Chapter 15: CHAPTER 13
HAN JIHAN
A shudder spreads all across my body from the tip of my toes when I dip my feet in the water. I jolt back. God, it's freezing. And these guys are crazy. My gaze trails toward the crazy asses in the water, splashing, and diving in with loud laughs.
Okay, I've got to do this.
It's already getting late.
I can't be a loser.
I took a step closer to the lake and dipped a full foot in it, hands clenching by my sides. I close my eyes and take a long breath before diving in.
Splashing of water and a long gasp for breath, I surface. The cold pierces my skin with its invisible needles. I run a trembling hand over my wet hair to push it back from blocking my vision.
Joah is already in his alpha's arms, lips clasped into a kiss, and holding each other close. Joah laughs into Bekel's mouth as he pulls away. Bekel's hand circles his waist in possession.
As I watch them, my mind wanders to my Alpha. Can I bring Jungho here tomorrow? Perhaps I could take him here and even get in the water. But we could never be Bekel and Joah.
Joyous and in love.
Bekel is courting him in his own preference. He intended to do this. He had it in him to think Joah is the one and go court him. But Jungho and me? We are bounded by our families. Jungho is not courting me, he's just fulfilling his parents' needs.
He's just another victim of yet another wealthy family when I'm a mere omega who's not even held the same position as they did.
I wish he was ordinary, not from the pack-leading family because I know I did nothing to deserve this . I wanted a typical courting. But what I got was no courting, just a wolf meeting, and nothing else. I feel like I'm trying to eat more than I could chew.
"Leave them alone, Jihan." I gasp when the cold water hits my face. I Mian splash water on me again, but this time I dodge it just fast. He grin widely and swim toward me, moving a little more close so that our shoulders brushed.
" If you feel lonely watching them, I'm here for you. I could keep you company." He whispers, breath fanning on my cheeks. Blood rushes to my cheeks and neck, making me feel all hot even though I'm half deep in this cold water. I duck my head down and see my chest a light shade of pink.
"How about that?" Mian speaks again and this time he hooks his fingers under my chin and lifts my face up. I looks into his dark brown eyes which held some kind of emotion that I could not pick up yet. I run my eyes over his face, not quite sure of what I'm searching for.
But in the end, for some unknown reason, or my lunacy, my eyes stop at his lips. His very pretty ones. I look at it until it curls at one side into a daring smirk. I fumble back, blinking away my embarrassment. It must have looked like I could not keep my eyes off his lips. Like a creep.
"Are you only gonna look at it, or planning to do something?" He snakes a hand around my waist under the water and draws me closer. The faint sound of water moving when my body cut through it is overpowered by my frantic heartbeats in a wink. My eyes rounded as I look him in the eyes.
"Let me go." I push the words out of my mouth despite their protest, but it still comes out as nothing but a mere whisper. A whisper into his face. I'm feeling too wary even to open my mouth because of our proximity. It's awful.
"What? You looked like you wanted to kiss me a minute ago. Playing hard to get? Well, not an issue for me," He says with a mocking smile plastered on his mouth.—I wonder if it ever left him, every time I see him it's there— And whispers to the side of my face: "Because I love chasing, it will be perfect if it's you I'm chasing after, my pretty omega."
His hands come up to my cheeks and his fingers dip into the flush. My heart is beating so loud that I'm sure he can hear it. Mian moves closer and my heart is in my throat I feel like if I open my mouth it falls out of it. Blood rushes to my ears in a swoosh, like waves to the shore.
Mian breath into my face and my omega claws at my inside to push him away because my mind is humiliating me by playing the exact scenario of Jungho's snout pressed in the fur of my neck as we stood under the tree in that late afternoon. And his rich brown eyes and his prettiest face reeled in my mind's eyes. but I feel like I'm paralyzed to even move a muscle.
"Miaaan! Fucker, get your hands off of him, Now!" Joah's voice came as a clap of thunder, that hit my paralyzed form and help me work my hands to push him away from me. He plops into the water with a rumbling laugh, surfacing back in no time.
Mian cocks an eyebrow at Joah. A stupid smirk still tugs at the edges of his lips as he spits the water out of his mouth and pushes the hair stick on his forehead back.
"Stay out of my business, Kim."
I watch as Joah's jaw ticks and he let go of Bekel who looked stunned but still untangles his arms from him. Joah swims toward us and in a flash, he's throwing himself on Mian, bestowing him a hard blow on the chest.
"I fucking warned you, Mian. Keep your hands to yourself if you don't want them broken." He snarls.
"Oh look who's speaking, you're really a fierce one for an omega, huh?"
Joah flashes his fags at Mian in a threatening growl.
"Hey, hey, enough!" Bekel gets between the two growling wolves and closes his arms protectively over Joah's waist and holds him back.
"Where the fuck did you get him, Bey?! How'd you become friends with this shit of a person?"
"Joah, enough," Bekel says, his voice a mix of horas and low but it didn't feel like he was trying to intimidate him. He plants a peck on Joah's lips.
"Come out guys, enough for today." He adds and swims toward the lakeside with a fretting Joah. I bit the inside of my cheeks. The back of my eyes burn.
I feel useless, defenseless, and vulnerable.
I'm the reason for this.
For this pretty mood to turn sour like my scent. I fucking hate this.
I dove into the water, because it hurts my nose to smell myself.
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