Chapter 39: CH-37 Sorry...
As I awoke, there was a speaker construction site in my skull. It was stinging as the twin sister of a jackhammer for operation by a kickboxer on a bender.
"Argh… I was very glad so last night I drank too much!" Before I reached to quell the rhythmic peeved, I met a squishy-yet-gelled hinder — Too much tonnage was on my body.
"... Eh!" Glancing down with bafflement in my eyes, I was a scowl darker than a blackhole's armpit after locating the deadweight splayed on my bust.
Clearly, someone, Who was none other than Amelia, had treated my breasts as their own… personal foam mattress or pillow.
I blinked, only to find my upper body as nude as a newborn babe!
'... Good heavens, why am I starkers?' That was when I properly intimated Amelia, that rascally vixen, sleeping on center of the cleavage with a smile brighter than the morning sun.
'Did we… did we have a night of unbridled passion?!' Visions of special sauce leaking and breathless moans flood my mind. '... And if yes, who was the generous lover having pleasure, and who was the fortunate recipient?'
I quickly ruffled my lower region, not micturated after godsend my skirt and panty there, which was not… wet with no smell.
"Phew, no hanky sexy undergoes!." I chuckle, oscillating my head from negative thoughts.
But then another wondrous sight gives me pause, Amelia is vigorously motorboating my melons, drool cascading from her lips like a waterfall on my… pink cherries.
"What is she dreaming? What kind of bacchanalia did I miss?" I cartoon in my best Groucho Marx voice. Only one person can solve this risqué riddle...
'Harriet!' I belt out. 'Get in here.'
[Yes, Master~~]
"Did we...you know what I mean?!" I frantically deny any such impropriety, though her suggestive innuendo has me blushing like a schoolgirl.
[Nope, nothing happens...you just recite her to impregnate you. Also commented, you can't take any longer… while rubbing your body on her lap.] Harriet drops a verbal nuclear bomb.
"Heavens to Murgatroyd!" I exclaimed, clutching my teeth. "Whatever are you insinuating? I'd never be so...so...wanton!"
Though I must admit, a tiny part of me can't help but picture it… ahem!
Harriet continues her ruthless, [I should say, Amelia truly demonstrated self-control; if I were in her position, I would crucifixion… fuck you very hard whole night, driven by the sultriness of your voice when you expressed the wish to have a child]
"S-Shut up!" I probably was redder than a ripe tomato after too much sun. "Why, I never...well, I mean...oh my!"
… Calm down Iris…
Haha, take a chill pill, Harriet's just playing around with you…
Don't get your underwear in a twist…
I hit Harriet for some juicy deets from her perspective, And when I got that download, my cheeks were hotter than a lava!
I was feeling a little guilty for letting loose last night…
It was not much but… My inner demon was overflowing with joy at finally becoming a mama, so I may have quaffed a few too many cold beers at once.
A gal's allowed to celebrate, right? It's not like I'm some kind of gold-digging hussy, getting knocked up by any old Tom, Dick or Harry that comes my way.
Nah, I will only do sex with fellas I'm truly in love with, if you catch my drift! In the past, both my life was so busy, I never had a moment to even consider having a child.
But now, that's all I want, a little one to love unconditionally and who will be by my side through thick and thin.
… The idea of a romantic partner seems too complicated, too fraught, with painful heartbreak.
Loving someone that deeply only to potentially lose them? Ahhh… I can't fathom that pain, even as a goddess.
… No, what I droughty is the pure love of a… child. Some may think caring for a baby is too demanding with hard work, but in my eyes, it would be a privilege.
Perhaps… I'm naive, but the challenges seem minimal compared to the happiness I imagine holding… My newborn son or daughter would be in my arms.
In both my previous lives, having a child was my deepest longing, not a lover.
… Haaaa… I had begged Harriet to call me mom. But each time, she broke my heart, reminding me that as an AI…
She could never truly be the daughter of mine — Those words crushed every shred of optimism within me.
I acknowledged motherhood… isn't a guarantee of eternal fulfillment. But it's the one wish that has burned brightest in my soul, life after life.
If I can't experience that bond, I am consternated and… neurosis that a piece of me will be forever missing, forever avid or disorientated.
Thanks to Arle, I finally know the indescribable bliss of selfless, unconditional love of a child after I made a decision.
At present, Harriet alone is not ignorant of my verdict like everyone.
[... S-sorry!]
… Huh! I believe I decrypt Harriet's apology directed to me. But I was astray in supposition, so I dearth accreditation of her confirmation.
"Pardon? What did you say?"
[... It was nothing!]
"Ah… good morning, Iris!" Amelia's eyes fluttered open as she planted a evocative kiss upon my forehead.
"... I'm really sorry about last night… I was overcome within seventh heaven due to an incontrovertible circumstance and indulged in copious amounts of alcohol." I nip something in the bud my remorseful gaze from her.
Gently pushing her aside, I made my way towards the bathroom.
Intermission at the door, I cast a lifeless glance back at her. "Should we discontinue these intimate gestures? I find them… vexing. From now on...I won't burden you..."
The unspoken words 'and keep a line of distance from you' burned on my lips.
"What do you mean?" Amelia looked at me with a glacial expression.
I didn't reply, simply closing the door behind me, As I stood before the mirror in the room.
"... Sorry, Amelia… Maybe I have a crush on you, just as you may reciprocate such affections towards me… This kind of nature is transitory… akin to the capricious emotions I've experienced in the past."
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