I was shocked by what I saw. Xavier is to blame. There are things he needs to respect. I do not want trouble. Confused mind. So as long as I can avoid him, I will. The pain is still there. I can't force myself to talk to him, and I won't be okay until I still feel the pain. I know there is a right time for the pain to heal. And this is not the right time yet. Gradually, I think.
I can't get rid of what Sir Chris said earlier. "She already told you that she doesn't want to talk to you first, does she? You need to understand that. Do not force her to forgive you." It turns out that he became my knight in shining armor.
I can't help but think again about how SirSir Chris pushed Xavier away from me.