Chapter 14: Something Really Wrong...But Feel Really Good
As he continued to tease her, she tried to keep her emotions in check, but it was becoming more and more difficult with every passing minute. She felt his lips moving up her neck until they reached her jaw, then he began to nibble on her earlobe. She tried everything she could do not to lose control of herself.
She couldn't help but let out another loud gasp when he bit down lightly on her shoulder. It sent waves of pure ecstasy throughout her entire being. All thoughts were gone now; only one thing mattered right now – the feeling of pleasure. Nothing else existed except for this man's touch.
"Mmm..." she moaned softly as his hands glided slowly downward until they reached their destination...her hips. Then she felt his hand move upward again, caressing her stomach before continuing downwards towards her navel. She gasped loudly at the sensation of his hand gently rubbing her belly button.
And then suddenly, without warning, his hand was going deeper towards her crotch.
"Oh my god," she exclaimed, feeling a bit shocked by this unexpected development. Her face flushed red as she felt herself blush even more. "I'm not sure what you're doing."
Liz stiffened at the sudden change of pace, her body tensing up in response. Her heart was pounding with anticipation and nervousness. She didn't know what to expect, but she had a feeling it would be something incredible. Her heartbeat quickened at the thought.
She couldn't help herself anymore. All these feelings were overwhelming her senses, causing her mind to go blank. Everything seemed hazy now, except for one thing – she had to stop him right here, right now. Otherwise, she would fall for him.
She did not want this night to end like this. She wanted to stay with him forever, but she knew she had to let him go eventually.
She faced toward him and looked straight into his eyes. She knew there wasn't any hint of hesitation or doubt left within them. Instead, there was only pure desire and longing. It took everything within her power not to reach out and touch him right away.
She confessed softly. "Please understand that I need some time to process my thoughts before we continue this further."
Her son stopped immediately, as he had promised not to cross the boundaries. He tried to focus on something else other than the throbbing erection that had developed between his legs. It seemed impossible that only a minute ago he'd been hugging and kissing his mom. Now she left him alone with his raging boner. What would happen next?
He didn't say anything at first, but as they started making their way back towards the car, he couldn't help but wonder what had changed her mind. He was curious, but at the same time, he didn't want to push her. He was patient enough to know that she would tell him when she was ready.
Liz sighed heavily as she drove home. This whole situation was driving her crazy! Why did she feel such intense attraction towards her own son? And why did it make her so incredibly horny whenever she thought about having sex with him? What would he think when she just had rejected his advances?
She shook her head. She needed to get over this ridiculous crush on her son. It was getting worse by the minute. She could barely concentrate on the road ahead of her. All she wanted to do was go home and forget about her sexual frustration. She peeked at her son sitting next to her in the passenger seat.
Jay had closed his eyes, since he got into the car. But what she didn't know was he willed himself not to think about what he wanted to do next. But when he opened them again, he found himself staring straight at the bulge in his pants. …what was wrong with him? Why couldn't he stop thinking about sex?
He felt a sudden surge of panic. He didn't want to fuck his mom. He didn't want to be a pervert. He tried to distract himself by focusing on something else. But he couldn't concentrate. His mind kept wandering back to his mother.
He felt torn between what he knew was right and what he desired so deeply. With every passing minute, his desire to make love to his mother became more intense. He felt like he was losing control of himself. He didn't know what to do.
…
It seemed like the longest drive ever. Eventually, they arrived home safely.
As Liz pulled up outside her house, she noticed that her hands were shaking slightly. She didn't wait for her son Jay, and quickly grabbed hold of her hands before reaching for the front door handle. She didn't want her son to see how nervous she felt right now.
She let herself inside, tossing her keys onto the coffee table as she walked past. Her heart was pounding so hard she thought it might burst out of her chest. She needed to calm down, to regain control of her emotions.
Fortunately, Jay didn't look at his mom and didn't notice how nervous his mom was. His mind was not there either. He sat in the car for a while before going back home, and then sat on the couch.
Liz took a deep breath, trying to slow her racing heartbeat. She then headed into the kitchen to grab herself a glass of water. After drinking half of it, she turned around and stared at the empty bottle. "I'm just going to have to try harder." She said quietly to herself. Liz began to feel more confident, but still very much aware of her desires. She decided to take another sip of water, this time holding the bottle in both hands. She then picked up the bottle and filled it back up more, before gulping it down in one long gulp. The cold water helped clear her mind somewhat.
"Maybe I should give myself some time off…" She mumbled aloud. With that decided, she made her way upstairs to take a shower and then get changed into something more comfortable.
Seeing his mom go upstairs, Jay stood up from the couch and went into the kitchen for some water too. The thought of having sex with his mother made him feel sick. He needed to calm down before he did anything rash. After drinking half a glass of water, he returned to the living room and sat down on the couch again.
Was he really ready for this? Would his stepdad notice anything different, when he came back? He took a deep breath and steeled himself. Then he stood up and walked towards the stairs leading upstairs. He climbed the steps slowly, trying not to make any noise. When he reached the top step, he paused. There were two doors. One led to his bedroom; the other led to his parents' room. Which should he choose? Should he go into his own room or knock on hers?
As he stood there, he felt something he hadn't felt in a long time - guilt. He knew deep down that what he was doing was wrong. It was disgusting. It was incest. It was a sin. He tried to push those thoughts away and continue, but it was too late. He couldn't do it.
In the end, he chose the second option. He knocked on the door of his parents' room.
Liz opened her door, and let him in.
Jay asked. "Hi mom, I...I just wanted to ask you something."
"Sure honey." She answered quickly.
"Did you have a good night tonight?"
"Thanks son. It was a great night tonight." She smiled at her son.
"My pleasure. I had a good night too..." He replied but not sure how to continue.
"I'm glad you enjoyed yourself too." She glanced at the clock. It was late already. "Now I'm going to sleep. Goodnight my love." She smiled softly before leaning forward and giving him a gentle good night kiss on the cheek.
"Sorry mom. Just one more question..." Jay took all his courage and looked up at his mom with the most honest and sincere expression on his face. He knew if he didn't ask the question, he would lose tonight forever. "Mom...do you ever feel like you want to do something really wrong...but also really really good?"
She nodded thoughtfully. "Yes...yes I do." She paused briefly before continuing. "But only sometimes..." She sighed sadly.
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