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| 31st January 2022
I've always considered myself quite good at judging people, if not the best.
But somewhere deep down, I've also known that it's not true; that it's all a lie.
Sometimes I question anything and everything, even if it has proof. Like my existence, my friends' presence, my grandfather's death, my brother's sudden exit from my life...
Sometimes, I wonder if I imagined their very 'existence'- I doubt if I had ever seen anyone that was not with me at the moment.
But of one thing, I was always sure. That in the end- at the end of the day, I shall always be alone. When I die, I'll be alone. When everyone else dies, I'll be alone.
And those were exactly the thoughts that haunted my head as I left my house
Mother and father were asleep. So was Grandma Williams. I had always loved them. I still do, just not as much...
I considered setting the house on fire, but I didn't. Burning my past won't build a future.
That's psychotic and wouldn't help my situation, would it?
Cowards would choose something easier. Like suicide.
That way I can die before someone else does.
But I know that it's harder to live than get it over with. I'm braver.
I know the value of life and I've witnessed the best of it. I had the perfect life.
I wanted it back.
So I was running away. Chasing it.
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I huffed out a breath as Peach looked at me expectantly.
"You seriously wanna know more?" I asked.
"Yeah," he smiled.
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