I'm not sure about anything anymore, I don't know who I wanna be. Jessica has been my girl for so long, but boy is she toxic. And I know I like Luca (yes I like him, do I love him maybe?) he would be better for my mental health! But like I said I have reputation as a girl magnet, not a man magnet. I get out of bed, and go into the bathroom. Ugh, what have I done to myself.
"Ayo, you dead or something!" My older brother enters the room. I look up at him. "Hey, are you crying, what's wrong buddy?" I break down and tell him everything. "Okay, so the thing is I kinda kissed Luca in front of Jessica, while we were dating for $15." "What the fuck, you dumbass, okay chill why you crying though, I remember when you told me like 5 months ago."
"Well I broke up with Jessica and she ruin me if she tells more than a soul, I was still in highschool I was dumb and stupid. The real kicker is the fact I think I really do like Luca..." He just stares at he like I and a alien for outer space. "So, your just gonna hope and pray that no one finds out, even though that girl is the biggest gossip ever!" I shrug getting off the floor, " I dunno, maybe it all be fine in the end, I've had a crush on Luca for a while and I jumped at the chance to be close to him." "Noah, Sebastian get down here."
Our mother yells from down stairs. he smiles at me as we leave the bathroom. Our younger siblings are already down stairs devouring their breakfast. "Morning all" I call out as I swing into my chair, taking a piece of french toast. "Sebastian, was high school fun?" My little brother Ash asks. I look over at him, why does he wanna know. "What you asking for?" I answer blankly.
"Aww, Sebastian be nice." My mother comments. I glare at the back of her head. I look over at the child, "Okay, so high school was cool , when you get there you realise who you are and who you want to be, you change go through fazes and stuff." "Okay, I need more info because a school we have to interviews high schoolers, for writing class." "What the fuck, why are they making kids interview people 5 years older than them?" I mumble. My older brother kicks me under the table. Sky looks at me with questioning eyes and asks, "What are you going to do today Sebastian?" I groan, when will they stop questioning me. "Ummm, I think I'm gonna hang out at my friends house and go to the mall. Nothing much, are you asking for a school project?" Sky glares at me like I just killed her cat. "No, I just wanted to know, stupid idiot."
Our father enters the room, "Language," I glare at him, I quickly finish my food and stand to leave the table. I glance over at my mother, she looks down, at my plate. Which I pick up and carry to the sink, as I'm washing my plate off I hear my mother say, "Sebastian has changed since he left high school," In a quiet voice to my father? I grab my coat and head to my car, when I arrive at Luca's house, I ring the doorbell. "Hey, come in the front doors open!" He shouts. I smile and lock the door as I come in. "Okay." I walk into the kitchen, his little sister and older brother are eating breakfast with him. "Where are your parents?" I ask hanging up my jacket. "You just missed Mom, Dad left before we woke up." He answers. "K" "Sebastian, meet my little sister and older brother, Katie and James." I smile, "Nice to meet you!" James gets up from the table, messing my hair as he passes me.
Luca stands and yawns, walking over to me saying, " Let's go up to my room. Their house is huge, its like a mansion, his bedroom is the size of all the bedrooms in my house put together! I climb onto his bed, he glares at me. "C'mon man, aren't you the one who should be worried about your problem? I smile at him, he blushes a little and turns away. "Fine, I am worried, happy." He turns around, serious now. "Did you do any thinking last night?" "Yeah, I did." "Okay, elaborate?" "Well, we can just go to her and ask her not to tell anyone at all!" He growls slightly, " Okay I have decided you are stupid." He mumbles. "No, we can do that, because then she'll be even more motivated to tell someone!" He says aloud. "Fine, Mr. Smartypants, do you have a better idea?" I reply. He glares at me. I wink at him. He blushes.
" I've had a lot on my mind and didn't have a lot of time to think." He stammers. I smile to myself. "Okay, why don't we go get coffee and then try to think?" I ask. He nods slowly, avoiding eye contact. We climb into the car, while driving to the coffee shop, we don't talk the silence eats at my soul. We park and walk in. I the corner of of the shop I notice a group of girls, they look familiar. The man at the counter brings me back from my thoughts, "What would you be ordering, sir?" He questions. "1 large black coffee please." I step aside. "1 Hot chocolate please, medium, thank you ," I hear Luca order. We go and wait for our drinks. "Oh, I didn't know you were such a baby, cute!" I tease him. "Excuse me, just because I'm 18 doesn't mean I have to act 42." He replies with a forced smile.
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