Junior high school.
Belle, that's my name. Now, i'm in the junior high school, living my new life.
New friend, new experience, new best friend. I don't expect that Junior high school will be this amazing. It's wonderful. Even though there's a lot of homeworks. I know, maybe for some of you guys, it's not a big deal. But for me, it's a really big deal. I mean this IS my dream for years since I'm in the primary school. I had to deal with all of my friends, or maybe fake friends.
I remember all the pain when all of them are making my life harder than it's already is.
**4 years ago**
I'm feeling amazing today, because it's my birthday!
" Im so excited to hangout with you guys, don't you?" i said
" We guess so?..." my best friends replied.
I have 2 bestfriends. The leader of the grup called Betzy. She is very bossy and would like to treat herself like a Queen. And, she is a drama Queen. She would love to be the attention at the entire school.
The second one, Via. You could tell that Via is Betzy's pet. Well, she's is not the only pet.
I was Betzy's pet too. Stupid me. Tomorrow is my birthday. Im turning 10th years old tomorrow.
It's amazing that i'm finally, turns 10th !
Except that I have a bad feelings. Believe it or not, My guts is always true. I feel a liltle bit off about hanging out with my best friends. Of course, we're going to the mall. But our moms will going with us.
Obviously, because we're still 10th years old. Before going home, me and my bestfriends meet at our school's backyard.
" We have to wear something matching! " Via said.
" Yeah, ofc. it would be so cool. " Betzy replied.
" Ofc, we have to. How about blue?" I said.
" Agree!" Via and betzy answer.
I can't sleep that night, I felt something is off.
But my feelings said that, my friendship with Betzy and Via will be over in a few days. It's a weird feeling.
Here's it comes, My Birthday!
I can't believe im so happy, because my mom surprise me with a birthday cake.
The great thing is that that day was a holiday. I'm so excited to meet my bestfriends, with a bad feeling. I was preparing a blue dresscode like we agreed to, but my mom said otherwise.
"What are you doing?" my mom ask.
" I'm picking clothes for my birthday." I answer.
" Why blue tho? You have a pink dress that fits you" She said.
"Well, -"
" Just wear the pink dress!, you look gorgeous in that" she insist.
I have no choice but listen to her. Of course, I would be the only one whose wearing pink.
I mean it's not a really big deal, there's other things that i know is a red flag.
First thing we would do is of course, shopping. Cause like, girls.
We go to shops that doesn't even I want to go. Every time I want to go somewhere, they will be not listening me, and shops where they wanted too. I mean, it's my birthday!
They should've been listening to me, and MY mom who pays anything, not your moms.
At that time I was dissapointed and angry. But, they didn't felt guilty. I know our friendship will be ruin after they dissapoint me. Don't get me wrong, I will be not the
first person likely to ruin our friendship.
I'm the type of person that, if I didn't like something, I would be likely not to smile.
I was not smiling. Like, how I'm smiling, while Betzy and Via are walking in front of me, and they
left me behind. I was devastated. I didn't take it too seriously, because there's a school trip that's coming. School trip is a rare thing to happen at my school. That's why I'm very excited.
The next day is monday. I go to my school like a usual day, it's just that my best friends didn't talk to me. It's going like that, until wednesday. I'm pretty didn't care, because I don't usually hang out with them. But, wednesday, i felt that we're like strangers. We didn't say hello once to each other.
Every wednesday and friday, we have an extra class. We're given a test, and the teacher told us to correct it by our self, then she's gonna grade it. I was asking Betzy what is her score.
"How's your score, Betzy?" I ask
"Can't you see that it's not scored yet?!" She answer angrily.