Chapter 12: chapter 12
"Stop please stop!" I cried as he fucked me like an animal.
He was looking at me right in the eye as he showed me no mercy.
He was strict on me keeping my eyes open and looking at everything he was doing to me.
He laughed at my tears. He enjoyed my pain.
I still felt so much pain on my walls as he fucked me.
Maybe if it wasn't so painful, I would have been able to handle it and be brave.
But it just hurt so much I broke down in tears.
Why couldn't he see he was hurting me and stop?
What did I even have to do with anything he had going on with my father?
And what would raping me accomplish?
Its not like it would directly hurt my dad in any way.
It was me who was being hurt. It was me who felt the pain, the humiliation, the abuse. Not my father.
Even when he stopped after coming inside me, I still laid there on the ground shaking hard. Not
moving, not closing my legs back, just shaking.
The tears had made my vision blurry and I could barely see.
Jackson pulled me up then carried me in his arms.
He started walking back with me carrying me in a bridal style.
I had no idea what my brain was thinking at that time, but my I wrapped my hands around his neck.
I kept crying and crying with my head on his shoulder.
I just wanted to cry on something I guess. Or SomeOne.
I felt him putting me down.
That was when I realized, we were back in the room.
Instead of letting him go, I kept holding on to him.
I wrapped my hands around his waist as I kept crying bitterly.
He just laid there next to me silently and motionless.
He did not stop me, nor did he comfort me.
He just let me cry while holding him.
I had no idea what was playing in my head.
Maybe I just needed a hug. I felt I had gone through so much in such a short period of time and was so broken that I needed a hug from someone.
Even if that person was the cause of all my misery.
I had more than a half an hour of a full breakdown before I fell asleep.
"Jennie.. Jennie.." I heard someone call me while shaking me.
I opened my eyes waking up to see who it was.
I sat up looking around and Gizmo was right infront of me with a tray of food in his hand.
I looked around the room again and it was just us.
I guess Sin left after I fell asleep.
"Time to eat." He said.
Even though he also had some coldness in his voice, he seemed to be the nicest one of the pack.
At least nice to me.
There was five of them. So far i only interacted with three of them. The other two, I only saw them when we called my dad and not again.
Maybe their job was not to look after me.
But Gizmo was the computer guy why would he be feeding me?
As if answering the question in my head, he said, "I'll be in charge of your food from now on
instead of rocky."
That was a relief. I did not want that man slapping me again.
I decided not to give gizmo a hard time.
I didn't understand why i needed to be fed like child. Its not like they had me bounded or something.
But i didn't say anything and obediently ate the entire plate.
After he gave me water, he was about to leave when I called for him.
"Excuse me!"
"Mmmh?"
"Can I please take a shower. I haven't bathed into two days... I feel filthy. Please."
I paused for a second looking at me then shrugged.
"Okay. I'll be right back."
In five minutes, he came in with a bucket full of water and soap.
I looked at him confused.
"The floors are undone. The water will be swallowed by the ground so you will be good. You're bathing here. You don't leave this room."
I guess it was better than nothing. I nodded.
"I'll be at the door."
With that he left me alone.
I felt so disgusting at that moment.
I just wanted to rub and scrub that man off me.
I could smell him on me and it was haunting me.
Why did i even hug him again? I was not thinking straight.
Who goes to look for comfort from the pain she has from the man who gave her that pain? I should have hugged that Gizmo instead.
I looked around the room for anything to use to scrub my body with.
I noticed my underwear Sin had thrown across the room to keep me bear and always ready for
him.
I could use my underwear as a loofah.
I carefully washed it.
Then i stripped naked. And scrubbed my entire body, especially my vagina from that man.
The fact that I was so sore and could still feel him irritated me so much.
But I may sleep better today if I cleaned myself from him.
Without him haunting my dreams.
Where i was standing was dump at that moment but the water slowly started going into the ground.
I wore my dress again since that was all I could wear.
I aired my wet panty on the bed headboard.
As though sensing I was done, Gizmo came in and took the bucket and soap, he locked me inside, then left.
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