Broken luna

Nymeria: Born to a pack now long gone, she grew up in darkness and fear. When her entraptor is finally killed by a young wolf called Rowan, seeking the title of King alpha, she was to be set free. Until new king alpha Rowan sees her, realizing they are mates. A man cruel enough to kill his way to the throne was her mate. How would she ever be free now. Nymeria decides, she shall be the perfect luna. She shall stay alive.
"What does he want from me?"

Rowan: The result of one of king alpha Lucien's affairs. Raised by his grieving grandmother after his mother was killed by his father, he always knew he would one day kill that man. Even if it could be the last thing he ever did. Almost a hundred years later his predictions come true as he rips his fathers throat out, becoming the alpha king. He spends months ripping apart the old structure and many more building a new one, but sitting in the throne room, why does he feel so empty? He decides to find his mate. Start a family, get a new goal in life. But when searching for her for a month turned into a year, and one year turned into two, he slowly lost all hope for this. Maybe the moon goddess hadn't given him one? Or so he thought until he saw her.
"Why is she scared?"