Chapter 4: HOPELESS HOPE

Every cloud has a silver lining. Well! I hope too one day, may be someday I will be happy again without any expectations and without any fear. And I hope you're happy, really happy,and i hope that someday, one day, you find yourself thinking about me in the same way as I do. I hope we find each other again, I hope we're laughing on the things and sharing memories about that one time we almost made it but ended up breaking each others hearts. I really wish I can undo things and erase some chapters of my life too like they turn off the next page of the novel and forward some parts of the series which they doesn't want to see, and sometimes I wonder how happy I could have been if I hadn't met you. I don't know if I mattered as much to you, but you did mean alot to me. I loved you, LOVE. Thank you for showing me what love is all about. And thank you for also teaching me to never love someone too much, because in the end you become a monster a heartless monster which hurt everyone's feeling and never learn to love again someone deeply either other person is loving you so much, it doesn't matter to you again, it doesn't bothered you, you can't feel again the way you used to feel for the one you loved the most. And sometimes peace is better than being right.