Chapter 51: 51
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ps: The Sakayanagi line currently has the highest number of votes, so I will update Sakayanagi's if tomorrow.
ps2: Thank you for your support and subscription. The inspiration for this chapter is "Malice" by Higashino Keigo. The novel is very classic and not long. Interested readers can read it. This book was also mentioned in the previous conversation with Hiyori Shiina. It's a small echo.
Megumi Karuizawa's Autumn Lies: Chapter 19: Parasite
Karuizawa Megumi opened the door in a panic, and there was a hollow electronic sound from the phone in her hand that the other party had hung up. She hurriedly put on her shoes, her movements so big that she even knocked the person next to her " "Yingying" was startled. She raised her head and looked at the female shit shoveler whom she was not very familiar with in a daze.
Why did Kitagawa Ryo suddenly go to see Emi Eura alone?
Karuizawa Megumi locked the door and put away her cell phone and went downstairs. When she received the call from Kitagawa Ryo, she felt an ominous premonition in her heart. Kitagawa Ryo rarely had such a jump. When she comes to make her own decision, the person involved in this matter is Megumi Karuizawa himself.
She intuitively told herself that she must not let the two people meet alone. Karuizawa Megumi knew Kitagawa Ryo. He must have had his own plans when he left Eura Megumi alone among many bullies. From a legal perspective He said that Emi Eura had never done any substantive harm to Karuizawa Megumi, and since the other party was still a minor, Kitagawa Ryo would not be able to directly retaliate even if he had any family background.
Campus bullying is an existence that floats between morality and law. Whether it is so-called "cold violence" that mainly focuses on isolation or real "violent behavior", legal agencies often face the problem that the victim is too young. , insufficient degree of intentional harm, numerous accomplices, and many other headaches. In addition, the school will try its best to cover up for the sake of the school's reputation. Therefore, after so many years of existence, campus bullying has not only not improved, but has intensified, and has even become younger. the trend of.
A knife suddenly appeared in Karuizawa Megumi's mind. As time went by, the knife slowly took shape in Karuizawa Megumi's consciousness, and its blade was shining sharply. , and then the brush brings up blood.
She didn't know where Kitagawa Ryo and Eura Emi were scheduled to meet. Karuizawa Megumi decided to go to the hotel to try to find Mr. Isaki. She had known this old man whom Kitagawa Ryo called grandpa since she was a child. If she could find Isaki If so, he might know Kitagawa Ryo's current location.
Just as Karuizawa Megumi ran out of breath to the hotel door and walked towards the elevator, a slightly familiar voice suddenly came from the sofa in the lobby on the first floor of the hotel. She seemed to have been waiting here for Qingjing Zemei for a long time. Izawa Megumi was shocked. The evidence was the half-cup of hot drink in front of him and his calm tone:
"Karuizawa Megumi...right?"
Horikita Suzune looked up from the book. Her voice was like some kind of spell that pinned Karuizawa Kei to the spot without being able to move another step:
"You will only get nothing if you go upstairs now. Since he chose to tell you about his actions, it means that he has a clear plan and the confidence that he will not be destroyed by you."
"Let's sit down and talk. We have about two hours before he can sort things out."
Horikita Suzune's tone was firm, with an unquestionable courage:
"Who are you?"
Karuizawa Megumi clearly knew the identity of the other party, but she still pretended to be stupid knowingly.
"Horikita Suzune."
Horikita Suzune said her name simply, without any prefixes or suffixes.
"Why should I listen to you?"
Karuizawa Megumi was still reluctant. When she saw Horikita Suzune, she would naturally think of the two words "engagement", and they turned into a strange anger that supported her like a straight steel bar. Her body, from her feet to her head, made her whole body tense instantly. Her neck and waist were stiff, and even her steps were stiff. She walked upright in front of Horikita Suzune.
"I think this is what Beichuan wants to see."
Horikita Suzune was not at all frightened by Karuizawa Megumi's momentum. The two looked at each other fiercely. After Kitagawa Ryo's name appeared, something sharper seemed to streak through the air. Opening up Karuizawa Megumi's vocal cords made her voice sound vaguer:
"Are you familiar with him? Did you only know him for a day or two?"
Karuizawa Megumi admitted that when she faced Horikita Suzune alone, all the thorns on her body immediately stood up like a hedgehog, as if the previous nightmare suddenly appeared in front of her eyes, and she was frightened and confused. He looked at Horikita Suzune with disgust, but also a bit of curiosity.
"Is this who he is?"
Horikita Suzune just glanced at her lightly. This response made Karuizawa Megumi feel even more guilty. Her anger suddenly deflated again, like a hole in a balloon that had been inflated suddenly. However, the balloon could still fly whiningly in the wind for a while before turning into a piece of rag and falling to the ground, but Karuizawa Megumi could only sit down with some weakness:
"You...Ms. Horikita...Horikita-san..."
Karuizawa Megumi changed her names several times in a row. What she had always hated was girls who were born with aura. They seemed to be able to overpower others just by standing there. They were completely different from herself. Creatures from two worlds, not to mention the other has a more troublesome identity.
She had already determined the fact that she could not be independent from Kitagawa Ryo, so she also thought about the possibility that Kitagawa Ryo would leave her one day, but that was just a fantasy, and it was impossible for someone to suddenly jump out and take Kitagawa Ryo away. , but now Karuizawa Megumi realizes that this possible person has jumped out of his imagination and grown into a huge monster.
This feeling almost suffocated Karuizawa Megumi, but now she had to get through it.
Karuizawa Megumi secretly looked at Horikita Suzune with her peripheral vision. Matching her awe-inspiring temperament were a pair of purple-red pupils. Her beautiful long black hair draped over her shoulders and fell to her waist. One side was tied with a hairband. A thin braid, in terms of appearance alone, it is definitely one of the best.
"In the hour before I met you, I actually sketched a psychological self-portrait for you."
Horikita Suzune spoke first and took control of the words:
"I'm still quite curious as to why he wants me to establish contact with you, or even ask me to make friends with you."
"Because judging from the image of you that I extracted from Kitagawa's words in this hour, Karuizawa Megumi..."
Horikita Suzune sighed, put the "Crime and Punishment" in her hand on the table, looked directly into Karuizawa Megumi's eyes and said:
"You are a girl who basically doesn't see any value in you."
"So I was puzzled why Beichuan had a different attitude towards you. Later I found out that it was just because you happened to be by his side when he needed a friend the most."
Horikita Suzune nodded:
"It's a very random chance."
"Except for the memories accumulated over time, there is nothing else worth paying for Beichuan in you."
Karuizawa Megumi sneered weakly. She watched the girl sitting across from her easily deny her and Kitagawa Ryo's past with just a few words. But what horrified her was that she couldn't find any way to say no for a while. Reason, Karuizawa Megumi was running her brain desperately, and her heart was like a pump, making the blood in her body flow back all the way. She was almost choked and speechless.
She didn't know the purpose of Horikita Suzune saying this, and Karuizawa Megumi didn't know what the relationship between Kitagawa Ryo and Horikita Suzune was now. After all, she had been waiting for Kitagawa Ryo's explanation after escaping from the restaurant that day, but However, Karuizawa Megumi did not expect that before Kitagawa Ryo could explain, the other party had already killed him.
"Why do you define me so arbitrarily? How long have you known me? Ten minutes?"
Karuizawa Megumi answered with questions. She was like a beast that was cornered and resisting.
"...Then why don't you refute?"
Horikita Suzune picked up the hot drink in front of her and took another sip. She was waiting for Karuizawa Megumi here on a whim. After all, Kitagawa Ryo's speech in the morning suddenly made her interested in Karuizawa Megumi. Even the fox wanted to Turning into a rose, she naturally wanted to see a rose that could tame Kitagawa Ryo.
"I just don't think Karuizawa Megumi, that is, you, is like a rose."
Horikita Suzune put down the cup, and her sharp gaze stared directly into Karuizawa Megumi's heart:
"No matter how petty Rose is, she is at least loyal to the little prince."
"Karuizawa Megumi."
Horikita Suzune's voice shone like the guillotine's guillotine:
"If, I mean if."
"Beichuan didn't come back at this time, but three years later, or five years later? What will you look like by then?"
Horikita Suzune leaned her head closer, as if observing Karuizawa Megumi's trembling, she calmly described her conjecture:
"You will be bullied for three years in junior high school. If you are fragile and strong as Beichuan said, then you should not choose to end your life."
"You should choose to start over in high school, just like you did when you entered junior high school."
"You will pick up your mood, put the fragmented self back together, and then seal away the memories of the past."
"How to avoid being bullied by others? You should be troubled by this problem, but past experience has told you that you cannot survive alone without the protection of others. After all, when you were a child, you were under the protection of Kitagawa Ryo. , you were bullied again when Kitagawa Ryo left when you were in junior high school."
Horikita Suzune made assumptions little by little:
"So you will definitely seek protection from others, just like you sought protection from Beichuan before. But not everyone will be like Beichuan. As long as you stand there, he will protect you, so what should you do?"
"Abandon the so-called dignity, it won't exist if you are bullied anyway."
"Maybe use your body to seduce? After all, you look like a cute girl."
"If you happen to meet a boy who can tolerate your past and protect you, will you be kind to him without any hesitation and without dignity? You will definitely become a parasite on him without hesitation, and maybe Because what happened to Kitagawa happened first, you should try harder to tie him up this time? Because you are afraid that they will leave you and abandon you like Kitagawa Ryo did, right?"
Horikita Suzune looked at Karuizawa Megumi, who had covered her face and was speechless, with a look that was both pity and incomprehensible:
"Then, if you gain the other party's protection, you will naturally have to improve your status to further protect yourself."
"Actually, you have done similar things before. Regardless of whether it was your intention or not, when you became the core of girls under the protection of Beichuan's rumors, you will feel a little pitiful and safe in your heart."
"If you want to consolidate your position, you can only improve yourself and suppress others."
Horikita Suzune picked up the book "Crime and Punishment" on the desk again and lowered her voice for the first time. This question was as thin as a thread and like a cold dagger:
"Are you going to become a new bully?"
At this moment, Karuizawa Megumi almost asked Horikita Suzune to stop talking and to stop shaking out the dark parts of her body. The other party even wanted to take them out and sort them before drying them in the sun. Once in the sun.
Karuizawa Megumi looked at Horikita Suzune, who was sitting there and drinking a hot drink unhurriedly. It was obvious that she had said so many hurtful words just now, but she showed no sign of guilt or introspection. She seemed to have just said one Don't ignore the facts that don't concern you, and then watch the development of the situation quietly like an audience.
"Does Karuizawa-san know about parasites?"
Horikita Suzune asked inadvertently while flipping through the book, but she quickly asked and answered herself:
"Parasites do not actually parasitize only one kind of organism. They have intermediate hosts and final hosts. For example, some parasites first parasitize on fish and then enter the body through fish meat. The human body ultimately completes its ultimate parasitism."
"In fact, sometimes the host doesn't know whether it is an intermediate host or a final host."
"Maybe there is wishful thinking, and it doesn't matter if you transfer your nutrients to the parasite, but maybe the other party doesn't regard him as the final host at all, but just an intermediate host that serves as a springboard."
Horikita Suzune closed the book and said:
"If it makes Karuizawa Kei-san feel uncomfortable... I'm just stating the facts."
Horikita Suzune looked at Karuizawa Megumi's back. She was already bent over in a painful posture. Was she covering her face and crying?
[In fact, most parasites are invertebrate organisms...]
Perhaps because she didn't want to hit Karuizawa Megumi again, Horikita Suzune rarely said the last words.
"...You, what do you know?"
Karuizawa Megumi's voice seemed to be bloodshot.
She raised her eyes little by little and looked up at Horikita Suzune's tall and straight figure. Even when she was sitting there, her back was straight.
That is exactly what Karuizawa Megumi dreams of:
A strong, proud, heroic self.
ps: The charm of Karuizawa Megumi is the feeling of a loyal dog after being tamed, obedient and sensible without getting upset. Just like what I described in the second simulation of Hanami Ichinose, the character of the original work can also be considered It has attracted a lot of fans, but this simulation is about Karuizawa Megumi's struggle and distress before being tamed, so it will appear unattractive, but I think this is also to let everyone see a better Karuizawa Megumi. Megumi Izawa made the foreshadowing.
ps2: Two facts revealed in the fourth volume of the original work are that Karuizawa Megumi will engage in bullying to a certain extent in order to maintain status, and he will use his appearance advantage to rely on others (even strangers).
ps3: Thanks for reading and subscribing. This chapter was difficult to write, so it took a while to revise it.
The Lie of Autumn by Megumi Karuizawa: Chapter 20: How to Disguise as a Red Rose
Emi Eura often fantasizes about cutting open the abdomen of the woman named Karuizawa Megumi with the knife in her hand. She habitually chooses a part that will not be particularly conspicuous even if it leaves a scar. She knows very well that if she is in Karuizawa The scars on Zehui's face will bring her to the verge of collapse in a short period of time, but it will also greatly increase the possibility of the other party giving up on her completely.
It is best to have a secret and profound scar that will make the other person fall into fear again as soon as they touch it or even see it.
Being able to make the other person realize that she is a miserable bullied person is equivalent to putting a mark on her body with a red-hot iron.
It's a pity that the current situation no longer allows such behavior.
Emi Emi looked emotionlessly at the object in front of her that made a "puff" sound and splashed liquid. It rolled to the window sill and revealed its true identity in the sunlight.
It was a man's face cut open lengthwise.
It had been cut off from the neck.
The shaved half of the face rolled at her feet.
Its "inside" faces upward.
It was a color tone that Emi Emi had never seen before, and it was a very rare cross-section.
The chopped and crushed brain gave off a strange luster, and the deformed skull that could not be completely severed was mixed with blood and thick liquid that overflowed inside.
Emi Emi glanced at her mother who was huddled in the corner of the room and was so frightened that she couldn't speak. She slowly used the kitchen sink to wash her face. After a brief numbness, she realized that the splashed The blood was flowing down his face to his chest, and then crawling down like a snake, like sparks flying in the darkness.
After cleaning the blood on her face, Emi Eura took off the apron she had put on before. The blood-red spots spread little by little on the slightly yellowish light blue apron. She crumpled it into a ball. Throw it aside.
Then, Emi Emi began to look at the knife in her hand carefully, and used her other hand to pick out the bone fragments on the edge of the blade. They were bone fragments that had been soaked in blood and glowed red. Her movements were very slow, but also Very carefully.
"I killed the man."
Before leaving the house, Emi Emi said two final words to her mother in the corner:
"That's all right."
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"I really don't know anything, so everything I just said is just assumptions and what-ifs."
The conversation between Karuizawa Megumi and Horikita Suzune continued, and Horikita Suzune nodded seriously:
"One of the abilities that human beings have that is worthy of pride is "change"."
"If you can do it, every day can be better than the day before. With enough time accumulated..."
Horikita Suzune has a clear goal and path. Although it seems to Kitagawa Ryo that it is a crooked path, she is indeed making plans for her own goals and working tirelessly towards them. She will These words are also based on my own growth.
But Karuizawa Megumi interrupted her neatly:
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