Lets just start from when i was in grade 7 from a bright student i had become the worst student in my school well most thing i did where not even supposed to be considered worst. I never completed my school notes nor my assignment which was a bigger crime than murdering someone,not only did i did not complete my works i even forged my teachers signature in my book, and for which i got suspended for 2 weeks and i had a special seat next to the headmasters cabin for the next 2 mote weeks what a way to discipline students separating me from the whole class. All the school cared was about shitty marks and academic achievements not a person talents i had a huge interest in volleyball at that time but just because i was getting weak in studies they had me quit practice sessions for the one thing i loved at that time.
So the next very thing i did to get back on practice for the sport i loved i studied hard and went back on track, i scored a very good grades and was back on practice sessions this was a very good year for me you can say i had the best time of my life after my seventh grade or you can say 8th grade, and then all i have about my life are doubts.
The thing is once a person has named useless or a potential liability he always bears the risk of going back to it no matter how hard he try or no matter what he succeeds he always has the risk to be being a liability.
That was the same thing which happened to me, just because i had caught flu and couldnt attend the school for a week i had become a liability once more. But this time i was not just a potential liability to the school but had become a true liability who was looked down for his past mistakes but there was always a thing that was making think a lot the school didnt just had me who was treated as potential liability but there many more who were way far from being an asset to the school u could even say they were worse liability than me so what was the reason i was the only person looked as a liability rather than those other true liability.
I realised the fact why i was seen as a liability cause i had built up their expectations at a young age which i had broken now, then it was all clear to me why i was liability than normal student which had opened my thinking partially and i left the sport which i was trying cause i was nothing more but a bench warmer in it from my 9th grade cause i had become liability to the institute. couldnt care less about how the school treated me I just scored like average in my studied minding my own business and then puberty struck this was the part where i started to the mentality or mindsets of my schoolmates