Deep Affection But Shallow Fate

Five years, whole five years!
I regarded Fu Yunbo as the greatest love of my life.
But because of him, I contracted AIDS.
What was once a life full of joy is no more.
When I was tortured by illness, rolling on the ground in pain, the first person I thought of was him.
I hoped he could remember the old feelings and lend me some money for treatment.
Unexpectedly, he didn't hesitate to refuse to take my calls and even sent Lin Yu'er to humiliate me, telling me to die far away.
Has he forgotten, when he had nothing, who was the one that supported him?
Who begged my father to get him into the company, allowing him to achieve his success today?
Now, he despises me as filthy, abandons me, and chooses to be with Lin Yu'er.
I'm like garbage, wantonly discarded by them.
In a lonely night, my body festering, I died tragically in a dirty, dark rental room.
Opening my eyes again, I returned to high school, the time when Fu Yunbo was pursuing me...