Chapter 3: The Beginning of the Problem : Part 2

Then, all of a sudden, my mother got out of her chair and headed towards me. Then he held my hand, saying something.

"May I go to your room?"

He showed an adorable facial expression, but what was this. Why would she be like that?

However, when I saw it, it got closer like this. The pain that had previously started to come back and hit my head quickly. This time, I couldn't help it because the impact was so incredible.

I started biting my teeth to hold it; at least, I had to show there was nothing wrong with me.

"Yes, it's fine, but I don't think anything is interesting in my room anyway."

I tried to be as calm as possible, but I realized that the woman who approached me was looking at me anxiously right now. She seemed to know it or how.

"It's okay, let's go there."

I also nodded at his words. Without asking much, everyone who was here nodded towards me. It seemed like they had already thought something like this would happen.

"Then, everyone. I'll take her to my room. So, I'm permission to leave first. "

Right after, this beautiful woman who was said to be my mother and I started heading towards my room.

When we were about to climb the stairs to get there, the pain came back. This time, I couldn't help it like the previous one. Until I realized I lost My balance and fall as I climbed up the stairs.

Just before I fell, the woman behind me immediately grabbed the back of the body.

In this way, I look like the princess carried by her prince, but the concept is reversed.

"Are you okay? Is anyone sick? Which part hurts. "

I looked back at her sad face, somehow when I saw her put on that face. My heart also feels sad, what this is one form of our inner relationship.

"No, I'm probably just exhausted. Taking vitamins while staying up late might make me heal on my own. "

I was back to being strong in front of her. I don't know why I think I should do this.

"You are this... "

She smiled back at me. My heart was relieved back after seeing it like that.

"Thank you, please put me down. Because I'm a little embarrassed to see people in this kind of position. "

"Ahhh, you're right. I'm sorry. "

This woman started to drop me off slowly. This way, I can go back to normal as before.

"Come on, go."

"yes."

We both continued on our way to my room.

But. If I remember that tender sensation again. It must be an incredible size. Even when he caught me, I didn't feel the impact of our body's collision at all because of the chewiness of that part. Hey, Raven. Are you stupid? Why would I think of such a thing?

A few moments later, we were both in my room.

When I entered this room, it felt no different. Of course so, because I just left a few minutes ago.

Then, I told the woman.

"Please sit wherever you like, even if there is only one chair here. I'll sit on the bed. "

Since I rarely receive many friends who play at my house, I don't pay much attention to the state of my room. As long as it doesn't smell, it's okay to wear it—a straightforward principle.

"No, I'll sit on your bed too. Can I sit next to you? "She again showed a charming smile; damn, I was entirely fascinated by her.

"Yes, it's okay."

I hope right now and I don't find out that I feel ashamed of her.

"Thank you."

We both sat on my bed.

When I realized it, this figure was called my mother. She is completely different from most adult women in general. Her body shape was slim, and it didn't look like it had ever given birth to a child. If you look closely, my mother's face looks like a 20-year-old girl; she's a real Onee san. Maybe Which indicates that she has become a mother in the size of her chest and buttocks. But, of all those things, what's great is her aura, even though she's just talking a little bit and being more silent, but she's like wanting to say that I miss you and want to protect. Somehow I feel like I can understand that, to the point of making me now think that this is what it's like to have a mother.

When we were both in this kind of quiet position, somehow, I felt the most nervous in response. Therefore, as a good man. I'm going to start the conversation even if it's not qualified.

"As you can see, my room is ordinary, isn't it. Nothing is interesting in it unless you have the same hobby as me. "

Most objects here contain light novels, manga, or action figures I buy with money from working part-time. At the very least, I didn't try to burden my grandparents' finances.

"You say that; you are my son. You have the same hobbies as your father. Then, about cleanliness, you did inherit my nature that never once cleaned my room, huh. "

This woman laughed again after hearing my words. Seeing her continue like It makes my heart feel like I'm undergoing mental therapy.

"Uh, that's it."

I was amazed, what he said. How could my father have the same hobby as me? It doesn't seem reasonable.

"Hey, Raven. Would you please tell me if you hate me so much because I never once saw you? Don't you want to meet me at all? Now that I'm ready to accept the consequences, at least tell me the truth about me. "

I saw her put on a sad face again, and this woman quickly changed her mood. But, if she's my mother. Then I should be able to understand how to deal with this kind of attitude.

Even so, she said that earnestly. That's what my heart is saying right now. Even so, she's still my mother, the person I've wanted to meet. I can't disappoint her in the slightest.

However, when I was about to say something. The much sharper pain began to come back.

This time, I didn't hold it back at all.

"AAAA... "

I kept holding my head; why was it always like this when I wanted to remember something about her.

"Raven, are you okay? I'll try to do something. "

Then, my mother's hand started touching the area of my head that I was holding. Slowly, the pain began to dissipate again.

"I can't believe it; how can you do this?."

Does my mother have pain healing skills?

"As you can see, I just touched your head. It is my feelings that heal the pain you suffer. "

I could tell that her recent remarks were mere lies; it seemed like I could slowly realize the nature that my mother possessed.

"In that case, I thank you very much for that. But what I still want to do is... "

Damn it; this pain is coming back. Why is it always like this when I'm thinking about something related to it?

"Raven, stop doing that. Please don't try to remember it out loud. Later, you will even feel even more pain. "

How could my mother know what I've been doing since then? Does she see the source of the pain I've been saying all along?

"So now, I'm starting to understand the reaction I've been reacting to all along. Naturally, I can't remember anything with clarity. Even so, I remain convinced that we are indeed very close. ""

"Raven... "

Both my mother's hands seemed to be covering her mouth, and I think she was shocked by what I said earlier. Although I only made up the words myself because I couldn't remember anything related to her. I'm unfortunate.

"Now, it's time for me to answer your previous question; what did you say, mom? I've always been waiting for you to come. I don't feel that way about hating or being angry; instead, I want to remember the memories related to you. When I see it, I always hoped to get something in common with the mother's love that every boy has had all my life. I always noticed, even though it wasn't expected, and I always thought that feeling that way would be very overwhelming. Just getting news about you from Dad is enough to make my heart happy because I always felt that I had such a figure in my life. Especially if my mother comes here at this time, I feel delighted. Don't say anything nonsense like that. I would hate it if my existence made you even sadder. "

All the words I say are things I feel right now; how not. For the first time in my life, I met an angel sent by God to me, but I made her cry. That will make me sad too.

I said it as gently as possible because I knew that the woman's heart was very fragile. I think it's the first time I've been honest with my feelings with anyone other than the three of them.

Suddenly she jumped towards me, and I was hugged tightly by her. I feel the heaven of the world I've always liked. Even so, it still feels very crowded. Dad must have played it a lot. Why My mind gets dirty again at a time like this.

"Thank you, Raven; I'm so happy. I thought you'd hate me for it, but you accepted me for who I was; you had the same thing as your father. Ahh, I've always wanted to hug you like this from the past"