Chapter 7: blood tears
I felt so angry. At this world. At the fucking fallen angel I was going to butcher in cold blood. At myself for being so weak. I could not save my master when the energy I use is said to be able to restore lifespan.
I kept thinking what had gone wrong. Why was a fallen angel searching for me? Was it because I am in the same school as Issei? No. The entire school would be dead by now, if that was the case. I could not fathom the reason that monster had to search me.
While I was thinking that, the ambulance came. 'You are late.' I thought.' I am late.'
After some questions they accompanied me home. Mom got pretty scared and angry. I guess seeing your son covered in blood, does that. I'm really sorry. I keep making her worry about me.
Ahahahah, I keep making people around me suffer, don't I?
After some time comforting my mother and father too, I left them and went to sleep. At least, is what I tried. My master's face keeps appearing in my mind. My grief keeps rising and in turn my anger too, as if to cover the guilt i was feeling in that moment.
At about 2, 3 o'clock, I decided to go outside. I went around hoping to find the fallen angel. I kept walking without destination. Nothing. Nothing. Nothing. Nothing. My anger kept rising.
Just before the sun was about to rise, I found myself to the park where my master got killed. I guess my heart doesn't want to accept the reality. It seems like I instinctively came here, hoping all that is happening right now was just a bad dream.
In that moment, while I was reminiscing my master, I felt it again, the same sensation I got in the brief moment before I saw him covered in blood. My heart started beating like a drum. I shivered in pleasure at the thought that, maybe, some of the void left in my heart could be covered the moment I killed the fallen angel.
In a sort of grey bubble, he appeared. A men with dark black medium long hair, grey coat, grey hat and a pair of dark gloves. And that infuriating smile. As if he was going to play with an ant and he was going to enjoy it. It made my blood boil.
"Hello there. You came by yourself to get killed. Good boy. "
I could not stop myself from asking him. It was something that I knew but I wanted to hear it from his mouth.
"Why?!"
"Why, what?"
I was trembling from anger.
"Why did you kill my master? What did he do to you? What have we humans done to you?"
"Ahahah, are you talking about the old man? He was your master? He was a little strong. Not bad for a lower species. You ask me why? I am the one that wants to ask you. Do you need a reason to squash a bug? If you really need a reason. It's because he didn't answer me when I asked about you. You see, my minion saw you kill the devil and registered your energy signal. I had other things to do so I came a little late. He had your energy signature on his body, so I asked him about your position and he refused to answer. Can you believe it?"
In that moment all my hopes for redemption shattered. He saw me. ME. I was the reason for my masters death. Anger filled me. Blood boiled inside my body. I felt like the world around me had crashed in million pieces.
Without thinking too much I attacked him. Just a punch without ki. He just shifted a little on the left and then lifted me, tightening his fingers around my neck.
In that moment I felt myself calm down. 'What was that pathetic punch' I thought, angry at myself. 'Master was proud of me. I should not bring shame to his name.'
I remembered my masters teachings, and started breathing in the patterns he taught me.
Falling into a state of maximum concentration I gathered my ki into my leg as if I was climbing on a tree and kicked him on the stomach, but this time I messed the quantity of ki on purpose. The moment my leg touched his abdomen, he got blasted away. The moment I felt his hands relaxing on my neck, I broke free and with 80 % ki energy knee attack I attacked his head. I felt the crunch but his head did not explode like the body of the stray devil, so I kept attacking. Every single attack was to kill. All my attacks contained most of my energy, just a little was used for defense in case he managed to attack me.
I kept attacking. The moment he was down I smashed his groin. I double tapped just to be sure. When it seemed like I would stop my attack he tried creating light weapons. This fucking cunt. Did he really think I will leave him his turn. Today I would make him feel at least a fraction of the pain he has inflictedme by killing master. I smashed the hand that was trying to cast a light lance, i think.
The next moment, applying the same principle of tree climbing, I gathered energy to the soles of my feet and made it compress until it was solid. It took only a moment. And then I smashed my foot into his sternum. His rib cage caved it. I was pushed a little back by the energy of the impact, but no damage was done to me. I applied a protective film under my feet before.
Since I knew he would not die with just that, I prepared the finishing blow. All of my ki, blood energy or whatever else could I have in my fingers and pierced him right where his heart should be. Feeling my hand creeping close to his heart, he reacted and tried suffocating me. I did not stop. Just a little more. I found it. The moment i touched it, I put my claws inside. I guess the pain must have been unbearable. He released my neck. In that moment I pulled his heart outside his body. I pulled some bone and some other organs. I did not care. After squashing it, I just threw it away like you would do with the trash.
Only then did I stop. Only the did I realize. I killed him. In that moment I watched the sky as if I could see him there and thought ' I avenged you master. But why do I feel so empty?' I felt tears flowing down from my eyes. Mixed with my blood it seemed like I was crying blood tears.
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