Chapter 1: Ch - 1 Rain & You
He was never mine, never mine!
One day I'll got to tell you something I never envisioned of. I was fair going through life. I needed to live in a lovely world. Within the world that would fair be; me and Rowoon! I thought this would be the story between the two of us, where Rowoon would be my world and I would be his world. But I never anticipated that this life and story would stay in me approximately the story of deficient adore. Do we ever realized that why hero and heroine got ended up with each other, even after having a second lead in it? We all heard about hero & heroine's story have we ever heard about the second lead's story. In "True Beauty" series like Han Seo-jun and in the movie of "Titanic" the second lead Caledon Hockley, just an example do we ever thought about why after they loved the female lead so much but still couldn't ended up. The reason is, just keep themselves apart from the heroine that is why every hero got their heroine. They are the reason we got happy ending in movies, series sometimes in real life so. We never realized that they did everything for them whom they loved but still couldn't able to stay with them forever. Today I am going to telling you that kind of story. Every director, screenwriter and even author's write about the male and female lead's not about the second lead's story. But perhaps, in history it's the first time ever when someone going to write about a second lead's emotion, their sense in love, their sacrifices and their secrets. I am a second lead, yes am that.
Approximately an untold story. I had never indeed envisioned that. I will going to show you how it feels when you're a second lead, who belongs a cruel world where everyone sees the beauty ness of main things the first thing not the last even second. My story starts from here.
2015, 1st December
I'm really "Amelia Scott". I'm as of now in 9th grade in high school. I'm a 17-year-old young girl. As a child, I didn't like progressing to school at all, that's why I'm in high school at the age of 17. Hahahaha!
The wind was blowing intensely. At the same time, the wind was getting colder and down-pouring exterior along without ceasing. At the same time, I was sitting on my bed in my room. My bed is fragile like a blossom, in which I continuously sit comfortably. In case seen, I cherish my bed the foremost in this world. Haha! I have a container of tea in my hand, the taste of it liquefied in my mouth. Out of the little white window I was looking at the rain.
Music does not play at the wonderful time, it can never happen to me. There was a little rack over my bed on which I kept my radio and played moderate music. My heart was exceptionally cheerful with the song of the music, and the rain from over! Ahhh, this was so much fun! I who have not delighted in this minute in life may not have seen paradise. A voice came from the radio. Which was,
So it's gonna be forever
Or it's gonna go down in flames
You can tell me when it's over, mm
If the high was worth the pain
Got a long list of ex-lovers
They'll tell you I'm insane
'Cause you know I love the players
And you love the game
'Cause we're young, and we're reckless
We'll take this way too far
It'll leave you breathless, mm
Or with a nasty scar
Got a long list of ex-lovers
They'll tell you I'm insane
But I've got a blank space, baby
And I'll write your name....
I was fair getting a charge out of the things around me. But fair at that point I listened the ringing of the little phone of my house to affirm my disposition. Who has come to irritate my peace at this time? I thought overlook the call again, but my mother has gone out and she has not taken any umbrella with her. I walked into our small living room. I rapidly picked up the call. Some time recently I might say anything, a voice called out.
: Hi! My life!
It didn't take long for me to realize it was my companion Rosie's call. Yes, this entirety put where I'm my as it were best companion and it's "Rosie Scott". Do not get befuddled, that's why we got to be companions. Her title and mine are the same. But we do not have any relationship by our family. I took the phone in my hand and went up to my room. With that, I said in a good mood.
: It's fair one day of excursion. Won't you let me live this day in peace?
Rosie was probably giggling at me. Since her voice was not come in my ears. And Rosie may be a quiet smiler, that's , none of the sounds of her laughter is over the top but I'm giggling like insane!
:You're my life, Ame. Do not provide up so effortlessly. And do not conversation almost peace. You haven't been it since I arrived. Heheao!
: Yes!! Presently let me know what you're calling for?
: Babes, the weather's great, isn't it? Have you seen?
: We are as it were 1 km absent from each other. There is no 20 km that the climate will be distinctive. Well, you're right. The climate nowadays is delightful. It has been sprinkling.
I told Rosie whereas sitting on my bed. And that's when my eyes went to the tea glass. I picked up, begun drinking once more, and tuned in to Rosie conversation walk without her feet. My best companion encompasses a incredible dream of having a man, of a fellow who is moreover nice looking and caring. Meaning kdrama guys needed! Presently who will make her get it that kdrama is as it were a show. No one truly do that kind of stuff in genuine life. But who will clarify my Rosie almost it?
: I have seen "Reply 1988" show. Wow! Goodness my pooch! Its amazing! Bro, was it so pleasant of. I can't remain without telling you? What to say around it, I am puzzled.
:On the off chance that you can't conversation, keep calm.
From there, Rosie might say something. At that point she fell quiet. And I do not get it why she's quiet. But I fair focus on the music. That's what my radio is playing right presently. I tuned in to that tune.
The day we met
Frozen I held my breath
Right from the start
I knew that I'd found a home for my heart
Beats fast
Colors and promises
How to be brave?
How can I love when I'm afraid to fall?
But watching you stand alone
All of my doubt suddenly goes away somehow
One step closer...
I have died everyday waiting for you
Darling, don't be afraid, I have loved you for a thousand years
I'll love you for a thousand more
I said to Rose as before long as I listened the line!!!
: I do not like this melody. Can anybody cherish somebody so much that can hold up for him to pass on? And this one-sided love gosh, I do not get it. How do individuals do it? It's provide more torment than of a lovely feeling. It is additionally an ancient torment that not each individual can bear.
Rosie again spoke to me within the tone of courageous woman.
:What is cherish without pain, bro? And you'll get it one-sided cherish once you have it.
:Do not conversation to like that for God's shake. You too know, I never like one-sided adore. And what is this?
It's genuine, I do not like one-sided love . Since one individual needs another individual in her life; The other individual has no regard for her. Is it conceivable to adore somebody so much?
At that point I listened the sound of Rosie in my ear. What she was saying.
:I have died everyday waiting for you
Darling, don't be afraid, I have loved you for a thousand years
I'll love you for a thousand more!!!
After her singing, I trolled her.
:So, Rosie you moreover into it. Fair! Keep sitting with this tune. I will cut the line.
I hung up the phone called by myself.
"Totally crazy! I won't stop loving until I die. Even if my heart falls on someone, I will not love even after knowing that he does not love me. Huh!"
And I didn't even finish my thoughts. Then the phone rang again. Now I was starting to get angry, because maybe Rosie had called to bother me again. And if I don't pick up, she'll probably eat my brain today. I took the call.
: What happened now? Why do you call Rosie, again?
My angry voice stopped only when I heard my mother's voice heavy with anger. My mother, Mary, is probably angry. She's also nasty.
: Ame, you take the umbrella from home and come to the market right now. I'm almost done with the rain. And I don't think it's going to stop. And wait on. That's why you come here. Quickly.
My mother then disconnected the call. And I quickly took a red umbrella from the living room and opened the door. I was just wearing a frock. As the door opened, a gust of wind blew. A light drizzle of rain fell on my clothes. It was late in the evening and darkness was all around. I locked the door and went to the market with the umbrella on my head. The market is 10 minutes walk from our house. In the midst of the rain, I and my hands and my umbrella: what a beautiful sight it may be, you may not even understand it without watching it. The rain kept falling with each passing footsteps of mine. And after a while, I arrived. My mother was standing inside a shop. I quickly walked up to her and she looked at me.
:You took so long? Let's go now.
I took my mother inside the umbrella. We were both smooth, which is probably why one of the umbrellas was fitting us a little too much. I then asked my mother.
: Why didn't you bring the umbrella with you? I told you only then that to brought the umbrella. But you never listen to me.
: What do you mean? Little did I know that I would actually be in need of an umbrella today. For a few days, the weather was bad, but not a single day it rained. Now how do I know about this sudden rain?
My mother, telling me this, gave me the bag of the market in my hand for some time. And she began to clean her garment, which had become a little wet from the rain. I opened my eyes and we started to go further. And I started to look around. The grass on the side of the road had been wet. Looking at the wet grass, I was moving ahead. And then my mom told me.
: Hey, give me this. And you hold the bag. Because I'm so tired.
My mom took the umbrella. And she and I walked together. Rain was pouring down from the sky. My eyes were around but then my eyes fell on a guy coming in the middle of the rain. All of a sudden, my world came crashing down!
It felt like time had stopped! And my feet as well !
A 6-foot-tall boy was coming in front of. His hair was falling on his face in the rain. And his blue shirt was glued to his body. His steps were very long, so I could see his face very easily and quickly. I was so busy watching him with the boy that I didn't even realise that my mother had left me. And I was soaking wet in the rain. My purple coloured frock was also stuck to my chest. And then my heart started pounding. My heart beat was 100 times faster in an instant. This feeling is unknown but this relationship is very old and very beautiful. And I know the name of this relationship because I fell in love with the boy in front, that's called love at first side! I mean, I am in love with that guy!
My mother has come a long way. And she didn't even pay attention to me because of the rain. And I was standing there looking at the boy in the back, and the boy was coming from the front. Every drop of rain from the sky was falling on his and my faces, both our bodies are completely drenched. Where my eyes were on the boy, he was looking terrifically handsome. I held on to my long frock and stood still on the path. All I could see was the boy! I felt there was silence all around me. And this rain was probably a prelude to our meeting, which had been decided long ago that we would meet in the middle of such a beautiful rain.
Suddenly it seemed to me that a drop of rain was slowly descending on me as if a slow motion movie was playing with me. But then the boy came very close to me and his eyes met mine!
Ahhhhh!!!
It was the most beautiful moment of my life! Because my heart was now on the verge of coming out because of the pushing. So nervous, so tension, but still I felt so glowing at this moment. If I could, I would hold this moment forever. And I've always lived that day. The boy had looked at me in the eye for exactly one second, and this one second gave a beautiful feeling to my whole life. No matter how much I try to forget the feeling, I can never forget it. And boy was it beautiful to watch!
Because of the rain, my eyelids could not see anything well, but the boy longed to see my eyes. I felt like Taylor Swift was singing in front of me! Lol but fascinating!
There I was again tonight
Forcing laughter, faking smiles
Same old tired, lonely place
Walls of insincerity, shifting eyes and vacancy
Vanished when I saw your face
All I can say is, it was enchanting to meet you
Your eyes whispered, "Have we met?"
'Cross the room your silhouette
Starts to make its way to me
The playful conversation starts
Counter all your quick remarks
Like passing notes in secrecy
And it was enchanting to meet you
All I can say is, I was enchanted to meet you....
Only a few of these lines could make sense to me now. I felt like, like.....I was a drug addict, the power of drugs was so high that I could never let it break or can!
I never forget 1st December of 2015. Because the day I met with my soulmate! My love.
:I had moved on. Then why did you stand? How much have you wet cause of rain? Go and get fresh water on your body.
I didn't listen to my mother. Because I'm focused on something else. I kept thinking about that boy. How can he be such a good boy? I have never seen such a boy. And most importantly, it's my first love. I've been thinking about him for the last 30 minutes. I never thought that a few seconds of meeting would create such a storm inside me. It's not that I have never seen a handsome boy. But in my life and his memories are different. Which is enough to make my heart skip a beat. It's a little strange, today I fought with Rosie about love and today I fell in love with someone. But then my mother put her hand on my shoulder and she screamed.
: Hey, how long have I been talking to you? Be fresh. Why didn't you listen to me? Where is your focus? Whose dreams have you lost? You've seen the couch too.
My attention then turned to my condition as I was still sitting there in wet clothes. I quickly got up from the couch. Then coming to my room, I first freshened up and put on a comfortable pyjama and a shirt. I looked out of the window and it was raining! It was still raining. I feel like dancing with every drop of rain, today I am very happy. And that's just one of the reasons and that's my first love. I don't even know his name. But it's so deep in my heart that I can't forget it. Today I feel that I have achieved all the happiness of life. I could be at that point in my life. I've never thought of this. Maybe that's what my destiny wanted, that's why today on the night of 1st December, I met the person whom I wanted to meet first. My Love!
Ahhhh! After a long day off, I'm back at school again. And now I have to leave for school and then see the shape of Rosie. I always wake up early in the morning. The thing is, I don't open my beautiful eyes until my alarm goes off 7 times and I see the clock at 6:34. I woke up after my mother's screaming.
I put on my school dress and got ready quickly. And then I hung the bag on my shoulder, went straight out and started running. My mother was saying inside.
:Ame, you didn't eat anything. That's why I say get up early, ass girl.
I didn't answer my mom. Because my class is going to start in 3 minutes. It's a 6 minute walk to the school. But I was surprised when I came out. Because the real thing is, my Rosie is standing on the road with a bicycle.
My short Rosie looked at me and spoke angrily.
: Come quickly. The class begins!
Who's going to explain Rosie now? When I saw her standing there, I felt so relaxed. It looked like we were going to eat lunch at school today. I kissed Rosie on the cheek.
:My dear friend! If you weren't here, I'd be dead today.
The same Rosie says while sitting on a bicycle.
: Get up now. You were insulted me yesterday, so what happened today?
I smiled as I sat on her bicycle. And from a small path, Rosie began to carry her bicycle at great speed. I was sitting behind her. A cold wind was blowing in the winter. And I was on a bicycle.
How nice it would be if the boy was here instead of Rosie !!!
My heart skipped a beat just thinking about it. In the same Rosie where I was thinking about him, why am I so silent today? Rosie was lost in her thoughts. Finally, Rosie didn't wait, and she asked me.
: Why are you so quiet today? Has something happened? Have your heart broke hehe? Are you mentally ill or physically ill? You're fine?
I did not hear the voice of her in my ears because I was in another world. Now she told me again.
:I'm calling you Ame.
That's when my system broke and I responded by looking at Rosie.
: You're sitting next to me still you are screaming here?
:You're not listening to me. So what do I do? Tell me what happened.
And then I thought,
"She's my best friend. I can't lie to her. But somewhere in the middle of this path, I can't say."
I spoke to Rosie again.
:I will tell you after we reach at the school.
There was no talk between us after that. We were at school in a few minutes.
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