Chapter 2: My Confuses
[Chapter 1: My Confusions ]
The world that has always known it turns out to be nonsense.. How ironic..
Where all things have their justice. So what is the point of life also all activities are only based on a stupid hierarchy.
Even if that were the case, wild animals in the wild should have more equal justice than the stupid hierarchy of humans.
Damn it..
Even the lives that are lived include a nonsense..
This place, this world, everything has been following the flow of Destiny including myself.
I honestly think sometimes.. Everyone is proud of themselves but they're not proud of what they've been through..
Then if Pride is the culmination of everyone's achievements, then what about the process that has been passed.
Hahaha... I think I'm thinking something ridiculous..
All things are going normally.. at least that's what I knew before.
From the moment of Yun Shenli / Yun Shen / Yuan Shen.. born until his life runs..
Sounds weird I have 3 names that have different meanings but honestly I myself don't know why that is, yes.. at least it's not something that bothers me..
A moment, precisely a few moments in life he experienced, he often thought.
"If life is only to die, then what is the use of the process in the life that has been lived. ".
Yun Shen muttered to himself as he looked at the sky sky above.
Doesn't everything that goes through mean so much?.
Father, mother, eldest brother, second brother, third brother, fourth brother, fifth brother, seventh brother.
Come to think of it, I think my family has a lot of members.
But I, Yun Shen the 6th child of the 7 Brothers, Of course I myself come from the Yun clan along with my other brothers.
From childhood you have always been with each other, at least that's what you think about what real "family" life means.
But either way it was my sheer settling without knowing the reality behind it.
Father and mother I know in life that these 2 people are called fair family leaders, because if I think back even ju's friends as a child always thought those 2 people were leaders for them.
Playing with them, joking with each other, having requests for them, and asking them for help, they helped me when I was in trouble and comforted me when I was sad. At least those things are what I think about those who are called family leaders or commonly called "parents".
Of course, the things I thought were the same as before, precisely those things were just lies from the reality and feelings experienced.
But there is a difference between me and my other brother. Where every time they need help there will always be someone to help, where they have a request there will always be someone who grants the request.
Of course what they experienced was far inversely proportional to what I felt. Does it hurt?, haha.. I don't think I even know what pain is, Is it so disgusting?, Is that disgusting? I think it's just a useless feeling...
Hey, doesn't everything you learn have a meaning in life?.., Then if everything has passed what can be done next?..
I'm tired of thinking about this..
Everyone, father and mother, whole relatives...
Even my big family is just a nonsense of a reality that I have been through all this time..
I always help them.. No matter what they do or what they experience..
Father and mother also taught that every human being must help each other in his life, because no human being can live alone.
At least I think what they're saying is true. But for some reason it's just the lies of the world behind their selfish and haughty actions.
not to mention my other brothers.
First brother smpai fifth brother and seventh brother.
Aren't all brothers and sisters supposed to love and help each other?.
I always help them when they are in need.
Company work, Meeting with investors, company Management, and various other affairs both within the scope of business and outside the scope of business.
Sure.. I'm proud of the process, not just the end result..
No matter how I act or People Act everything that is experienced is a process of achievement. Shouldn't that be something to be proud of?.
Why did they all get it?.
Even my own family and the entire Yun clan stood up for them, why didn't it all happen?.
Where Are mom and Dad supposed to help me?.
Where are all the lessons they taught me from childhood?.
Why do they all get that happiness?.
Is it not the person through the process that he has gone through himself who is entitled to such happiness?.
Is the whole truth of the process that I've been burning all this time a lie?..
*Sigh...
Whatever has happened. at least I have hope for my own family.
but reality says something else.
The people I met..
The people I love..
All the friends I have..
Hahhahaha.... It's just everyone's hypocrisy..
Want it friends, friends, family, relatives.
What is kindness?.
What is justice?.
What is happiness?.
You guys teach those things, right?.
why did you take it???..
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HAHAHAHAHAHHA.... IS IT BECAUSE YOU HAVE POWER OVER WHAT I HAVE EXPERIENCED??..
Ohh.. no-no.. I think it is you who feel that all rights belong to you..
Isn't that so..?
Heyy.. Father, Mother, other brothers, and my friends and companions??..
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PFFTTTT.... AHH HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA....
EKkhemm... test cricket...
Isn't it fun? do you take away everything that a person has from the process that he has gone through?..
Pfftt... of course you guys enjoy it Baj*ngan..
WELL, BECAUSE IT'S FUN!!!!!
Ahhahahhaha... Dad.. Mom.. The other fucking brothers.. as well as all of you..
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