My name is Aoi , I am 18 years old , I'm very happy that my childhood friend confessed to me I am in love with him for a long time but it's too sad that he confessed before leaving the village but at least I didn't regret this not saying my feelings again .
Now I should go home It's about 7 am, moving by the beautiful rice fields is a beautiful feeling that makes me relax .
"I'm home "I am saying while taking off my shoes, I run to my room happily but my room is just a mess I need to tide it first
After 5 minutes
What is this( holding an old notebook) let's just see (opening it) oh it's my old diary
Let's read it I feel nostalgic
First page:
10th of July 2016
Hello my dear diary I know it's a weird time to begin writing a diary in the middle of our final exam but the idea just came to me, by the way I'm Aoi 14 years old 2nd year at junior high school I hope to have fun with you bye.
What a childly thing I have done when I was 14 by way let's just read more
Second page
20 July 2016
Hi my dear diary , I am really sorry that I left you all this time but from today I will write everyday what happens to me today I finished my exams and got out with my friends we went to a new cafe by the river and then went to karaoke It was really fun this just for today see you.
After reading for while
31August 2016
Tomorrow is the beginning of the new term
I know that most what I talk about in my diary was my childhood friend this make feel like I am just a miserable girl but tell you a secret I have a crush on someone first time I saw him was in the first day on joinor high school he was new in the village he was like the prince I always dream about , brown weavy hair with bright brown eyes and a charming smile he captured my heart with this smile he is kind with everybody and helpful , everything opposite to that intorvert otaku who is always in the corner of the class not give any care to the people around him he just makes me angry noone in our class bears him we are just friends 'cause my mother is his mother's friends long time before We were born, more important for all sorry I didn't see my prince since the last exam but Tommorow I will see him again that's make me happy See you again my dear diary.
1 jan 2017
I know that the date is first Jan but I would like to talk about yesterday day I went to the shrine to pray for the new year and my wish that my prince becomes mine , my fortune said that I just need to take the step and he would mine but this is kinda embarrassing I don't know if I could do this.
13 Feb 2017
Today I have learned how to make chocolate , I made some, and it was delicious , I made some packs for my friends (Female Friends) , two packs for my parents and a pack to my prince after I made them I realized that his pack was more special than the others I hope I could give it to him tommorow.
14 Feb 2017
Today was the Valentine every girl gave her boyfriend or her friends a pack of chocolate , I gave my friends the chocolate that I have prepared but I couldn't give him his , It was embarrassing , but my prince just a famous boy who have alot of friends from both genders and a fan club from the girls that have a crush on him so he got alot of chocolate from girls even they said that they are just friendship one they have a hidden feelings beyond it , and of course this weird otaku didn't get any gifts .
28 Feb 2017
The last term in this year about to end it will end in the middle of March I feel miserable I should do something about my love towards my prince noone know when he will be away from me or any other girl confess to him , I don't wanna regret something I didn't do .
20 March 2017
Today when I was in the supermarket I met my prince he is real gentleman he offered me to hold the packs for me and to move with me to home while we were on our way we had our first conversation he was caring and gentle in picking his words but he told me that he is going to move from the village after the joinor high school , I was shocked and I wanted to tell him " I LOVE YOU" but we already reached my home , he just gave me the packs and said goodbye , I was really shocked but couldn't do anything .
20th Abril 2017
A new year our last year noone seemed to know that he will leave I have decided that I will confess to him this year whatever happens I was lucky he is in the same class as me again and he is my neighbor too , and he greeted me and talked alot to me I was really happy with that.
1 July 2017
The first term is about to end but I had fun talking to my prince watching him playing football he is in the school team he is always training after the school And after his training we walk together I feel like we are dating but for all sorry we just friends and he is just so kind Although all this opportunity I couldn't confess him yet but more important that we decided that he , some of his friends and my friends will come tomorrow to my house to make a study section due to the exams I hope it works ok
2nd July 2017
Today was fun I baked cookies to be ready for the study section and my prince was charming in his clothes but why did this chuunibyou otaku come with him , what surprised me more that the prince is not good at English and math so that was an opportunity to me to be close to him more and more , what made my day more that my prince praised my cookies it was like a dream .
20th July 2017
We finished our exams today then went to karaoke it was really fun being with my prince all the day even if there other people with us even even it was that chuunibyou otaku among the people .
29th July 2017
The prince asked me to go to the festival with him I wore my yukata and went to our meeting spot he bought me takoyaki , candy cotten and yakisoba and he won a tidy for me I had fun playing different games then it was the hanabi time it was beautiful but his face was more beautiful I just said" I LOVE YOU" without knowing when it was over he asked me what did I say but I told him that it was nothing, what heartache.
9th Oct 2017
Today was the first day on the sport festival it was really fun to watch prince he was in the marathon and in 3legs race it was fun to cheer for him at least I was more benefit than that eccentric otaku he isn't just a hentai he also ecchi baka who can't do anything .
10th Oct 2017
The second day was as fun as the first I was in the girls volleyball teams and we won the tournament the Same my prince was the boys football team and they won what srupised me that my prince and the chuunibyou boy make a good duo
9th Nov 2017
Today was the culture festival It was fun the last few days training with the prince on our play and knitting the custome with my friends special that I am the one who knitted the prince's clothes we should be in the first of the festival playing snow white on the stage , It was fun training on the dance or the kiss scene If even it was fake not real but when his face became near mine in the play I just imagined our lips touching each other my heart was beating fast this time thanks God that he is the one who play this role not that otaku 'cause at first he wanted to be the prince.
28 Nov 2017
Today was my prince birthday, We made a party at the school , everyone gave him a present in the party expect me who was embarrassed so I gave him when we were alone It was a scarf that I made he put it on immediately it made me happy .
24th December 2017
Today was the Christmas party of our class we rented a place and everyone was responsible to get a present to someone and I was responsible to get a present for my prince and vice versa I gave him a hat that I made and he gave me a necklace We smiled for each other while wearing them It was really fun.
1th Jan 2018
I'm just back from home I was alone all the day with my prince we went to the the shrine for the new year I was in my yukata again for him he said that I was beautiful it was better than the last year being alone here we went to drink Amazake then we went to pray( What a lose to give yato 5yens) then for the Oracle fortune , my fortune was bad luck but I really had fun today .
14th of February 2018
I gave him the chocolate this year I did it he was really happy his smile is all I want , but I didn't confess him.
20th march 2018
My prince asked me for a date and it was today he took me to the mall , aquarium and cafe it was really fun but out of nowhere he reminded me that he was moving on nearly and I realized that it was my last chance but I couldn't make a use of it after I left him I just ran to sit by the river by mother talked to that baka so he just found me easily he said that I deserve that cause I couldn't be honest and confess he told me that my mom is worried about me and I should return home and he waited for me what the hell is he doing is he trying to be gentle with me or what he just could leave me alone what an useless baka .
Other pages are torn and the last page is witted due to tears returning back he was right I discovered that he was always with me protecting me helping me loving me but he was far from me cause I hated him but now I know that he is the right one the real one who can love truely I paid the price to be not honest and just a coward but now I know that I love him.
The End
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