Chapter 1: PROLOGUE:(real story start from next chapter)

In his mentality, He formed himself to be weak , thought that others are better then himself ,that held him back and drag him always to his doom and well he was so afraid that he just continued with it and he regretted every single second of if but he never mans up enough to face his ownself and this world so , he drown himself in other world and the life of protagonist's in anime world that gave him a imaginary comfort which gave was new bliss for him but also increased his nature of looniness that just never left him and he just emersed in that world and because of that he did nothing but live in his imaginary world and his demise came fast then intended and he never able to repay his parent for their love and kindness and became a moron that did nothing but lie from every one and failed his college and end up on streets , became a laughable and a bad example for his known people and then also he did nothing to change his life style and only hopped foe a second chance that never came days went by and on his 35th year his mother passed away but he was able to meet his mother one week before her demise and she left him with some her word "son what are you trying to do with your life I don't understand I don't know that things you are always emersed and never came out but please don't do this to us we never had any intention of getting help form you and all but don't do this to yourself ".