Chapter 8: The True Definition Of A Suicidal Maniac
I followed Mikasa to the eating house.
Eren and Armin were called by the commander to do something, run an errand or something.
He hadn't come to meet me, the player that is, I guess he's still thinking about things. What I said was really deep, if you are trapped in a videogame that is actually a universe that differs from yours, and that your imagination was one of the causes for the universe with a couple of others and that you watched the events of the universe after you downloaded it my words sound really psychological shit. You know.
She sat at an empty table and I followed her, she looked serious.
You wouldn't imagine the same person would have followed Eren to meet commander Keith Shadis and wouldn't leave until she was forced. She looked like your typical scout.
"Well, to start it off I want to say thank you." She said.
"For what?" I asked.
What had I done that was beneficial to her, I helped Eren pass the balancing test when he would've passed it anyway, I am Eren's emotional support (with her and Armin) when he has a breakdown dreaming about the past when he is supposed to be seeing the future.
How irresponsible of Him!!!
"You helped him pass the balancing test. Without your help Eren might not have passed the test." She said.
Her face lightened up.
Her face always lightens up when it's about Eren.
"And for being my friend…" There was a pause for both of us.
Me, I never expected this, her whole life revolved around Eren and Armin.
Her, She thought her only friends would be Eren and Armin.
(Author-Sama: Peace! J)
"You are my first friend after Eren and Armin, I thought that I would never make a friend again since I could never trust anyone who I didn't know after my mum and dad died.
I learned people were deceitful, but you aren't. I am just thankful for being your friend, you know." She said.
(Author: Nice!!)
"Oh, I'm sorry about your mum and dad. Was it the titans who.. You know?" I asked.
I had watched the anime and I knew Eren saved her after some random dudes ended her family.
"No, it wasn't." She said shaking her head.
"It was people, they came and killed my parents in front of me. Then Eren came and saved me, ever since then I was living with his family until the titans killed both of his parents." She said.
"OH! Sorry! I didn't know." I said.
"It's okay. It's all in the past." She said.
She was quite tough, not afraid of even speaking about death.
"Well, you know you can't get too close to somebody. Unless you are able to protect someone as crazy as Eren who wants to take on the titans you need to be prepared to protect him with everything you got.
Or maybe Eren will be the one who will protect you, he talks about ending all the titans so he must have some secret or maybe he is just a suicidal maniac who wants to avenge his parents.
As for me, I know I can't make it to the top 10 and if I can I'll have to join the survey corps, someone has to protect Eren. And Armin can't since if he can't join the Military police he will have to settle for the Garrison since the death rates there are minuscule.
I can't let someone who is important to me die just because I wanted to protect myself, most people don't know this but Captain Levi had friends once upon a time. As cold-hearted as he is now, once upon a time he was less cold-hearted and he had a sister and a brother. His trust for them led them to their dooms.
He trusted that they would be able to survive the survey of the titans' territory, but they couldn't and an abnormal killed them with about a total number of 7 survey corps members. His brother and sister wouldn't have died if he didn't have trusted them.
And for the same reason, I won't trust Eren to be the only person who goes out into titan territory and then he dies, we would start mourning him. Even if I have to come out with one less an arm and a leg I will go into a titan's belly and bring him out before he can be digested.
I don't want people who are close to me to die pathetic deaths just because I was too afraid of the consequences of my actions.
Even if that means I would have to forfeit a chance to go into the MP, I would still do it." I said.
'If I don't I will never be able to return home.' I thought as I left the table.
I had long finished my bowl.
[Did you know?
Stohess District
Stohess District (ストヘス区 Sutohesu-ku?) is the eastern district of Wall Sheena. The Monarchy once began constructing an underground city there, but the effort was abandoned in the end, leaving several unused tunnels below the city. The Survey Corps set a trap for the Female Titan in this district.[20][21]
Stohess District
Ehrmich District
Ehrmich District (エルミハ区 Erumiha-ku?) is the southern district of Wall Sheena. When Wall Rose is believed to have been breached a large number of refugees pass through Ehrmich, an event witnessed by several Survey Corps members and Minister Nick.[22]]
I went outside to feel the breeze that was blowing intensely, life was really a bum. I couldn't imagine that the guy who created this wasn't in the game.
Unlike what Kirito says, I quote "The most boring thing to do is to watch other people play a VR game when you could play it yourself."
Trust me that is a lie. If Eren dies the government surely won't let us back so that was that and then in many months and a year at least I could see my sister again and my mom and dad.
I'll not be surprised to see the whole family there.
Maybe by that time I could tell them that I had a close friend named Mikasa, my cousins and sister would go insane. I am actually in the AOT universe and has a high chance of dying. Sure why don't they go remodel the anime so that the world will know.
Soon I found myself surrounded by my friends.
Eren was the first to speak, and by that sentence alone I knew we were pissed.
Armin was scared out of his mind, Eren was actually quite excited about it.
The true definition of a suicidal maniac.
"The commander said that tomorrow we will fight a titan. He said we will group up into teams of 7 and then together all of us will take down a titan." Eren said excitedly.
"Okay." I said calmly.
I began walking somewhere.
"Where are you going?" Armin asked.
"I'm going to dig my own grave. If I'm not eaten severely, or if I have any remains put my dead body inside it and cover it." Was the reply.
A.N: Eren is the true definition of a suicidal maniac!!!!
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