Chapter 1: A Long Time Coming
I'm not one for introduction's but its important that I introduce myself now, I'm Ellie Nova I'm 32 years old I'm 5'5 I have long black curls, brown eyes and brown skin, and oh yeah I'm dying in my car on the side of the road. I know it sounds bad but I just feel so free from all my misery and having to play a part in a world that rejects me every chance it gets. I cant help but think that this is my chance to escape this miserable life to start a new. I'm tired of living for everyone else and not my self, constantly being yelled at and rejected and patronized every day for all 8 years of my terrible marriage.
Honestly if my elder brother were here I'm sure my life would have been better, but unfortunately he isn't, he is the only person that could have saved me from my terrible marriage. He would have knew right then that is was a terrible idea and that it would all go to shit. I have always looked up to my elder siblings being the youngest of 3 you have no choice but to watch them adore them, they were both perfect. Elijah handsome smart and kind and Isabella beautiful and angelic, and after Elijah's death the person I talked to about everything, my bestfriend that's what made her betrayal hurt worse. I thought every thing was going well that I was being the perfect wife doing everything he asked and always being there for him but I guess it wasn't enough cause he has been sleeping with her my elder sister, my bestfriend and he had the nerve to call me a homewrecker after I caught them together, if this is what my life has come to then I guess I will die here I wont call for help I wont scream I will go peacefully and quit just the way I wanted to live, maybe then I can be at peace right?