Chapter 2: chapter 2
It has been two year since i moved here and i only really talk to my sister and Sean. I ended up not making any friends at all, i was nice to everyone, but still i dont like to talk to people so i never went out of my way to talk to anyone other than my sister and Sean at school and it was there last year of being there.
"y/n Seans here, come and watch me kick his ass in theses games" Michelle yelled to me in my room.
"no you fuckin dont" Sean yelled playfully. Sean has been coming over to our house and my sister and i go over to his house and hang out and do, whatever really, but he mostly came over to ours. I think he is trying to date my sister, and i think that is the only reason why he talks to me, i did hear her tell him that she dont like him that way and they would just be friends. I walked into the living room and they had a bunch of games out and were going to play them all. I didn't really play that much mainly because we only had two controllers, but when i did i always won. They stopped playing the one game and Sean went to the bathroom and Michelle went to get us something to eat. I felt that Sean and i were real good friends, we would talk, we would play games with my sister, and we would tickle each other. I liked how he wasn't afraid for me to hug him or anything like i would with my sister, it really made me feel like we really were friends. But i am always scared that he only deals with me so he can get with my sister and when they aren't a thing anymore that he will not bother with me ever.
"oh almost forgot" I said as i got up off the floor going to my room forgetting that i had some homework i needed to do yet. I went up to my room to get it and the door was open, i always left it open because that's just how i am. I went in and saw Sean look around my room, Just looking at the things i had sitting out. He was never in my room so he didn't know how i had it.
"oh hey y/n im sorry i came in your room, the door was open and something just-"
"its ok Sean" i said before he could finish. I could tell by how fast he was talking that he thought i was going to yell at him, but i didn't care that he was in here. After all i do keep my door wide open.
"i was just looking at all the cool paintings and pot type things, and knickknacks ya have" he started to scratch the back of his head still feeling bad.
"Sean i said it was ok" i told him as i walked over to get my homework out, i was going to do it downstairs. "i made the paintings, and the pottery. what do you like most, i know its not all that good but-"
"it is all so good and awesome, and i love it all" he cut me off and started to point at everything in the room. " but i do have to say i though that you would pick up more of your sisters style, your room is kind of bright" He was right, over the years i stopped wearing so much jewelry and different kinds everyday, same three things, oh and my earrings that never come out. I still wore black shirts and blue jeans. I only went full on when i wanted to feel extra pretty. " but i really like this one" he pointed at the picture collage i made off all my old friends.
"ya, i put that together, its off all my old friend in (home country)" i said starting to feel sad and miss them. I started to remember how i had no friends here, and i wasn't even sure if Sean really was my friend or if he was just being nice to me to date my sister. I walked over and sat on my bed and quietly cried.
"y/n, whats wrong, do you miss them?" he said as he walked over and sat next to me and started to rub my back.
"a little, but are you really my friend Sean? im scared that you are just so nice to me cuz you are trying to date Michelle, and that when she dont date you, you will just stop being nice to me cuz there is no point. you are my only friend here, and im scared that when you finish your last year of school that you wont want to be my friend then or even deal with me at all" i said i felt the tears go down my face, my voice didn't crack though.
"y/n of course im your frie-"
"really? are you sure? cuz i dont feel like i really a-" i cut him off then he cut me off.
"y/n look at me" he stopped rubbing my back and turned my head with his hand so i could look at him, i didn't look him in the eye though"y/n look me in the eye" and when i did he started again "i am your friend. i will always be your friend even when i leave school and when you do leave school " i didn't say anything, i just continued to look in his eyes and felt like i wanted to cry more but i held it back "remember when it was your first day? i sat with you, i want to be your friend and i needed to be your sisters friend for that to" then he sighed still holding my head where it was so i wouldn't look away "i will say i did start to like Michelle, but i am your friend as much as hers. and when i stop trying and stop wanting to date her i will still be your friend. i will not lie about that."
"how do i know that my sister didn't just tell you t-" he cut me off again and i felt myself starting to cry a little harder.
"tell me to say that? she didn't i mean everything i am saying. who wouldn't want to be your friend? you are the nicest person and so sweet" he said with a smile and pulled me into a hug.
"better than cake?" i said with a little laugh. and he started to laugh harder then me.
"well, i dont know" he said as he stopped laughing and started to brush my head with his hand "yes you are better then cake y/n" he said a little softer as he kept petting me "i will always be here for you, when ever you need" and i just lost it. I started to ball my eyes out with my head in his chest and he just held me there until i stopped. "do you feel better"
"yes i do, thank you Sean"
"well lets get back downstairs before your sister gets back and murders me for holder her 12 year old sister in her bed" and he started to laugh as we got up and i got my homework to work on as they played games. but before we got back down.
"Sean, dont ever leave"
"never dream of it y/n" he smiled and put his arm around my neck and rubbed my head with his hand as we walked back down and started to eat and play games.
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