Chapter 2: 2. Adonis
Adonis POV........................
I sighed for 100 th time today, even I'm Alpha of this Golden Moon pack. One of the strongest pack ever had with 11000 people present. But still here I'm in dungeons, in one of the strongest cell in Golden Moon pack and chained up with strongest chains. Which are only for me to be precisely to my wolf, "Theo".
Most of the times I control my wolf, woah...wait... I'm not any normal wolf I have inside me. It's Lycan. A complete black beast Lycan is inside me. On normal days I control him, but on full moon day I can't control him at all. He comes out and do the mess which is unbearable. So I made this cell for myself, with strong silver batreds and if Theo even break them. Soldiers are ready with there wolfsbane injections.
That was the only way I can control the beast inside me. If anyone ask me, why I can't control my Lycan?? Then I have only one answer. Mate. Yeah mate, I didn't find my mate still now, I'm fucking 28 years old without a mate. So Theo usually loose his shit because of it.
I have done everything to find my mate, I requested every pack to send there unmated she wolf's to our pack. And they did, but no use I didn't find her. Last year I personally went to each pack to find her by myself, but this is also of no use. I didn't find her.
Where is she??
Does I have a mate?? Or not??
This questions always bugging in my head, making Theo to always stay at his edge. He is so upset that from last 6 months he never talked with me, he is avoiding me completely. Only on full moon day he will show himself up even when I'm already injected with wolfsbane.
He is strong, even wolfsbane can't do anything to him on full moon day. That's the reason, on full moon day, I would lock myself in this cell, to not kill my own pack members. Even I'm locked inside this one of the strongest cell, my whole pack members doesn't dare to come out of there houses, till it's next day.
My life is fucked up, completely...
I hear the footsteps reaching dungeon, as I sat straight trying to be cool. I know my family is coming now to meet me, and before they reach here. They asked me to lock myself inside this cell, I didn't asked any thing. Because I know the reason already, they must be want to talk with me about my mate.
And whenever there is a topic of mate, then Theo suddenly shows up without any warning. But I wondered what would be the reason this time for my family?? Because I'm still in search of my mate and they are already pissed off for it.
They want me to choose a she wolf and mate with her. But I don't want to, I want to wait for my true mate. I want to feel those sparks, whenever I touch her. I want to feel that unconditional love from my mate. I don't want to give up on something like mate which mood goddess blessed us all.
Even if I want to mate, I'm sure Theo will literally kill her on the spot. He doesn't like any other she wolf near him or me. If any she wolf tried to come near us, one growl from him. And that she wolf would run for her dear life. I'm not telling that I want to be with anyone, no I want my every first to be with my mate.
So, here I'm 28 years old, virgin without even losing a kiss too. Pathetic, isn't it, I know it is. But I can't help it. Soon I saw my mom and dad coming towards me. My mom, shopie has that bright smile but I didn't missed the sadness behind her smile. Looking at me locked up in my own pack. While my dad has that serious expression and I know, something bad is coming on my way.
"Son, I already waited for so long for your mate. But it looks like you don't have any.." mom squeezed his hand silently asking him to watch his words.
"So, I want you to choose a she wolf and mate with her now. It's high time now.." he said as a thunderous growl left my throat, my dad and mom flinched and by that every soldier got alert holding wolfsbane in there hands.
Theo just made his entry now...
"I'm not going to choose anyone, I will wait for my true mate." I said each word spilling venom from my voice. By my tone, even dad growled a little to me.
"Son, please. Listen to your dad for once, I'm sorry to say this but it looks like you don't have any true mate. Maybe because of your wolf, you are different from us all." My mom said slowly to make me understand the things.
Theo is restless inside my head, he wants to take control over me. He is jumping inside my head, scratching his paws beneath him. But I didn't give him any control, if I do I'm sure he will break out of this cell and kill everyone who came in his path.
"Eclipse pack, asked to allies with them, I negotiate with them. We will help them and on the other hand, they need to do something for us. I asked Alpha's elder daughter hand for you and they are okay with it now. I don't want to listen anything from you, you are going to get married to her, next week and that's final." Dad finished and my half body is already under control of Theo.
I'm struggling to control him, my eyes turned black, he is coming out.
"OUT!!!" I roared as my parents was escorted by my beta.
"No, Theo..." I said to him, still not allowing to take control over me completely.
"Let me out..." He shouted in my head and I shook my head.
"No way!!" I yelled at him.
"Let me out, I will find my mate by myself!!" He is struggling very hard to come out.
"Are you hearing yourself?? let you out?? You will kill half of pack members, if I do that." I growled to him.
"I don't fucking care." He snapped at me.
"But I care about my members, they are my family. I'm Alpha here!!" I snapped back to him and took complete control and block him away.
I sat there thinking about what my mom and dad said. Is it true that I don't blessed with a mate?? Doesn't I have a mate??
Looks like I doesn't have any, means I have to go for a choosen mate. I have to listen to my father and get married to a she wolf.
I sat there in defeated, ever I asked is having a mate for myself. But I don't even get that small happiness to me. Why??
Why, moon goddess??
Why???
I'm I that bad to even have a true mate??
What I ever did to not having one for me??
She would have loved me, even I'm in my worst case, why can't I have that happiness to myself??
"Adonis!!!" I heard Mark my beta voice as I look up to him.
He have that sympathetic look on his face, he knows it how much I carved for having a true mate. He being my beta, he is also my best friend.
"You okay??" He ask me slowly opening cell door.
"I'm not, but I have to be." I said walking out of the cell.
"What are you going to do now??" He ask me following me.
"I'm going to do what my parents decided for me. My pack needs a Luna, so I'm going to marry a girl for them all." I said as I slammed my bedroom doors on his face.
He will understand my inner turmoil very clearly. And besides I want to stay by myself not with anyone. I walked to bar in my room, as I opened whisky and gulped it raw.
I felt burning sensation in my throat, but not to the mark my heart is burning now. I feel pathetic for not having a mate for myself.
Hello reader's....
Did you feel bad for Adonis??
Well, I felt so much...poor him...
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