Chapter 2: Chapter 2
Silvia POV:
I woke up to more writhing pains cramping all over my body, I was exhausted,
I felt too weak and intermittently dizzy,
Where was i???
I glanced around in fright as i sought oblivion from discomfort..
Discomfort that sent my form aching .
I swallowed the saliva in my all too dried throat when I remembered all that happened...
I had trouble breathing earlier, i must have fainted...
Feeling devastated once more,
hot tears slid down the side of my eyes , I hung my head up to the face staring down at me, her
red, weepy eyes focused on mine as her tears fall ...
She was blinking rapidly in surprise
"Thank God you are awake Silvia, you are awake, you got me so scared " she exclaimed between
tears
I squeezed a sad smile at Celine ,whose laps am lying my head on ..
She pick my shoulder up for a hug just there I realised we were in a car, lowering her head into my
shoulder, she cried into them she was actually sharing the grief of what had happened to me in
her own way....
"Oh Silvia, am so sorry, I was shocked when I saw the letter am so sorry "
She cried some more..
"How could Nathan do that to you"
My mind clumsily Pierced together at the sound of Nathan,
it still hurt so much and its such a sad note I was crying hard as I had cry earlier,
I just wish I could be as strong as my dad has always wanted me to be.
A person who fights karate is never weak,
All I wanted now is to live up to his legacy, and not die cause of an heart break,
yes men screwed me up, and I hate them all ...I hate them all with passion.,,
But guess no amount of tears would bring back what has been destroyed, as unpleasant as things
had turn ....
I had to accept the fact that Nathan is never coming back ...so there won't be any wedding or the
fantasies of making love in the balcony that shows the whole of Paris skyscraper ...
Despite the resultant heartache, i was grateful that i didn't die cause whether I accept this or not,
life goes on...
With Celine arms supporting my neck she cleared my tears and gently elevated my head to press
a keg of water to my mouth
Celine has always been one of my crazy friend right from childhood ..although we were two
opposite stunts, even though she hates kung fu all she did was find a way to make trouble and
me being the kid of a karate teacher, am always there to save her ..
God she is so troublesome and social
..i knew she felt sorry cause for the past twenty three years ...
all i dedicated my life on was martial art ...
She especially see me as a weird kid, cause i never dated like she and my other friends did ...
But when my dad died two years ago leaving me with my mum and kid brother guess i was free to
discover what love is ...
When i met Nathan, my heart was prepared to love and do what other girls did for once, I had
been tempted to fall in love ,,
But after experiencing this, guess my part wasn't meant for love .
She especially thought she was the one who convince me to accept Nathan proposal when he'd
ask me out ..
with happiness shining in her eyes then ...
she had probably told me am the most luckiest lady on earth for meeting such an handsome man,
but guess she was wrong ..
I accepted Nathan cause I want to, maybe she felt guilty ...
Maybe she felt guilty for what had happened to me ...
If not why would she be crying this hard..
I just have to tell her its no one choice but mine, I choose to love ...but guess love wasn't a word
meant for me, its gone now ..
It left me hurt and broken ...
it gone forever and wouldn't be accepted by me anymore not in this life ..
Oh Celine,
I watch her while she cry,
She should be comforting me and not make me this sad ...
She is so pretty,
in every way she was
Sometimes I get jealous of her, Celine is one gorgeous girl , more classical , social and s*xier,
she always had that effect on men that I never had,
In fact she had been the one dumping men like refuse while on the other hand the first man i
dated had used and dump me like garbage
But still I just wish she won't feel guilty about anything, I wish she wouldn't blame herself for my
misfortune ... I wish no one would feel sorry for me
I was the one who choose to love and
this pain of heart break shouldn't be theirs but mine
I just love her most among
my friends, she is good, kind and that caring type..
I could see the exhaustion and tension wearing in her eyes .
I saw as tears trickle down her sad eye i had to raise my hands to clear them
"Please don't cry Celine, Nate jilted me but its not the end of the world "
"Damn it Silvia, Its just two weeks to your wedding, what about the preparation, I just feel guilty
about everything, I was the one who pushed you to accept that monster"
I clear my tears while I struggled to sit up with Celine's support
"Hey girl," I eased my hands to a blade scale
She laughed sobbingly and drew me forward for a hug ..
"You know how I always get scared if you eased your hands like that miss kungfu we breathed a
sobbing laugh while I released her hold
"You know Silvia i ...."
"I choose to accept Nathan cause I love him okay ,so don't blame yourself "
Celine stared at me for a long time before she nodded ..
"Nathan actually called me,"
She stared into space before she continued
"the worst part was he lied, he said he wanted to run some errand ...so I should come pick you up
at cozee bay ...I was so wretched up when I saw you there lying flat"
I bite my lower lips and nodded,
I already passed my part with Nathan, a part of my life that have been consumed by
uncontrollable lust and that I hardly dare,
But now that I have finally accepted defeat ....
i see no reason why men shouldn't disgust me, I see no perfect reason why I shouldn't hate them,
Nathan sold me and could dare gave me some part out of the damn cash ...
Yet I don't understand why it still felt so difficult to forget about him..
I hate him so much ..
But I guess the world of reality is finally here and now I have to agree to let go of fantasy ones..
I sni|ed, feeling much better with Celine's presence
"So where are we heading to Celine" I decided to the topic
"To the hospital Silvia, you were raped you got to flushed that stomach of yours or else you might
get pregnant"
At the sound of hospital I got scared
Hospital has never been my thing since I was a kid, the Smell choke me a lot , how can I stand it,
hospital is always horrible ...
Most especially i hated it totally when i read from a martial art text book ,, that it was in the
hospital the Taiwan's, enemy to the land of Ching destroys the kung fu God..so the place is full of
curse..I cease going there ever since then
"You know how much I hate hospital Celine , you know hospital isn't my thing...
. I was brought up with herbs don't you remember , so please just take me home, I have the ones I
can use to flush my stomach "
"Silvia don't be stubborn, the guy must have poured his loads of sperm inside of you we've got to
go"
I know she is not all too surprised by my reaction , cause if I decided to stick to my status quo I
always did ..so I do not think she could convince me to go to a place the kung fu God was
destroyed with a terrible instrument.
When I realised her persuasion is making the clock in my head tick so loud I had to say the words
out
"Celine it was in the hospital
the Taiwan's, enemy to the land of Ching destroys the kung fu God, so I can't go there, hospitals are cursed"
I was gesturing with my hands when I was saying this
I shuddered with shock when she let out a strange laugh
How can a human being laugh like this ..
God
I hardly believe she was the one crying minutes ago
"Silvia, what did you just say"
she laughed some more she was holding her stomach all along....
She changed the laugh to that of a kitten this time she was hitting her laps
Oh hell what is she laughing at , I was saying the truth ,
Its nothing but the truth,
She suddenly stop laughing and stared at me ,
When our eyes met, she burst out laughing again,
This time the sound was like that of a cat ...
I clenched my teeth and groaned
I realise I was starting to feel irritated
As the small coil of anger began to spiral inside me cause as a matter of fact I didn't say any thing
funny..
"What's funny Celine"
I ignored her and call to the driver ...
"Tarkwa estate instead please "
"Okay ma'am"
the man I recognised as Celine's cab man replied back
Celine stopped laughing and rested her head back on the seat ...she was panting hard as if she just
run a 500meter race"
"Are you done laughing miss hyena"
I said stumblingly
She glared at me surprisingly
"Don't tell me you actually believe all those wild fantasy stories Silvia , I mean wake up babe , this
is 21st century yet you are scared of going to the hospital cause you think some non exist god was
killed there, and more over this isn't China "
There was a brief loaded silence I lifted my shoulder in a shrug at the realisation, how could I have
been so stupid not to realise all this years ....
I was just scared of hospitals for nothing...
...am always a fool in believing everything including Nate stupids lies in taking me to Paris ....God
what kind of human being am I...
...
"Whatever, but am going home instead miss know all" I snapped out
She patted my back ,,
"Its just so funny, am sorry if I upset you"
I shifted her hands away ...
"Am upset, you just made fun of me "
" come on girl" she tickled me , I was forced to laugh out myself ...
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