Chapter 2: Where shit went sideways
In all honesty, my seventh grade year was perhaps the most barbaric year that set my miserable fucking life and pathetic ass habits. Hoe life to the max. I am sure there are a lot of people who can relate to this, middle school is like highschool on meth, it's not good, and trust me, I have been through highschool and the only time I felt alive and ok was when I was doing work and I hate work.
I felt like I didn't fit it, which is fucking stupid because everyone felt that way. I wore all sorts of masks to fit in, the "fun mask", the "cool mask", the "smart mask", it all became so normal to me I forgot who I really was. Sure I still somewhat had my innocence, but nope not for long, one day someone asked me if I knew what hentai was and shit went South(yes I'm one of "those").
There was this guy a crushed on his name was Leo, he was a fucking cunt, I'll tell you that, lying bastard. He asked me out and my answer was incredibly stupid, I said yes, dear lord why did I do such a thing?! Long story short he dumped and called me a hoe which was dumb because he was the uncomfortably touchy one and liked someone else the whole time(dumb shit I know). I was not at all mad, but overall the attention and affection and the feeling of being important weighed a lot. Therefore, I became an attention whore(ew).
After this dreadful year was over talking and getting with people, learning the art of the tongue and boobs, yes boobs get you places. I even had a friend named Armando who taught me how to make out properly (he was in highschool and also introduced me to some interesting substances that made me feel like I was floating).
FUCKING SUMMER BREAK! This is where shit went sideways. I was a lonely fuck, I wasn't allowed to have friends or hang out with anyone so I started playing online games that are normally used for hooking up on K!k (*cough*party!nMyD04m*cough*)(note:I am most definitely not spelling it out correctly out of fear of certain possibilities). This particular online game taught me what and how the fuck to "RP" (don't do it dear God no, sure it's fun but wtf). This also introduced to me K!k and talking to potential pedos', weirdos, horn-dogs, and "friends"(lonely fucks like me). I look back and it was awful, I should have just stuck to G.O.W and hunt down Easter eggs, maybe I would have turned out better.
This new journey led me to a series of strange events, for an example I met someone "a year older than me"(possibly 26) and we became edge buddies, we talked about sad shit for no reason just good venting and all. Another example was when a random eastern dude video chatted me and asked to see my feet and in return I saw his peepee.... it still scars me to this day(foot fetish introduction).
I honestly don't know what I was thinking, I craved the attention and I admit, I WAS FISHING FOR ALL OF THE FUCKING COMPLIMENTS POSSIBLE! I made a fæceb00k and joined this "cool teen" shit where everyone posts pictures of themselves and fish for compliments. I admit I had a few online babies in my messages that I considered mine.
This life came to an end when I got caught by my mom and she whooped my ass and took everything away from me, although she did tell my dad I was just playing to many games, nice save, he would have legit killed me. So hoe life ended and I wanted to get better, yada yada yada, until it happened again... I'm such a fuck up.
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