Chapter 4: Fourth Entry

I almost got found out today! Soonyoung-hyung walked in whilst I was cleaning up. I had lie and say I had a nosebleed. Then, he started interrogating me. I'm such a burden. Making him waste his time making sure I'm fine. I'm such a waste of time. Anyways, hyung told Jihoon-hyung which increased Jihoon-hyungs suspicions...Hoshi-hyung and Jihoon-hyung have something going on. Soonhoon shippers. I'm just a lonely and burdensome spoilt brat. Nobody wants me. Cheol-hyung is still oblivious I hope. I don't want him to waste his precious time on me. The bullying is getting worse. Oh and the group calls themselves 'The Main Four', honestly i think it's pretty lousy and lame. Sadly, I'm just their playtoy, something nobody wants. I was punched in the gut so many times today. It hurts like hell. I can barely dance... Soonyoung-hyung is picking out my mistakes.I'm such a failure...I'll write again tmr. Less cutting today. Achievement.