I will have to take as many airbenders as I can with me to a place and hide there with them so they don't die out.
Maybe the lion turtle island?
That's probably a good spot to bring most airbenders.
I'll have to get in touch with the lion turtle in time before we get attacked.
I have had time to prepare stuff since I'm born 26 BG; making me 14 years older than Aang. I'm 12 years old now so that means that there are 2 years left before Roku dies.
I must visit the island that Roku lives on and try to get a connection with Avatar Kyoshi.
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