Chapter 10: MY DEFINITION
When I hear people ask
"What's the worst part of depression"
I know what I would say.
My response wouldn't be about the overwhelming sad feeling that's constantly there nagging and destroying every part of your body
The worst part of depression is seeing your friends and family and everyone around you happy
I'm not saying I don't want
People to be happy
I do
What I'm saying I don't want
People to be happy,
I do
What I'm saying is that seeing their joy
Seeing their true genuine happiness
Makes you feel broken
Like there's something wrong with you
Why can't I feel this way?
Why am I not happy like them?
You wish you could be in their shoes
Even if it's just for a second
Just so you could get a break
From the dark cloud that follows
You around.
Depression isn't just a sad
It's the heart wrenching feeling of seeing the happiness that you should have
On someone else
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