Chapter 191: 5vn4b5vn
Wishing for a healthy relationship is nearly impossible when nowadays, everyone has to deal with some kind of mental illness. The romanticization of mental health problems and toxic relationships in books is questionable, but so are perfect "rainbow and unicorn" relationships that set our expectations too high. Simple love can't 'fix' the problem, it can help, but it's not a cure for everything...
Because the leads might show some symptoms of this and that disorder, it doesn't mean that all the symptoms showcased are going to follow psychological and medical textbooks to the last dot, please do take into consideration that every person's situation is different
g alone. She liked it, or more like; she got used to it s
Then, her brother was born. Her parents had enough money to rent a nanny for both kids. Yet, Bing Shi couldn't get used to it — she wanted to play alone. Her parents could only approve of their daughter. Such a good girl, trying to save their money, they thought. They never noticed that something was wrong until it was too late.
Her parents sent her brother to the nanny's house until he reached thHer calmness and patience disappeared. One time she had enough and showed her brother away. Her brother fell on his buttock and started to bawl his lungs out. The shocked Bing Shi regretted her action. She immediately apologized, begging hHer calmness and patience disappeared. One time she had enough and showed her brother away. Her brother fell on his buttock and started to bawl his lungs out. The shocked Bing Shi regretted her action. She immediately apologized, begging him not to tell her parents.
Bing Shi, as a four years old child, was well protected. After being picked up from were even prouder of their daughter for teaching her brothers how to do housework! Her parents never saw how Bing Shi took care of her brothers, never saw how she shouted at them, and how many times she made them cry. They always saw a finished product of two obedient boys.
From that day onwards, Bing Shi, from her observation, didn't shout at people and didn't beat them, as it seemed like to make everything worse. It was like she put every person into the role of a kid, starting to treat every person like that. Smiling, laughing, praising, and teaching things she knew.
She wasn't acting at all. It became a part of her personality, which was engraved inside her mind due to her experiences in her childhood. And it worked perfectly for her.
She enjoyed playing games, the only place she could have real fun and feel safe at the same time. Nobody could hurt her. She started to socialize and made a bunch of friends. She felt really happy and wanted to spend most of her time here. Listening to her desires, to play more games, she studied less. But her grades were still the same. How? Because she was smart? No, because she was cheating. And she got caught. Her parents got a call from her teacher.
When Bing Shi came back home, her parents were waiting for her in the living room.
Her father cornered her into a corner of a room, raising his hand, which was holding a broom; he started to hit her plump body. Bing Shi's face was full of terror, she shouted at him to stop, she pleaded him to stop, begging for forgiveness, but he never listened to her. He was so occupied by disappointment that he ignored her pleads, "You were such a good girl! When did you become a cheater?!" He had to teach her a lesson so it won't happen again!
"... No, please... I'm sorry... I...ugh..." Bing Shi crouched in the corner and continued to sob; she gave up, her emotions were full of hatred. She started to hate everyone. She started to hate this world.
░I hate you.░Her calmness and patience disappeared. One time she had enough and showed her brother away. Her brother fell on his buttock and started to bawl his lungs out. The shocked Bing Shi regretted her action. She immediately apologized, begging him not to tell her parents.
Bing Shi, as a four years old child, was well protected. After being picked up from a kindergarten by one of her parents, they would lock her up in the house, giving her an entertainment thing, a TV. Her parents didn't have enough money to rent a nanny. With her mother's help, she had to learn how to take care of herself.
She was taught how to heat food in the microwave, but durents and tell them how you could clean the house, all by yourself! They would be
░~See? That's what happens when you listen to your desires and your heart; bad things happen. You should have listened to me and study well so you could play games with a clear mind.░
░~You have to think before you act.░
░~ Violence hurts, avoid it.░Her calmness and patience disappeared. One time she had enough and showed her brother away. Her brother fell on his buttock and started to bawl his lungs out. The shocked Bing Shi regretted her action. She immediately apologized, begging him not to tell her parents.
Bing Shi, as a four years old child, was well protected. After being picked up from a kindergarten by one of her parents, they would lock her up in the house, giving her an entertainment thing, a TV. Her parents didn't have enough money to rent a nanny. With her mother's help, she had to learn how to take care of herself.
She was taught how to heat food in the microwave, but durents and tell them how you could clean the house, all by yourself! They would beHer calmness and patience disappeared. One time she had enough and showed her brother away. Her brother fell on his buttock and started to bawl his lungs out. The shocked Bing Shi regretted her action. She immediately apologized, begging him not to tell her parents.
Bing Shi, as a four years old child, was well protected. After being picked up from a kindergarten by one of her parents, they would lock her up in the house, giving her an entertainment thing, a TV. Her parents didn't have enough money to rent a nanny. With her mother's help, she had to learn how to take care of herself.
She was taught how to heat food in the microwave, but durents and tell them how you could clean the house, all by yourself! They would be
░When he hurt you, I would always come to your rescue.░
░But when it's your turn to protect me, you just watch and cry?░
░Seems like you are disappointed in me too.░
░Do you just want a perfect daughter who doesn't make mistakes? I'll give you a daughter who doesn't make mistakes.░
But who didn't make mistakes?
From that day onwards, Bing Shi stopped caring about her parents; she cared only about herself.
Her parents made the same mistake as Bing Shi when she pushed her brother away. Just, her parent's way was much more brutal and severe. A small example of how one wrong move could change a whole person's life.
░~ You have to learn from other people's mistakes, so you don't make mistakes yourself.░
Her grades went up, but her parents ended up crying, always looking at her with eyes full of regret. They became rich and finally had time to be parents. She was thirteen by then.
░What's wrong with you? Aren't my grades higher? I help you with your work and make you happy with my laughter... Why are you crying at me again?░
One time they lost their cool. "Bing Shi, you don't have to get good grades anymore; just return back!" They cried and tried to hug her.
She took a few steps back, trying to run away from their hug. "Sorry, I don't like to touch and hug," said Bing Shi, not hidding the revulsion in her expression.
░Don't touch me. You are not worthy.░
They cried even more.
░It's too late.░
Since that day, Bing Shi never hugged anyone. Wait, she never gave a hug to anyone before, not even her parents. That's how much she treasured herself. She gave her hug to him — the only person who was worthy of her.
Their first meeting was in an online game. He was 11; she was 13.
Their second meeting was in the same game. He was 13, she was 15.
Their third meeting was also in the same game. He was 15, and she was 17. They never parted from then on.
They started online dating when he was 16, and she was 18.
Their first real-life meeting was when he was 17, and she was 19.
He couldn't even touch her hand until he turned 22, and she 24.
Gifts
-- Gift
received Weekly Power Status
-- Power
Ranking 
-- Power
stone