Chapter 10: chapter 10
I woke up in the morning with the hopes that
everything that had happened to me yesterday, everything from when I got kidnapped was just a bad dream.
But finding myself in the same bed I was raped in, I knew this was really my reality.
I looked around the room. It was hard without a window to guess exactly what time it was.
The chirping birds outside was my only clue of it being early in the morning.
I had to use the bucket to pee because that was what they gave me.
I could still feel the pain in my vagina. It was better than yesterday but it hadn't gone away.
It still hurt, it only went from worse to bad.
After the pain I felt when I peed, I came back to the bed with tears rolling down my face.
I kept asking 'why me?' What did I have to do
with any of this. The look on that man's face haunted my dreams all night.
I barely slept, and if I did, I'd wake up crying.
Meaning I started crying in my sleep.
I honestly think I only did get some peaceful sleep at 4 or 5 am.
This pain and humiliation I felt was eating me up from the inside. It would have been better if he just killed me.
After a some good minutes of me, by myself, wallowing in self pity, the door opened.
One of the men I did recognize from the five yesterday came in with a tray full of food.
He put in on the bed next to my feet. It was two plates, one of rice and the other of beans, and a bottle of water next to the plates.
"Time to eat!" He said tapping my leg.
I sat up straight, stared at the food. I was hoping it was poisoned but then why go through the trouble of poisoning me when they can just kill me with their own hands?Also i think they wanted me alive in the meantime.
If I ate this food, I would remain alive. Alive to be abused, mistreated, raped for I don't know
how long.
This food felt like my enemy too.
The man was looking at me waiting for me to grab my food. I didn't feel like talking so I just shook my head and looked away.
"Little girl, it's time to eat!" He had a touch of warning in his voice.
All of these men were scary. From their voices, their angry face...
It took me alot of courage to say something.
"I... I.. I am... I am not hungry." I said politely with my voice trembling.
Despite me being careful, this big angry guy got even angrier.
He took the tray from the bed and carried it to me. Placed it next to me where i was seated.
He took a spoon full of rice, he grabbed my hair pulling it hard making me face up.
He had the spoon next to my mouth.
"I said its time to eat!" He gritted his teeth as he tried to force the spoon into my mouth.
"Open your fuckin mouth you little shit!" He screamed at my face.
He kept forcing the spoon in my mouth.
But my mouth remained closed as I kept
resisting.
Why was he trying to force me to eat if I didn't want to?
I started shaking my head side to side to avoid the spoon full of food completely and this made it all spill on me.
With an empty spoon in his hand, he let go off my hair and looked at the little mess i made.
"You little bitch!" I felt a heavy slap land on my face.
I held the side of my face that was hit.
It was burning hot and that slap sent a ring in my ear.
He grabbed my hair again making me look at
him.
"I said eat!" He screamed at me again
Tears started rolling down my face.
"Rocky go easy on her!" Gizmo, the computer
guy ran in.
Rocky responded to him.
"No! If she doesn't eat Sin will come here
barking! (To me) If I get yelled at because of
you I will cut you!"
"I can hear you shouting from the living room.
"This little shit is being difficult!"
"Okay. But at least let go of her hair so she can have an easy time!"
Only when Gizmo said that, if when this man he called rocky took his hand out of my hair.
I really didn't want to eat, I wanted to die of
starvation. At least Ill die sooner and my days
here might be less. I was hungry yes, but i really didn't want to eat
But also I didn't want to get slapped again.
Gizmo came next to us as Rocky stepped away
He took a spoon full of food.
"Here!" I forced myself to open my mouth.
Rocky stood there like he was guarding as
Gizmo made sure I ate every grain on that plate.
After I was done, and drank all the water, Rocky left with the tray and gizmo emptied my bucket.
So they are feeding me, keeping me alive so they can kill me later, understood.
I remained alone again in the room for a few minutes.
Everytime I closed my eyes, I saw that monster raping me and then laughing at my tears.
I already hated him with all my heart. Even the thought of him scared me.
"I hate you Jackson or Sin! Or whatever! What did I ever do to you for you to believe I deserved this?"
And speak of the devil, and the devil appears was a true saying because the door unlocked and Sin walked in.
My body just started trembling at the sight of him.
I couldn't even look at him.
He walked over to me and I was too afraid to face him.
He walked closer to me, inches apart, then raised my chin to make me face him.
I got tensed up.
He kept looking at my face keenly.
At first I didn't understand why, but then I figured there was a handprint there from how hard I was slapped.
"Who hit you?" He asked calmly.
If I say Rocky's name what would happen?
Would he hit me again? He said if he got yelled at because of me he'll cut me. Seemed like Sin was in charge.
I held my tongue. Its not like Sin was my hero anyway. He was the worst of them all so far to me.
"Princess, tell me who hit you!"
Why did he keep calling me princess, what is up with that?
"I.. I don't know anyone's name so... I don't know who hit me." I said. Maybe this might save me from Rocky's wrath in case he gets yelled at. Which I wasn't sure he would, its not like Sin wasn't abusing me too.
He looked at the side of my face again then nodded.
"Okay." He let my chin go and walked out of the room.
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