Chapter 2: About me part 2
To have finally forgotten
Only to be reminded
Yet I never did hate
Why?
Because again I put my self in that situation.
Again I am to blame.
Again I was naive.
Again, fell prey.
So I swallowed in my pain...
Who else do I tell?
That because of my carelessness and unthoughtfulness I fell prey again?
No impossible!
So I simplified the story
Omitted the details.
Why?
How do I say though traumatized from the pain
I felt pleasure still?
So sick, am disgusted with myself!
Am ashamed...
I felt violated!
But what could I do?
Who do I tell?
What do I say?
From where do I begin?
So I keep it to myself?
Perhaps this is the greatest burden I have.
Probably also why I stay away from sexual activities...
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