"You can't do this to me." I sobbed and leaned against the door.
"Y/n please open the door!" Taehyung banged the door from outside.
"Go away Tae!" I yelled while sobbing.
"Y/n I can explain open the door." He again banged the door but I neither opened the door nor replied to him. I just sat there crying.
You never thought Taehyung would cheat on you. He was very loving and always took care of you thought he was younger than you. You two were living together in an apartment. It's been two years that you two have been in a relationship. You were so in love with him that you didn't question yourself while giving yourself to him. You believed him so much and yet knowing that he did this to you.
You know him since you came to New York. He was in the last year of his college and you hand come here for your work. You were 21 then and he was 19. You two used to live in same building. You and him became quite close and you didn't come to know when you fell in love with him and started dreaming of your future with him until today....when you saw him with another girl....kissing.
It was around six o'clock, in the evening, you were going down to convenient store to get some snacks and then you saw one girl and a guy kissing each other. That guy seemed familiar to you and when you went near them it turned out to be your Tae. Your love. Your life. It broke you heart to see him with another girl. She was very beautiful....far better than you. She had a good body and suited Taehyung and looked younger and rich too and on the other hand you were just an old, ugly, poor bitch. You felt embarrassed in front of her so you ran. As fast as you could. Taehyung called and started following you but you were running too fast and you did not realize when you came inside the your house and burst into tears.
It had been few days, he was keeping his distance from you, not coming home at night, did not call you like he used to. Whenever you tried to touch him, he would just move away. You asked his many times to stay home but he would just say he had some important work or meeting in office or a party in his friend's house. You noticed him but felt scared to ask. You thought, what if you were just being possessive? But you never thought he would...oh gawd!
You didn't know what to do. You picked up your cell phone and called the one whom you could rely the most. Whom you could trust the most. Who would never do a thing that would hurt you. Your best friend.
He picked up your call after few rings. "Hey Namjoon." You tried to sound as cheerful as possible but failed. You bit your lip trying to control yourself from crying.
"Are you okay?" Namjoon asked and you couldn't control yourself and burst into tears.
" Y/n what happened?" Namjoon asked worriedly.
"Joon...Tae was-- " You choked on your sobs.
"Wait I'm coming. Where are you?" You were sure..Namjoon was worried as fuck. "Home. I'm in home." You replied. "Okay. Please don't go anywhere. I'm coming." You hummed and he ended the call. You didn't want to disturb him but you needed him right now.
" Y/n open the door otherwise I'll break it!" Taehyung yelled and banged the door dangerously. You thought Taehyung was gone but he's still there?
"For God's sake Kim Taehyung!" You wiped your tears with the back of your hands and stood up and opened the door. You don't know why you opened the door. "You can't unde--" You were cut when he pushed you against the wall and placed his lips on your lips and kissed you harshly. You breath got stuck on your throat. You placed your hands on chest and tried to push him but failed. A few tears rolled down your eyes. He wiped it with his thumb.
"I'm sorry Y/n. I'm so sorry for doing this to you. I know I'm a very bad person and I know I hurt you so much...I'm sorry." He whispered against your lips and you shivered. He had such an effect you that no body has ever had. A lone tear rolled down his eyes. Is he crying? Oh no. You had never seen Taehyung cry before, but why were your worried about him? He hurt you, you didn't hurt him. He was kissing that girl, you were not doing that. You never even thought of cheating him and he.....he was kissing that girl. Wow.
You pushed him back with all your strength and he got startled and moved back. "Go away." You said sternly, but you were controlling so much, trying not to cry in front of him. You hand so many questions in your mind. Why did he do that? Were you not enough for him? Did he love that girl? You wanted to ask him these questions so badly but were scared of his answer. What if he loved that girl and not you. You will not be able to live. He is your everything, if he'll leave you then you'll break.
Taehyung saw hate in your eyes...for him. He had no choice but to accept that hate because he, himself made you hate him. He kissed another girl. Was hanging out with another girl. Was in bar with another girl. Although you asked him to stay with you many times, he didn't stay with you. He made stupid excuses to hangout with that girl and having fun and you on the other hand were thinking about him and wondering where he was and feeling scared thinking what if something will happen to Tae?
"You hate me?" Taehyung suddenly asked wrapping his hand around my wrist. How could you hate him? You loved him so much.
"No Tae." You smiled painfully. "I will never be able to hate you...I hate myself....I hate myself so much. Coming to New York was my biggest mistake. I would have never met you if I wouldn't have come here."
"Please don't say that" He cupped my cheeks. His eyes were wet so were yours, tears ready to come out anytime.
"Why do you care? You go and have fun with that girl. I'm sure she'll love you more that me."
"You can't be serious Y/n!" He yelled making you shocked.
"What the hell! Why are you yelling?" You raised your voice a little. "Just be I mentioned your love you started yelling?" You laughed.
"Y/n." He bit his lower lip as if he was controlling his anger.
"What? You go and kiss that girl and expect me not to be angry? What do you expect huh? You bitch!" You yelled. You dont know what was happening to you. One moment you were crying and the another moment you were angry and yelling. God please send Namjoon fast.
"Y/n" You looked towards the door and Namjoon was there eyeing Taehyung. He went towards Taehyung and punched him on his cheeks.
"What the fuck man!" Taehyung shouted touching the place where Namjoon punched him. "What did you do to her? Why is she crying?" Taehyung didn't answer Namjoon. He just looked down. He was embarrassed? Haha so funny. Who does things that they're embarrassed of? Insane people.
"Are you okay?" You nodded. "You don't look fine Y/n. Look at your eyes, it's so puffy and read. Let's go to my home."
"What the hell! She's not going anywhere we have to talk about--" Taehyung kept on jabbering. Namjoon pulled me out of the apartment and we got inside the car and headed towards Namjoon's house.
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Pt. 2 is coming tomorrow!
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