Chapter 196: Want to become 'Ruthless queen' again....

Her eyes are bloodshot red as her sight flickered with uncertainty, whether she was still in dream or not. She looked around while her shivering hands clutched the quilt tightly, she is terrified by the unusually violent dream. It is not like she is new to this brutal violence, she is indeed very accustomed to seeing it and sometimes executing it by herself. Though, it is not that often, still it was some part of her past.

But seeing her loved ones suffering due to her…..it is more unbearable. Even though it is only a dream, that was already enough for her to think more and more about it and suffer all along by herself. She couldn't just ignore it as a dream when the chances of it turning into reality is so rational.

Though it is not for real, still it made her shiver to her core. Mainly because it is about Scott getting tortured because of her. She can't even think of a life without him, it is impossible to even think about it.